my animal spirit is a Timber Wolf... loyal to family and friends. likes to be in a goup but can be alone at times. protective of loved ones. makes a solid trusting friend!
You have an innocent soul. You are very kind and care about everyone you know deeply. you keep them all close to your heart and wish the best for them. you can be a bit shy at times.
Gentle and kind. A shy creature. But if you be friend with someone then the person has a true friend for life. You're a healer there for every one else.
When it comes to flirting, you have a lot to learn. You don't really know the meaning of flirting. You don't really know how to flirt.You try your hardest to make a compliment to another person or tell them something special. You need to practice more on your flirting techniques.
You tend to trust people too much, this shows you care about people a lot and value them however trusting too much can often lead to getting hurt because you will let people walk all over you and forgive them all the time. Be careful!
dragon - You are not the evil creature many believe you to be. You are a mysterious, magical being of immense power and wisdom. Stories of you span the centuries and the globe, a testament to the awe you inspire.
my results end almost the same... so i guess that's me =P
my love story book is the book of twilight. Your love is stronger than anything you have ever experianced. when you have hard trials both of your love holds out strong.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
some laugh for today
Wife : You always carry my photo in your handbag to the office. Why?
Hubby : When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your picture and the problem disappears.
Wife : You see, how miraculous and powerful I am for you?
Hubby : Yes, I see your picture and say to myself, 'What other problem can there be greater than this one?'
Girl: When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden.
Boy: It's very kind of you, darling, But I don't have any worries or troubles.
Girl: Well that's because we aren't married yet.
Son: Mom, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady.
Mom: Well, you have done the right thing.
Son: But mum, I was sitting on daddy's lap.
Wife to husband: 'What's your excuse for coming home at this time of the night?'
Husband to wife: 'Golfing with friends, my dear.'
Wife to husband: 'What? At 2 am ?!'
Husband to wife: 'Yes, We used night clubs.'
Father to son after exam: 'let me see your report card.'
Son: 'My friend just borrowed it. He wants to scare his parents.'
Interviewer to Millionaire: 'To whom do you owe your success as a millionaire to?'
Millionaire: 'I owe everything to my wife.'
Interviewer: 'Wow, she must be some woman. What were you before you married her?'
Millionaire: 'A Billionaire'
Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever.
The guy replies: Thanks for the warning.
A husband was asked: Do you talk to your wife after sex?
He replied: Depends, if I can find a phone.
Man to wife on wedding night: Are you sure I'm the first man you are sleeping with?
Wife replied: Of course honey, I stayed awake with all the others!
Why did they stop printing PAMELA ANDERSON stamps in the U.S. ?
Answer: Because people started licking the wrong side.
Doctor to his lady patient: You look terribly weak and exhausted! Are you having your meals three times a day as I have advised?
Lady replied: Doctor, I thought you said three males a day.
Hubby : When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your picture and the problem disappears.
Wife : You see, how miraculous and powerful I am for you?
Hubby : Yes, I see your picture and say to myself, 'What other problem can there be greater than this one?'
Girl: When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden.
Boy: It's very kind of you, darling, But I don't have any worries or troubles.
Girl: Well that's because we aren't married yet.
Son: Mom, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady.
Mom: Well, you have done the right thing.
Son: But mum, I was sitting on daddy's lap.
Wife to husband: 'What's your excuse for coming home at this time of the night?'
Husband to wife: 'Golfing with friends, my dear.'
Wife to husband: 'What? At 2 am ?!'
Husband to wife: 'Yes, We used night clubs.'
Father to son after exam: 'let me see your report card.'
Son: 'My friend just borrowed it. He wants to scare his parents.'
Interviewer to Millionaire: 'To whom do you owe your success as a millionaire to?'
Millionaire: 'I owe everything to my wife.'
Interviewer: 'Wow, she must be some woman. What were you before you married her?'
Millionaire: 'A Billionaire'
Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever.
The guy replies: Thanks for the warning.
A husband was asked: Do you talk to your wife after sex?
He replied: Depends, if I can find a phone.
Man to wife on wedding night: Are you sure I'm the first man you are sleeping with?
Wife replied: Of course honey, I stayed awake with all the others!
Why did they stop printing PAMELA ANDERSON stamps in the U.S. ?
Answer: Because people started licking the wrong side.
Doctor to his lady patient: You look terribly weak and exhausted! Are you having your meals three times a day as I have advised?
Lady replied: Doctor, I thought you said three males a day.
Monday, March 30, 2009
love promotion
this promotion only available for year 2009.... it's the love package
Love Package, this package =
- true love for your lifespan
- sweet talks ( normally for the right person, but now promotion... it's on ANYONE !! )
- sweet messages ( as usual, it's for the Ms. Right... but now.... it's for ANYONE !! )
- consists of 1 girl friend love and 1 wife love ( allows you to feel the love as a gf or as a wife, either one only )
- lifespan warranty ( until you lost your last breath )
- this guy will comfort you whenever you're down
- wishing you when there are special events
- this person also known as a walking calculator and a mobile calender
- this guy is quiet most of the time, but noisy when loud
- emo at times, but happy ever after
Grab him and let him be your soulmate !!
Super Promotion !! only for girls below 19 !!
Promotion last til december 2009... !! not desperate !! HAHA
Love Package, this package =
- true love for your lifespan
- sweet talks ( normally for the right person, but now promotion... it's on ANYONE !! )
- sweet messages ( as usual, it's for the Ms. Right... but now.... it's for ANYONE !! )
- consists of 1 girl friend love and 1 wife love ( allows you to feel the love as a gf or as a wife, either one only )
- lifespan warranty ( until you lost your last breath )
- this guy will comfort you whenever you're down
- wishing you when there are special events
- this person also known as a walking calculator and a mobile calender
- this guy is quiet most of the time, but noisy when loud
- emo at times, but happy ever after
Grab him and let him be your soulmate !!
Super Promotion !! only for girls below 19 !!
Promotion last til december 2009... !! not desperate !! HAHA
Sunday, March 29, 2009
my confession? HAHA
あなたが他の誰かと結婚していない場合、私はあなた以外のだれでも愛すつもりではありません… 私は本当にあなたを愛して、私は、あなたが考えられるのを止めることができないで、私は、いつまでも、あなたを好むつもりです。
당신이 다른 누군가와 결혼하고 있지 않는 경우, 나는 당신 이외의 누구라도 사랑작정이 아닙니다… 나는 정말로 당신을 사랑하고, 나는, 당신이 생각할 수 있는 것을 멈출 수 없고, 나는, 언제까지나, 당신을 좋아할 생각입니다.
to who?? that's for me to know
당신이 다른 누군가와 결혼하고 있지 않는 경우, 나는 당신 이외의 누구라도 사랑작정이 아닙니다… 나는 정말로 당신을 사랑하고, 나는, 당신이 생각할 수 있는 것을 멈출 수 없고, 나는, 언제까지나, 당신을 좋아할 생각입니다.
to who?? that's for me to know
not bad... quite true
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
only adults know??
sick ppl got nothing much to do right?? what we can do is just rest sleep eat rest sleep eat and THINK
i think back what happened in secondary school.... and i found something funny... every year.... there's a common thing i heard...
form 1 - my sejarah teacher, Puan Aida, if i'm not mistaken... said she would marry her daughter to me if she has a daughter...
form 2 - my art teacher, Cik Noor Aini, told me that... if she gets a daughter some day... she would marry her daughter to me...
form 3 - my bm teacher, Puan Mulia, told me the same thing also...
form 4 - my moral teacher, Puan Mariyam, said if i'm a malay, she would marry her daughter to me
form 5 - my math+form teacher, Puan Ng... also said that....
what i heard from them was... i'm extinct... and rare...
although i always need ppl to show me what i should do next and what i could do next... but i always know how to differentiate between right and wrong, black and white...
although i'm playful at times, but i seriously know i shouldn't do so
if what they said was a promise... how many wives i have now??
if what they said was true... why am i still single?? haha...
nah ~ love matter is something you would think bout it at times... but shouldn't always think bout it =) love will come at the right time when you're ready for it... puppy love was just an idiom to me... it won't happen on me =) maybe i'm just way too serious??
nah~ there was a saying by The Joker : why so serious?? that's why we shouldn't be so serious all the time... relax more and try to enjoy what you have... you'll live more happily... =)
slow and steady win the race =) life is just like a race... if there's no competitive, you won't try your best in your life =) if there's no comparison... you won't give it all you have... just bare with it =)
i think back what happened in secondary school.... and i found something funny... every year.... there's a common thing i heard...
form 1 - my sejarah teacher, Puan Aida, if i'm not mistaken... said she would marry her daughter to me if she has a daughter...
form 2 - my art teacher, Cik Noor Aini, told me that... if she gets a daughter some day... she would marry her daughter to me...
form 3 - my bm teacher, Puan Mulia, told me the same thing also...
form 4 - my moral teacher, Puan Mariyam, said if i'm a malay, she would marry her daughter to me
form 5 - my math+form teacher, Puan Ng... also said that....
what i heard from them was... i'm extinct... and rare...
although i always need ppl to show me what i should do next and what i could do next... but i always know how to differentiate between right and wrong, black and white...
although i'm playful at times, but i seriously know i shouldn't do so
if what they said was a promise... how many wives i have now??
if what they said was true... why am i still single?? haha...
nah ~ love matter is something you would think bout it at times... but shouldn't always think bout it =) love will come at the right time when you're ready for it... puppy love was just an idiom to me... it won't happen on me =) maybe i'm just way too serious??
nah~ there was a saying by The Joker : why so serious?? that's why we shouldn't be so serious all the time... relax more and try to enjoy what you have... you'll live more happily... =)
slow and steady win the race =) life is just like a race... if there's no competitive, you won't try your best in your life =) if there's no comparison... you won't give it all you have... just bare with it =)
while i'm sick ?
surprisingly... i din on my com for 37 hours... sometimes i really sick i still on my com... but for the past 37 hours... somehow... i din on.... haha....
let's see... what's weird...
for the first time... my phone rings every hour for like 6 hours?? 6 different ppl called me... which is kinda abnormal for me... haha... cause my phone inactive for like 2 months d... haha....
and 3am+ i woke up... i try to on every light and cannot on... i thought i was dreaming... but i wasn't... ok, that's creepy...
27th march 2009 8pm... i received a 25th december 2008 message... i'm already freak out... then 8pm++ same message appeared... but the date changed to 27th march.... and a sentence " i'm so proud of me " was added into the message... my hand was shaking at that moment... what am i receiving?? what's trying to send me a message?? what hint was given to me?? gosh... the message still in my inbox...
when i receive that message, i was standing outside the ou parking.... near TGIF..... then i was looking at the sky... cause it was raining and lightning'ing... suddenly... there's a big lightning... like flash up the whole view of mine... and i saw there's 2 extra floor on top of the building.... this scene last for at least 2 seconds !! gosh...
i'm just praying to recover fast... i dun wan any weird thing to happen again... i dun wan to be any chosen one for anything
let's see... what's weird...
for the first time... my phone rings every hour for like 6 hours?? 6 different ppl called me... which is kinda abnormal for me... haha... cause my phone inactive for like 2 months d... haha....
and 3am+ i woke up... i try to on every light and cannot on... i thought i was dreaming... but i wasn't... ok, that's creepy...
27th march 2009 8pm... i received a 25th december 2008 message... i'm already freak out... then 8pm++ same message appeared... but the date changed to 27th march.... and a sentence " i'm so proud of me " was added into the message... my hand was shaking at that moment... what am i receiving?? what's trying to send me a message?? what hint was given to me?? gosh... the message still in my inbox...
when i receive that message, i was standing outside the ou parking.... near TGIF..... then i was looking at the sky... cause it was raining and lightning'ing... suddenly... there's a big lightning... like flash up the whole view of mine... and i saw there's 2 extra floor on top of the building.... this scene last for at least 2 seconds !! gosh...
i'm just praying to recover fast... i dun wan any weird thing to happen again... i dun wan to be any chosen one for anything
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Personality Type
You are a quiet sort of person who is sometimes very moody.
You tend to be very perfectionistic which will cause you to always get things done right but will also stress you out.
You sometimes have a hard time getting to know or getting along with people but are very faithful, sweet, and kind once others get to know you.
You tend be attracted to Sanguines of the opposite sex.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
opinions
do you feel curious with what i did or what happened in the past 5 days??
did you ever wonder why i din update my blog for the past 5 days??
actually it's normal for you(a reader) not to have that kind of curiousity or wondering... cause i'm not really someone who ppl will think so everyday, i mean... how many of you actually visits my blog everyday and expect for new updates?? leave a comment and let me know, although i've felt some ppl really cared for me... but i just wanna make sure how many ppl on earth will admit they care for other ppl....
in the past 5 days, it's just me.... nothing changes
ok... today went cinema... watched " the international ", i dun really get what the movie means... so it's not under my recommendation list.... but tale of despereaux would be a nice movie... cause it gave me a few lessons and a big realise... i should forgive ppl who made mistake... but i shall not forgive those who repeated their mistakes more than twice... =) and while i was standing in front of the cinema looking for movies.... i noticed i've watched almost ALL movies that's in the list... how pathetic... that actually shows how lifeless i am.... haha... but if i think to the positive way, i'm actually updated with new movies.... HAHA
* addition : today i look at pictures, i realised what i was thinking wasn't what i always thought... today, i finally knew the answer *
did you ever wonder why i din update my blog for the past 5 days??
actually it's normal for you(a reader) not to have that kind of curiousity or wondering... cause i'm not really someone who ppl will think so everyday, i mean... how many of you actually visits my blog everyday and expect for new updates?? leave a comment and let me know, although i've felt some ppl really cared for me... but i just wanna make sure how many ppl on earth will admit they care for other ppl....
in the past 5 days, it's just me.... nothing changes
ok... today went cinema... watched " the international ", i dun really get what the movie means... so it's not under my recommendation list.... but tale of despereaux would be a nice movie... cause it gave me a few lessons and a big realise... i should forgive ppl who made mistake... but i shall not forgive those who repeated their mistakes more than twice... =) and while i was standing in front of the cinema looking for movies.... i noticed i've watched almost ALL movies that's in the list... how pathetic... that actually shows how lifeless i am.... haha... but if i think to the positive way, i'm actually updated with new movies.... HAHA
* addition : today i look at pictures, i realised what i was thinking wasn't what i always thought... today, i finally knew the answer *
Friday, March 20, 2009
i have blue aura =)
Blues are the most caring, nurturing and protective personalities in the color-spectrum.
They live out of their hearts and their emotions.
Their life purpose is to serve, help and love others.
Blues have an inner knowledge and wisdom and they feel and know what is right without needing facts or data for substantiation.
The moment they become quiet inside, they will recognize or hear an inner voice or guidance, which will tell them what to do.
They can easily tune into other people and feel precisely what is going on.
Blues are the most emotional of all the color personalities.
They often feel lost if they don't have the opportunity to clear their way through their intense jungle of deep feelings.
Helpful activities for Blues would include talking with friends about their inner life, writing a journal or just being quiet so their intense emotions can calm down.
end up in every moment =)
if i'm given 4 different time to give you happiness, it'll be
summer
spring
autumn
winter
if i'm given 3 different time to make you happy, it'll be
yesterday
today
tomorrow
if i'm only given 2, it'll be
day
night
if i'm only given 1 timing to bring you happiness, it'll be
everyday
i'm being a happy bringer instead of an emo'er
can i do that?? i'm still not really sure bout it
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
a deep thought day
haha, title = a sentence that i keep repeating over and over again for today =)
ok... let's see.... what are the thoughts....
1. Studies
- as you ppl know (i wish you really know), i got ns 3rd batch/group for siri 6 2009, but it's not an excuse for me to use in studying... although i look like i'm not serious, but i really did thought bout what i wanna study... actually, i got nothing much to choose... because my general knowledge is really so damm weak... i dun even know what is actuarial science?? is this the correct spelling?? *idk* my aunt suggested me mechatronic ?? *idk too* i duno what are those... and today, my friend suggested me technology engineering and what modern engineering... *again, what the heck is it* omg... i consider myself to be very lucky that i'm able to born in such a family.... from what i've observe from movies, realities and books, seriously i'm very lucky already... i dun complain for it like how i used to... i've learnt a lot within this 3 months... 1 month of work, 2 months of "slacking" ... seriously... although i'm 1 of those who keeps download movies and watch and watch at home... i admit i've watched over 40 movies within 2 months.... but i've learnt a lot... i can say... it's a lot....
it's not just some random movies... i absorbed knowledge from every single movies i've watched... even if it's cartoon... i'll try to find a lesson in it =) after this 2 months, everythings gonna be different to me... i mean i started to view things different... a sentence from me : DO NOT VIEW THINGS PHYSICALLY... let's give you an example : when you're standing in front of a shop with transparent glass wall... you can actually see 3 views... do you know that??
A - the things behind the glass, normally you'll be seeing the items that's for sale
B - you can see a reflection of yourself inside the glass
C - you can actually see what's happening behind you
so, let's not see thing with ONE thought or ONE view... we must see things differently... i know most of you dun get what i'm saying most of the time... even the jokes you guys won't laugh.... i know the reason all the time =) and to ppl that thinks i'm annoying that keep nagging you all the time... sometimes... i really mean it... i wan you to learn... i wan you to see things as i see them... because i've learnt something useful, that's why i wanna share it with you... but most of the time, can say majority will ignore what i say... because majorities are used to my lame side of me... and after this 2 months of slacking... i already reduced my lameness to the lowest... so i hope when i'm saying something useful next time... someone will actually listen it and remember it =)
and today, i saw someone, who is not well educated... but he's really good at something... i really wish i'm gonna study what i will really love to do next time... but now, i duno what i'm really interested in... ya, it's true that i love maths a lot... and it's a huge field to show the talent that's hidden in maths... that's why i must choose a course that can really show what myself is... i always say : anything lar, i duno wo, anything lar.... it's already a habit to me, i dun have the will to make any decisions or choice anymore... not like i did before... but... at least must learn how to make choices right?? haiz haiz.... please guide me and show me a path of light, a path of hope that will leads me to a better future...
2. Future
- future... have you thought of this word?? future.... i wonder what my future will be.... sitting beside the road... waiting inside the shopping complex... waiting for mom to fetch... all this time you can observe what's around you and learn something you can.... today... i saw many types of father... and i saw many types of working method also...
-father, ya... everyone has a father right?? even if you're an orphan... you used to have a father right?? and if you're a male, you'll be a father someday also right?? today... really like an adventure day to me... made me realise what i din notice all this way... being a father isn't easy... especially if you're a single parent + businessman... of course i dun mean being a mother will be easy... but because i'm a guy... i'll say more bout father k ?? =) i was wondering... what type of father i'll be in the future... which i hope i'll be a father in the future of course... sometimes... i do love kids, but sometimes i feel they're annoying... and i really worry i'll be that kind of hit-kid-like-of-father, i really swear i'm not gonna hit anyone unless that person deserves the punishment that can be used by me... LOL... and i really worry i won't get any wife in the future... for like... seriously ~ but nevermind lar... i still got long long way to go... i always say i'm young because i look like a kid, thinks like a kid and talks like a kid... when i was working on january 2009... some ppl even thought i'm 13.... but actually i'm 18 !! dammit... nvm lar... *talking to myself : young boy, you really have to work hard lo*
- as for working... for now, i can't think of any job that will suits me for LIFE... i love freedom... i like free life... i plan to learn crafting, handicrafts, piano, flutes, dancing, cooking... so many things i would like to learn... if i'm really stucked with a job which able to support me for my living... i dun think i have time for all this... that's why i really wish i can get a housewife for myself, so i could learn all these things together with my wife =) ppl say : you think your wife maid ah?? of course i'm not.... i won't love maid as much as how i love my wife.... and i dun plan to have any maids in the future.... although they can reduce our burdens and we're consider helping an individual or a family... cause they've got their income and dun need to worry for places to stay and the 3 meals/day...
haiz.... too much thinking for my age lar.... i need some rest... blog next time lar =) if you're reading this paragraph, that means you've read all the top ones... and i'm thanking you for reading them... =) appreciate it =) thanks again =)
ok... let's see.... what are the thoughts....
1. Studies
- as you ppl know (i wish you really know), i got ns 3rd batch/group for siri 6 2009, but it's not an excuse for me to use in studying... although i look like i'm not serious, but i really did thought bout what i wanna study... actually, i got nothing much to choose... because my general knowledge is really so damm weak... i dun even know what is actuarial science?? is this the correct spelling?? *idk* my aunt suggested me mechatronic ?? *idk too* i duno what are those... and today, my friend suggested me technology engineering and what modern engineering... *again, what the heck is it* omg... i consider myself to be very lucky that i'm able to born in such a family.... from what i've observe from movies, realities and books, seriously i'm very lucky already... i dun complain for it like how i used to... i've learnt a lot within this 3 months... 1 month of work, 2 months of "slacking" ... seriously... although i'm 1 of those who keeps download movies and watch and watch at home... i admit i've watched over 40 movies within 2 months.... but i've learnt a lot... i can say... it's a lot....
it's not just some random movies... i absorbed knowledge from every single movies i've watched... even if it's cartoon... i'll try to find a lesson in it =) after this 2 months, everythings gonna be different to me... i mean i started to view things different... a sentence from me : DO NOT VIEW THINGS PHYSICALLY... let's give you an example : when you're standing in front of a shop with transparent glass wall... you can actually see 3 views... do you know that??
A - the things behind the glass, normally you'll be seeing the items that's for sale
B - you can see a reflection of yourself inside the glass
C - you can actually see what's happening behind you
so, let's not see thing with ONE thought or ONE view... we must see things differently... i know most of you dun get what i'm saying most of the time... even the jokes you guys won't laugh.... i know the reason all the time =) and to ppl that thinks i'm annoying that keep nagging you all the time... sometimes... i really mean it... i wan you to learn... i wan you to see things as i see them... because i've learnt something useful, that's why i wanna share it with you... but most of the time, can say majority will ignore what i say... because majorities are used to my lame side of me... and after this 2 months of slacking... i already reduced my lameness to the lowest... so i hope when i'm saying something useful next time... someone will actually listen it and remember it =)
and today, i saw someone, who is not well educated... but he's really good at something... i really wish i'm gonna study what i will really love to do next time... but now, i duno what i'm really interested in... ya, it's true that i love maths a lot... and it's a huge field to show the talent that's hidden in maths... that's why i must choose a course that can really show what myself is... i always say : anything lar, i duno wo, anything lar.... it's already a habit to me, i dun have the will to make any decisions or choice anymore... not like i did before... but... at least must learn how to make choices right?? haiz haiz.... please guide me and show me a path of light, a path of hope that will leads me to a better future...
2. Future
- future... have you thought of this word?? future.... i wonder what my future will be.... sitting beside the road... waiting inside the shopping complex... waiting for mom to fetch... all this time you can observe what's around you and learn something you can.... today... i saw many types of father... and i saw many types of working method also...
-father, ya... everyone has a father right?? even if you're an orphan... you used to have a father right?? and if you're a male, you'll be a father someday also right?? today... really like an adventure day to me... made me realise what i din notice all this way... being a father isn't easy... especially if you're a single parent + businessman... of course i dun mean being a mother will be easy... but because i'm a guy... i'll say more bout father k ?? =) i was wondering... what type of father i'll be in the future... which i hope i'll be a father in the future of course... sometimes... i do love kids, but sometimes i feel they're annoying... and i really worry i'll be that kind of hit-kid-like-of-father, i really swear i'm not gonna hit anyone unless that person deserves the punishment that can be used by me... LOL... and i really worry i won't get any wife in the future... for like... seriously ~ but nevermind lar... i still got long long way to go... i always say i'm young because i look like a kid, thinks like a kid and talks like a kid... when i was working on january 2009... some ppl even thought i'm 13.... but actually i'm 18 !! dammit... nvm lar... *talking to myself : young boy, you really have to work hard lo*
- as for working... for now, i can't think of any job that will suits me for LIFE... i love freedom... i like free life... i plan to learn crafting, handicrafts, piano, flutes, dancing, cooking... so many things i would like to learn... if i'm really stucked with a job which able to support me for my living... i dun think i have time for all this... that's why i really wish i can get a housewife for myself, so i could learn all these things together with my wife =) ppl say : you think your wife maid ah?? of course i'm not.... i won't love maid as much as how i love my wife.... and i dun plan to have any maids in the future.... although they can reduce our burdens and we're consider helping an individual or a family... cause they've got their income and dun need to worry for places to stay and the 3 meals/day...
haiz.... too much thinking for my age lar.... i need some rest... blog next time lar =) if you're reading this paragraph, that means you've read all the top ones... and i'm thanking you for reading them... =) appreciate it =) thanks again =)
Monday, March 16, 2009
100 truths ?? i'm seriously typing the truths
001. Real Name: Chuah Boon Khit
002. Nickname(s): Andrew, cbk (the rude one), boon boon, khit khit, hunnie, lao gong (which means husband), barboon, boon tuk and so on... endless
003. Age: turning 18 in 78 days
004. Horoscope: Gemini
005. Male or Female: Male
006. Elementary: I forgot, it was at my kampung, Sungai Kerang (Clam River)
007. Middle School: SRJK(C) Damansara, Tropicana
008. High School: SMK Damansara Jaya + SMK Telok Datok
009. College School: N/A
010. Hair colour: DARK Black, darker than normal black
011. Long or Short: Short
012. Loud or Quiet: Quiet most of the time
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Phone
015. Health Freak: Nope
016. Drink or Smoke: Used to drink... now... nah ~
017.Do you have a crush on someone: i dun think i had one =(
018. Eat or Drink: drink... eating waste lots of energy while you munching
019. Piercings: none
020. Tattoos: temporary ones?? i used to have plenty on my arms =P
021. Social or Anti-Social: anti i think??
022. Righty or lefty: Righty
023. First piercing: no piercing so far...
024. First relationship: hmm.... dun hav lar....
025. First Best Friend: Yee Wei Shen, my primary classmate =)
026. First Award: Olympic Mathematics 3rd Place, i only have 2 awards in my life
027. First Kiss: gave to yee wei shen, not gay !! but because of a stupid bumper on the road and we're on the bus standing opposite, face to face cause it was too crowded, but if kissing a girl, Still Available
028. First Pet: hamster !! its name is BANANA
029. First Big Vacation: erm... 2008 dec, genting??
030. First Love at first sight: twice.... form 3 and form 4....
031. First Big Birthday: standard 6, held at atria KFC with beyblade battles
032. First Surgery: HAVEN
033. First sport you joined: standard 1? passing rubber bands using a straw
034. Orange or Apple juice: Apple mann, i love greenish
035. Rock or Rap: Rock lar !! i'm not a rapper
036. Country or Screamo: Country
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: backstreet boys, sad to say, i duno what is NSYNC, T_T
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: britney lor.... *tapping lips, hmm, who is christina aguilera ?? * sometimes i heard their name but i dun remember who they are =(
039. Night or Day: Night
040. Sun or Moon: Moon
041. TV or Internet: Internet
042. Playstation or xbox: Playstation
043. Kiss or hug: hug... i feel warmth... i din even really hug someone before =(
044. Iguana or turtle: turtle is more preferable
045. Spider or bee: neither... yuckz
046. Fall or spring: Spring
047. Limewire or iTunes: neither... i'm stupid
048. Soccer or baseball: soccer... but used to injured my EVERY part during standard 5
049. Eating: anything that suits my taste buds
050. Drinking: juices....
051. Excitement level: when i know i'm not invisible, super excited
052. I'm about to: take my brunch
053. Listening to: forever love (korean version)
054. Plan for today: paper works !!
055. Waiting for: ns lar, if no ns then my first love lor =P
056. Energy Level: low, as i just woke up from my sleep
057. Thinking of someone: of course....
058. Want kids?: yup
059. Want to get married?: durh~
060. When?: at least 26, but the latest 30?? i dun wanna feel old
061. How many kids do you want: at least 2, but depends on my wife =)
062. Any name on the mind: Amanda
063. What did you want to be when you were little: policeman, fire fighter... saving lives =P
064. Careers in mind: chef?? i wonder why... haha
065. Mellow future or wild: mellow future
066. Something you would never try: drugs, smoking, sex under age
067. When do you want to die: when i'm suppose to die
Which is the better in the boy/girl you like(in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes: eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: romantic
070. Shorter or Taller?: shorter
071. Protective or Caring?: caring, i'm a guy, why need her to be protective??
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: spontaneous
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: arm gua, girls~ which one you perefer??
074. Sensitive or Loud?: a lil of sensitive, a lil of loud...
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: a lil of trouble maker?? to make the life interesting
077. Muscular or normal: normal, i dun need a muscular wife/girl friend
078. Kissed a stranger: no way
079. Broken a bone: i think so... but never go for check up
080. Lost glasses or contacts: i have good eye sight =)
081. Ran away from home: once, accidentally, forgot to call home, haha
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: no... is a fork counted?? i used to hold fork for self defence
083. Killed somebody: no way mann... insects counted??
084. Broken some one's heart: dun think i have such ability
085. Had your heart broken: so far, more than 10 times?? HAHA
086. Been arrested: no way mann.... for what??
087. Cried when someone died: dun think so, i'm being tough
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: once, that's all
Do you believe
089. Yourself: sometimes
090. Miracles: most of the time
091. Love at first sight: erm, ya... used to happen
092. Heaven: sometimes, sometimes i do doubt bout its existence
093. Santa Claus: never, when i know what is santa claus i'm already 10 years old
094. Tooth Fairy: LOL, never know it exist til i watch Transformers
095. Kiss in the first date: no?? first date still available
096. Angels: of course, cause devils exist too
Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? : of course
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: so so lar, but dun wish for worse =P
099. Do you believe in God? : Yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.
not tagging anyone cause dun wan to trouble you ppl, just post this if you feel like =)
002. Nickname(s): Andrew, cbk (the rude one), boon boon, khit khit, hunnie, lao gong (which means husband), barboon, boon tuk and so on... endless
003. Age: turning 18 in 78 days
004. Horoscope: Gemini
005. Male or Female: Male
006. Elementary: I forgot, it was at my kampung, Sungai Kerang (Clam River)
007. Middle School: SRJK(C) Damansara, Tropicana
008. High School: SMK Damansara Jaya + SMK Telok Datok
009. College School: N/A
010. Hair colour: DARK Black, darker than normal black
011. Long or Short: Short
012. Loud or Quiet: Quiet most of the time
013. Sweats or Jeans: Jeans
014. Phone or Camera: Phone
015. Health Freak: Nope
016. Drink or Smoke: Used to drink... now... nah ~
017.Do you have a crush on someone: i dun think i had one =(
018. Eat or Drink: drink... eating waste lots of energy while you munching
019. Piercings: none
020. Tattoos: temporary ones?? i used to have plenty on my arms =P
021. Social or Anti-Social: anti i think??
022. Righty or lefty: Righty
023. First piercing: no piercing so far...
024. First relationship: hmm.... dun hav lar....
025. First Best Friend: Yee Wei Shen, my primary classmate =)
026. First Award: Olympic Mathematics 3rd Place, i only have 2 awards in my life
027. First Kiss: gave to yee wei shen, not gay !! but because of a stupid bumper on the road and we're on the bus standing opposite, face to face cause it was too crowded, but if kissing a girl, Still Available
028. First Pet: hamster !! its name is BANANA
029. First Big Vacation: erm... 2008 dec, genting??
030. First Love at first sight: twice.... form 3 and form 4....
031. First Big Birthday: standard 6, held at atria KFC with beyblade battles
032. First Surgery: HAVEN
033. First sport you joined: standard 1? passing rubber bands using a straw
034. Orange or Apple juice: Apple mann, i love greenish
035. Rock or Rap: Rock lar !! i'm not a rapper
036. Country or Screamo: Country
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: backstreet boys, sad to say, i duno what is NSYNC, T_T
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: britney lor.... *tapping lips, hmm, who is christina aguilera ?? * sometimes i heard their name but i dun remember who they are =(
039. Night or Day: Night
040. Sun or Moon: Moon
041. TV or Internet: Internet
042. Playstation or xbox: Playstation
043. Kiss or hug: hug... i feel warmth... i din even really hug someone before =(
044. Iguana or turtle: turtle is more preferable
045. Spider or bee: neither... yuckz
046. Fall or spring: Spring
047. Limewire or iTunes: neither... i'm stupid
048. Soccer or baseball: soccer... but used to injured my EVERY part during standard 5
049. Eating: anything that suits my taste buds
050. Drinking: juices....
051. Excitement level: when i know i'm not invisible, super excited
052. I'm about to: take my brunch
053. Listening to: forever love (korean version)
054. Plan for today: paper works !!
055. Waiting for: ns lar, if no ns then my first love lor =P
056. Energy Level: low, as i just woke up from my sleep
057. Thinking of someone: of course....
058. Want kids?: yup
059. Want to get married?: durh~
060. When?: at least 26, but the latest 30?? i dun wanna feel old
061. How many kids do you want: at least 2, but depends on my wife =)
062. Any name on the mind: Amanda
063. What did you want to be when you were little: policeman, fire fighter... saving lives =P
064. Careers in mind: chef?? i wonder why... haha
065. Mellow future or wild: mellow future
066. Something you would never try: drugs, smoking, sex under age
067. When do you want to die: when i'm suppose to die
Which is the better in the boy/girl you like(in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes: eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: romantic
070. Shorter or Taller?: shorter
071. Protective or Caring?: caring, i'm a guy, why need her to be protective??
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: spontaneous
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: arm gua, girls~ which one you perefer??
074. Sensitive or Loud?: a lil of sensitive, a lil of loud...
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: a lil of trouble maker?? to make the life interesting
077. Muscular or normal: normal, i dun need a muscular wife/girl friend
078. Kissed a stranger: no way
079. Broken a bone: i think so... but never go for check up
080. Lost glasses or contacts: i have good eye sight =)
081. Ran away from home: once, accidentally, forgot to call home, haha
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: no... is a fork counted?? i used to hold fork for self defence
083. Killed somebody: no way mann... insects counted??
084. Broken some one's heart: dun think i have such ability
085. Had your heart broken: so far, more than 10 times?? HAHA
086. Been arrested: no way mann.... for what??
087. Cried when someone died: dun think so, i'm being tough
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: once, that's all
Do you believe
089. Yourself: sometimes
090. Miracles: most of the time
091. Love at first sight: erm, ya... used to happen
092. Heaven: sometimes, sometimes i do doubt bout its existence
093. Santa Claus: never, when i know what is santa claus i'm already 10 years old
094. Tooth Fairy: LOL, never know it exist til i watch Transformers
095. Kiss in the first date: no?? first date still available
096. Angels: of course, cause devils exist too
Answer Truthfully
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now? : of course
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now?: so so lar, but dun wish for worse =P
099. Do you believe in God? : Yes
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.
not tagging anyone cause dun wan to trouble you ppl, just post this if you feel like =)
Sunday, March 15, 2009
love (again, haha)
love is about long-term patience
love is about gifting
love is not about jealousy
love is not about praising/promoting yourself
love is not wild
love is about forgiving mistakes done
love is about trust in your soulmate, no doubting
love is about your patience in everything
love is about looking forward or hope for everything
love is endless
love is eternity
love is infinity
love is immortality
from this, i'm working hard to
forgive
forgot
patient
trust
believe
be open
and not to
jealous
sad over scenes
cry over sadness
i'm believing in love just like how i believed in truth
i'm believing in fate just like how i believed in faith
love is about gifting
love is not about jealousy
love is not about praising/promoting yourself
love is not wild
love is about forgiving mistakes done
love is about trust in your soulmate, no doubting
love is about your patience in everything
love is about looking forward or hope for everything
love is endless
love is eternity
love is infinity
love is immortality
from this, i'm working hard to
forgive
forgot
patient
trust
believe
be open
and not to
jealous
sad over scenes
cry over sadness
i'm believing in love just like how i believed in truth
i'm believing in fate just like how i believed in faith
Friday, March 13, 2009
A message received
slow and steady is the best
dun desperate for couples or love, it's the best if you only love once in your life...
cause if you experienced too much, you'll become paralyzed towards love...
if broke up too many times, you'll get use to it...
if change boy/girl friends too many times, you'll compare them...
and in the end, you'll lose faith in love... because you've hurt too much...
if you're in love with someone who really loves you... appreciate it
dun think that you'll get a better one in the future
because the present is always the best,
yesterday will be history, tomorrow will be mystery
and dun always think of late marriage, because love has no limit for age
and dun because your the other half not rich and give up your love
because as long as your the other half not retarded, you'll get rich someday
and dun because of your parents rejected your soulmate and you give up
you'll realise someday, if you gave up, you'll regret for the rest of your life
bout love, the purer the better, no one will get hurt in the end =)
dun desperate for couples or love, it's the best if you only love once in your life...
cause if you experienced too much, you'll become paralyzed towards love...
if broke up too many times, you'll get use to it...
if change boy/girl friends too many times, you'll compare them...
and in the end, you'll lose faith in love... because you've hurt too much...
if you're in love with someone who really loves you... appreciate it
dun think that you'll get a better one in the future
because the present is always the best,
yesterday will be history, tomorrow will be mystery
and dun always think of late marriage, because love has no limit for age
and dun because your the other half not rich and give up your love
because as long as your the other half not retarded, you'll get rich someday
and dun because of your parents rejected your soulmate and you give up
you'll realise someday, if you gave up, you'll regret for the rest of your life
bout love, the purer the better, no one will get hurt in the end =)
Thursday, March 12, 2009
hmm, my views after taking 5 pieces of paper today
let's see....
5 pieces
- spm result paper
- sijil berhenti sekolah
- surat akuan
- sijil kajian rekaan seni visual
- sijil pentaksiran pendidikan moral
spm result
A1 - Modern Mathematics
A1 - Modern Science
A2 - English
B3 - Perdagangan
B3 - Pendidikan Moral
B3 - Pendidikan Seni
B3 - Bahasa Melayu
C5 - Bahasa Cina
C6 - Sejarah
not to show off cause i have nothing to show off...
just wanna say something bout it
i was expecting a better results for pd, moral, and bm.... i thought i can get A for this 3 subjects... and these 3 i got B3... kinda disappointed.... but still ya.... tried my best....
i was saying the 4 x B3 subjects to all my close friends... cause seriously it's SO CLOSE to A2... omg omg.... how nice if got 7As.... but DREAM ON ~
was kinda down for a moment, but i stood up again =)
every teacher + old folks say i still have lot of spaces to improve myself, but they din tell me where... they just say cut off my laziness... maybe that's the thing that matters..
5 pieces
- spm result paper
- sijil berhenti sekolah
- surat akuan
- sijil kajian rekaan seni visual
- sijil pentaksiran pendidikan moral
spm result
A1 - Modern Mathematics
A1 - Modern Science
A2 - English
B3 - Perdagangan
B3 - Pendidikan Moral
B3 - Pendidikan Seni
B3 - Bahasa Melayu
C5 - Bahasa Cina
C6 - Sejarah
not to show off cause i have nothing to show off...
just wanna say something bout it
i was expecting a better results for pd, moral, and bm.... i thought i can get A for this 3 subjects... and these 3 i got B3... kinda disappointed.... but still ya.... tried my best....
i was saying the 4 x B3 subjects to all my close friends... cause seriously it's SO CLOSE to A2... omg omg.... how nice if got 7As.... but DREAM ON ~
was kinda down for a moment, but i stood up again =)
every teacher + old folks say i still have lot of spaces to improve myself, but they din tell me where... they just say cut off my laziness... maybe that's the thing that matters..
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
whose birthday i miss if go NS 3rd batch
June
- lay shu
- hazeem
- khaliq
July
- poh yee
- boon vin zhan
- lee ping
- zhi khang
- lourene
- kar how
August
- mun foo
- manda
- yi soon
- jen hoong
- becca
- jinn yeung
- raja
i'll be missing 16 friends' birthday... sob sob
- lay shu
- hazeem
- khaliq
July
- poh yee
- boon vin zhan
- lee ping
- zhi khang
- lourene
- kar how
August
- mun foo
- manda
- yi soon
- jen hoong
- becca
- jinn yeung
- raja
i'll be missing 16 friends' birthday... sob sob
Monday, March 9, 2009
i think i can't make it
it's just so hard to separate this stupid sadness of mine from my life... i tried and tried again... but it's just so hard to put my sadness in the other blog and put my sadness away from me... it's always here and it'll never fade...
life is not a bed of roses... even if it's full of roses... they still have thorns... although they look beautiful from the top, but they actually have thorns on the stem... life can never be easy for everyone, as everyone have different challenges... sometimes you'll be glad that you're not rich cause many rich children duno how to do housecores =) be glad that you're still able to do housecores on your own...
i'm back from a 3 days trip to genting... supposingly relaxing myself... but i think i just can't make it... relax is not in my dictionary... it's just the beginning of my life... counted just now...
2009 March ~ June = work
2009 June ~ September = NS
2009 September ~ December = work
2010 January ~ 2011 July = if i'm going for form 6 then
2011 July ~ December = work while waiting for stpm result
2012~2015 = university
2016 = graduation year and i'm 25 years old.... SO OLD
so, now i'm totally lost and i really got no directions anymore... and this study thing isn't the only that's bothering me... and love... i just dun understand my self... what am i anymore... no matter how many times i tell myself i can do it, i can hang on, i can stand on... each time i make myself disappointed, and falling down again and again... for all this while, i thought i can really stand on and will never drop tears anymore... but why am i feeling so pain everytime... i wanted to comfort myself so badly...
today is the 240th day... i hope it will last forever
human are designed for not to swear.... i notice something... when you swear you'll love someone forever, it will never works... cause the swear is only for you to say on your wedding day... especially at my age... i shouldn't do so... cause the fate will change... what i want now is to love not to swear... you're 2nd in my heart cause first will be the family... unless you're in my family, then you'll be the first...
wanted to laugh so badly,
wanted to smile so badly;
dun wan to feel sad anymore,
dun wan to feel hurt anymore.
life is not a bed of roses... even if it's full of roses... they still have thorns... although they look beautiful from the top, but they actually have thorns on the stem... life can never be easy for everyone, as everyone have different challenges... sometimes you'll be glad that you're not rich cause many rich children duno how to do housecores =) be glad that you're still able to do housecores on your own...
i'm back from a 3 days trip to genting... supposingly relaxing myself... but i think i just can't make it... relax is not in my dictionary... it's just the beginning of my life... counted just now...
2009 March ~ June = work
2009 June ~ September = NS
2009 September ~ December = work
2010 January ~ 2011 July = if i'm going for form 6 then
2011 July ~ December = work while waiting for stpm result
2012~2015 = university
2016 = graduation year and i'm 25 years old.... SO OLD
so, now i'm totally lost and i really got no directions anymore... and this study thing isn't the only that's bothering me... and love... i just dun understand my self... what am i anymore... no matter how many times i tell myself i can do it, i can hang on, i can stand on... each time i make myself disappointed, and falling down again and again... for all this while, i thought i can really stand on and will never drop tears anymore... but why am i feeling so pain everytime... i wanted to comfort myself so badly...
today is the 240th day... i hope it will last forever
human are designed for not to swear.... i notice something... when you swear you'll love someone forever, it will never works... cause the swear is only for you to say on your wedding day... especially at my age... i shouldn't do so... cause the fate will change... what i want now is to love not to swear... you're 2nd in my heart cause first will be the family... unless you're in my family, then you'll be the first...
wanted to laugh so badly,
wanted to smile so badly;
dun wan to feel sad anymore,
dun wan to feel hurt anymore.
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Punisher - War Zone
watched punisher today... i guess it's super violent huh?? haha
cutting a head like cutting watermelon
not really my type of movies, but i like those guns.... just way too cool ~ muahahahahhaz
and the russoti's face... omg... ugly piece of shit ~ *said by the captain*
nothing much to comment,
-ppl who like guns, maybe can watch lo... lots of guns in this movie
-ppl who like fighting, maybe can learn a trick of two in this movie
-ppl who hates being ugly, i think you should watch, the guy is much more uglier than you i'm sure and should be glad with what you have
-ppl who hates violence, this movie is highly not recommended to you =P
cutting a head like cutting watermelon
not really my type of movies, but i like those guns.... just way too cool ~ muahahahahhaz
and the russoti's face... omg... ugly piece of shit ~ *said by the captain*
nothing much to comment,
-ppl who like guns, maybe can watch lo... lots of guns in this movie
-ppl who like fighting, maybe can learn a trick of two in this movie
-ppl who hates being ugly, i think you should watch, the guy is much more uglier than you i'm sure and should be glad with what you have
-ppl who hates violence, this movie is highly not recommended to you =P
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
I'm your guardian angel...
as long as i'm able to see you in my sight, it's enough for me
although most of the time i duno how to comfort you
but i will always concern for you and
protect you with all i can
Once upon a broken heart
Long ago and far away
I could never dream of the day
That your love would come my way and stay
And sweep me away and I
Never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine
this is the way a fairytale feels
This is the way I know it's real
Cause this is the way a broken heart heals
I could never dream of the day
That your love would come my way and stay
And sweep me away and I
Never believed fairytales came true
But now I know that they really do
Now that I found you, now that I'm here with you
Just look at the sunshine, and you
Showed me a world
That I'd never seen
I woke up and fell into this dream
Happily ever after just took time
Once upon this broken heart of mine
this is the way a fairytale feels
This is the way I know it's real
Cause this is the way a broken heart heals
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
delivered message to my mind
loving each other = easy
living together = not so easy
coupling together = you'll see the goods of your love one
married = you'll have to forgive your love one's bads
fate = he/she is the someone who can forgive you
got but no fate = he/she just someone who help you pass a few moments
learn to forgive someone before you forget what happened...
don't learn forget what happened to forgive someone...
revenge = a stupid act, because you can get nothing in return but just a second of satisfaction
living together = not so easy
coupling together = you'll see the goods of your love one
married = you'll have to forgive your love one's bads
fate = he/she is the someone who can forgive you
got but no fate = he/she just someone who help you pass a few moments
learn to forgive someone before you forget what happened...
don't learn forget what happened to forgive someone...
revenge = a stupid act, because you can get nothing in return but just a second of satisfaction
am i knowing or seeing too much??
haha !! i always know i dun understand girls at all... but everytime they said something, i can somehow feel something... just feeling so odd, like having a sixth sense...
Monday, March 2, 2009
do you know how to listen??
listening is a granted ability to you... do you know the real way of listening??
basically, you have to listen things with your heart and your will...
for example, in the class, when a teacher is explaining something to you in front of the class, you have to listen with your will.... if you're not willing to listen what the teacher say or saying.... you can't understand a word from him/her and you won't feel like answering any question the teacher ask... so normally in class, you must listen to what the teacher say in order to understand more.... no point studying so hard at home if you dun listen at school.... although sometimes you feel that what the teacher say is useless, but you'll find it useful later =)
bout listening with your heart, most of the time it's use on like... erm... ppl with bracers?? or someone who couldn't speak well... if you already have the ignoring mood of listening, most of the time you won't get to listen what they're saying... you need to have a kind of understand heart to listen what they're trying to say... sometimes you dun even really need to hear what came out from their mouth, you can somehow understand what they're saying... it's kinda miracle i can say... it's like... you have some kind of bond or connection in between.... hehe..
i also duno what am i crapping here.... haha
basically, you have to listen things with your heart and your will...
for example, in the class, when a teacher is explaining something to you in front of the class, you have to listen with your will.... if you're not willing to listen what the teacher say or saying.... you can't understand a word from him/her and you won't feel like answering any question the teacher ask... so normally in class, you must listen to what the teacher say in order to understand more.... no point studying so hard at home if you dun listen at school.... although sometimes you feel that what the teacher say is useless, but you'll find it useful later =)
bout listening with your heart, most of the time it's use on like... erm... ppl with bracers?? or someone who couldn't speak well... if you already have the ignoring mood of listening, most of the time you won't get to listen what they're saying... you need to have a kind of understand heart to listen what they're trying to say... sometimes you dun even really need to hear what came out from their mouth, you can somehow understand what they're saying... it's kinda miracle i can say... it's like... you have some kind of bond or connection in between.... hehe..
i also duno what am i crapping here.... haha
translated from a chinese song =P
when i heard the voice of you, i have a special feeling, which keeps me thinking, dare not to forget you again, i remember there's one person, forever stay inside my heart, i'm afraid that i could only think of you this way.
if there's one day, the dream of love will come true, i'll triple my effort to treat you nice forever, i don't care how far is the journey, i'll fulfill the wish no matter what, i will softly speak beside your ear that : i love you, loving you, just like how the mouse loves the cat, no matter how many tornados or hurricanes there is, i will company you
i miss you, missing you, i dun care how hard the life will be, as long as you'll be happy, anything i also willing to do, forever love you....
this is a song that i love so much when i was form 2, my form 2 classmates should know because i sang it for like 3 months non stop =)
if there's one day, the dream of love will come true, i'll triple my effort to treat you nice forever, i don't care how far is the journey, i'll fulfill the wish no matter what, i will softly speak beside your ear that : i love you, loving you, just like how the mouse loves the cat, no matter how many tornados or hurricanes there is, i will company you
i miss you, missing you, i dun care how hard the life will be, as long as you'll be happy, anything i also willing to do, forever love you....
this is a song that i love so much when i was form 2, my form 2 classmates should know because i sang it for like 3 months non stop =)
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