Sudden moodless

for some reason, i feel like blogging is somewhere for my friends to shoot another friend. seeing friends' blog used to be my hobby. for some reason again, i dun feel like reading in this few days. it's like everyone is hating everyone. knowing so many stuff is not easy. whenever i talk i feel stress now. it's like.....eventhough the 5 ppl is in front of me and talking together, but behind that, they're actually hating each other. but everyone is acting like nothing and forcing themselves to continue the conversation. i dun think friends should be that way.

my advice to some ppl : try to giv your friends chance, maybe you should think on their side, what they're facing, what they're doing or so on. sometimes they talk without using their brain, but forgive la or try to make her/him understand what she/he's doing was wrong. make them realise their mistake. sometimes it's rude to be so straight forward. but sometimes you really do it for their own good. whether they wanna take it as positive or negative only. what you did is good enough, let them be. you tried your best, so dun care bout what they say anymore.

to the other some ppl : try to be a good friend to your friends. dun be too selfish and think that everyone should care for you. ya, you're facing problems, but dun just blame everyone. sometimes it's not someone's fault or your fault. it's something happen naturally or planned by god? maybe god is testing us?? he/she is trying to make us learn more. because as we growing up, it's gonna be more and more problems coming to us. so, sometimes you really need to think for your friends too. yes! you're sharing your stuff with them because you cannot take it all on your own. but dun like blame them for not caring, sometimes you're being annoying because you chose the wrong time to talk bout it. or sometimes they're busy doing something else you just go in like that.

i hate who i am now. i know too many stuff d. some i dun ming knowing, but some really making me suffer. sobz, really wish someone is beside me now and lend me her shoulder...haha