i think i should get a book and write bout those movies i've seen and write down the lessons i learn after watching them... i've been spamming movies for like a month?? watched over 40 movies and i seriously learnt a lot...
how to look at life more positive?? always put myself in others' shoes so i would know how they felt... sometimes i feel some ppl hate me... haha, cause i always so call " act good " ?? i also duno lah, just hard to be the bad one huh?? it's so damm easy to be a bad guy... but who like to be one?? i've promised myself not to bully girls 5 years ago... was it a mistake?? because so many ppl say girls like to be bullied... from what i observed, it's kinda true also... when the bullying process is going on, they're like getting a step closer to each other... and sometimes i somehow feel that i'm so far away from her... it's like i know nothing bout her.... and that's because i never talk to her before? never bully? i don't know....
let me tell you why i'm so quiet most of the time, too many ppl asked me this...
1st - i'm not good in keeping secrets, i'm glad that most of you shared your secrets with me, but seriously i'm not good in keeping them, and that's why i'm so quiet... when i talk slightly more than normal, i'll get hyper and i'll talk lots of things, that's the time your secret might LEAK OUT... i know myself well, and i just can't control that, maybe i can control but i never try... cause i chose to be quiet instead of fighting what i'm saying... i've said few secrets out when i'm talking more and more, i hope no one of you would remember what i've said... lolz, being quiet just because i wanna keep those secrets well, i just can't control when i'm talking a lot, seriously... when i talk a lot, you'll start to get irritated by me... i'm an annoying person when i talk a lot, i noticed that... and i'm so rubbish when i talk a lot, nonsense all over and somehow brainless.... or rather insane... crazy person talking without thinking with his brain...
2nd - i know everyone have their own problems and everyone is facing different problems and life... maybe i'm just thinking too much until my brain couldn't rest?? most of the time when i'm hanging out i'm thinking hell lot of things... they're running all around my mind... how many person on earth can actually live on everyday without thinking a thing?? cut all the kids... most of the kids have nothing to worry, because most of them dun understand a thing... even smart kids are lan ci... what else can you expect.... standard 1 start smoking already.... they still duno how to think... how smart can they be?? i'm getting crazy over all the things i'm thinking, that's why i'm so damm quiet when i'm out, i just dun wan to explode, no advantage at all towards anyone... then why should i explode and express them out?? just giving people troubles...
3rd - i'm quiet cause i'm a shallow person... and i'm not that kind of outgoing person or an explorer... my shallowness... seriously serious shallow... i know nothing bout houses, cars, phones, games ( except those i've played ), places, delicious food, nice playground, plants, animals or insects... i dun even know how to spell a giraffe?? the stupid animal with long neck... i dun even know how to spell it !! damm, i just notice i'm such a stupid person... haha... everyday gaming like no one else on earth and dun care bout the surrounding... seriously, i have no interest in knowing what's all the cars and phones lo.... it's like.... idk !! argh.. just feel so empty at this moment... knowing nothing.... i dun know how to cook, and i duno how to guide ppl, and i duno how to teach ppl.... i know nothing lah ~ !! sob sob sob
4th - seriously, sometimes i duno what language to use when i'm going to speak out... it's like... so odd to me.... when ppl speaking cantonese to me and i speak english to them.... cause my cantonese not really good and i'm not comfortable speaking it... that's why i'm replying in english... sometimes i need for quite long before i started to talk with a person, what language should i use... especially those ppl who understands all the languages that i know... ppl like sukie, amanda, michelle, kai yee, i duno what language to use when i'm facing them de lo... i just feel so weird... sometimes it's not the matter of shy or afraid.... i'm just lost when i'm facing them... haha...
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
5 days without blogging??
am i that busy until i din blog for 5 days?? haha
nah ~ i'm not busying with anything though.... just been thinking bout stuff lately... and dun really feel like blogging cause i dun hav any mood to do so?? haha...
what am i thinking ??
i'm just thinking bout
- National Service
- Subject/course that i wanted to take in college?? actual science seems to be a very hard and costly subject... ppl say need talent and "hardworkingness"... i dun even know what is it... haha... and ACCA ?? sooooo many ppl say it would be a super boring subject and it's no longer secondary school's accounting... it's something even more boring.... LOL... am i that bad?? only good in maths but nothing else?? don't i have any hidden abilities?? haha... dreaming again...
- form 6?? is it a good choice?? erm... when i was working, i met 2 lecturer, they suggested me form 6... they say form 6 is better than college, because
form 6's cert is what you're working for
college's cert is what you're buying for
so they say, if i'm ready to be A hardworking person, i should take form 6... hmm... thinking ~ thinking ~ thinking ~
- love?? i really dun wan to think bout this matter now... as in i have
no job (stable income),
no love (i dun even know how to love YET, let it come later lo),
no time?? (as i'll be really busy if i'm really into studies)
aiya, excuses la me.... the only reason i dun wan to think bout it is this love thing really confusing me... i dun even know am i loving her or just treating her as someone who really understands me?? for all this while, i just wanted my special one to be an understanding person... and now i found one... but... just so hard ya... =) my friend say easy come easy go, if hard come then hard to go lo... so i'll take it first lo, if she's so hard to come, then she'll be hard to go... haha =) and i duno how long i can stand, for knowing something that someone's doing.... hell lot more and better than what i did.... it's just so hard to get through.... seeing all the realities.... aiya !! duno lah !! why am i thinking so hard !! just let it be lah !! dammit !!
4 things can make me busy for 4 days?? haha... not really lah~ i watched jaws 1, jaws 2, another cinderella story, evolution, high school musical 3, and lots of anime cosplay on youtube... they're so cool, but some ppl really need to work harder on their costumes and make ups... haha... they dun even look alike to the anime character, sorry to say that...
nah ~ i'm not busying with anything though.... just been thinking bout stuff lately... and dun really feel like blogging cause i dun hav any mood to do so?? haha...
what am i thinking ??
i'm just thinking bout
- National Service
- Subject/course that i wanted to take in college?? actual science seems to be a very hard and costly subject... ppl say need talent and "hardworkingness"... i dun even know what is it... haha... and ACCA ?? sooooo many ppl say it would be a super boring subject and it's no longer secondary school's accounting... it's something even more boring.... LOL... am i that bad?? only good in maths but nothing else?? don't i have any hidden abilities?? haha... dreaming again...
- form 6?? is it a good choice?? erm... when i was working, i met 2 lecturer, they suggested me form 6... they say form 6 is better than college, because
form 6's cert is what you're working for
college's cert is what you're buying for
so they say, if i'm ready to be A hardworking person, i should take form 6... hmm... thinking ~ thinking ~ thinking ~
- love?? i really dun wan to think bout this matter now... as in i have
no job (stable income),
no love (i dun even know how to love YET, let it come later lo),
no time?? (as i'll be really busy if i'm really into studies)
aiya, excuses la me.... the only reason i dun wan to think bout it is this love thing really confusing me... i dun even know am i loving her or just treating her as someone who really understands me?? for all this while, i just wanted my special one to be an understanding person... and now i found one... but... just so hard ya... =) my friend say easy come easy go, if hard come then hard to go lo... so i'll take it first lo, if she's so hard to come, then she'll be hard to go... haha =) and i duno how long i can stand, for knowing something that someone's doing.... hell lot more and better than what i did.... it's just so hard to get through.... seeing all the realities.... aiya !! duno lah !! why am i thinking so hard !! just let it be lah !! dammit !!
4 things can make me busy for 4 days?? haha... not really lah~ i watched jaws 1, jaws 2, another cinderella story, evolution, high school musical 3, and lots of anime cosplay on youtube... they're so cool, but some ppl really need to work harder on their costumes and make ups... haha... they dun even look alike to the anime character, sorry to say that...
Thursday, February 19, 2009
few pics from my com, got 300 =P
surprise !! my retard look during math tuition
another picture taken
new year eve 2009 =)
becca's 16th birthday
new year eve 2009
water transformers, double decker
everyone wanted to be in screen but ys stand there only
last day in school
act cool
pei pei's 17th birthday
muscle mann
peace~Sunday, February 15, 2009
Valetine's day??
woke up at 7am in the morning... checked phone... no sms.... went out at 8am cause got no other transport already... went to cyber as usual to see ppl playing cod, l4d, dota and cs lo... to improve myself, so normally i look at the others and practice... seldom come out with my own technique or specialty... ahah... around 11 i felt bored at cyber and went ou... played 1 round daytona, saw a guy changed RM20 tokens to play daytona's advance stage... there's 4 laps, but i never see he reach the 3rd lab before... it's like he's playing HALF of what he paid... haha... sad la... he should practice like me, look at how other ppl play first... hehe...
suddenly thought of asking cm something, so went to find him... but i duno where is the digi he work.... but luckily.... *old sky dun disappoint got heart ppl* (cantonese tanslated) i saw him when i'm going towards ys's working place to ask him.... lol after that went lunch with cm, while having lunch, boon say he's gonna meet me up at ou cause he got no other transport also... while walking around ou, all the restaurants are full with couples... sudden pop out in my mind, is valentine's an eating day?? everyone eat eat eat only... lolz... then i met boon up ... after he came.... we 2 like boring~ boring~ boring~ until around 4pm we go mj's house and wait for hs...
reached sungei wang and meet up catherine... had tea time at some taiwan restaurant... shop~ shop~ shop~ then meet up shu xian?? duno how to spell her name... sorry~ waited jh, ky and ss at times square... hang around, shop around, dinner time !! haha... took our dinner at some chinese restaurant... and there's a couple having wedding there =) so good le, marry on valentine's day... easy to remember also... eheh... see them so jealous... but i know i won't marry until i finish my studies... and i believe that i won't accidentally make someone pregnant before i finish my studies... HAHA, actually quite ok la... RM261.10 for 10 ppl.. hehe... sorry for ppl who eat less lah... cause i sapu'ed all the decorations like cucumber and cabbage.. haha !!
after dinner, walk out lo... saw the concert thinge... all the STARS who went yesterday was cool ~ heh, we helped an old couple... they came to ask for phone to call their daughter and etc, their daughter can't find the way or the way was blocked due to the concert thinge... mj, jh, hs, sx, cat, ky helped them to their daughter's car... so nice ho?? hehe... had lots of fun while walking to lrt and inside lrt.. no words to describe... took cab from kj lrt station to ttdi plaza... they drank there... but i couldn't... i'm almost half dead already... my skins all dried up, and i can easily bleed with any frictional contact... dammit !! duno what happened inside me but i'm already recovering.. =) thanks for those who concerned, swt, only 1 person concerned... haha... glad to have you around, love ya =) very glad.... when cat and sx touches my hand, they're like OMG !! are you snake?? your skin is drying up and peeling.. so dry and rough.... damm sad la, my hand used to be the smoothest among the guys.. HAHA... now so man liao..XD but very scary lo... seriously very very rough.... worse than sand paper.... nvm, back to the drinking part... haha... played DARE or DARE again... i kena twice...
1st - say " i love you " to a stranger (i din even say it to her yet, yet i said it to a stranger)
2nd - pumping on the floor for 10 times.... there's a couple looking... paiseh ler... ahah
oh!! and cat bit my ear cause she got dared... after she bite got bit itchy.... duno why leh... everyone drunk drunk drunk.... all got high... haha... oh ya, met someone call seow chi (chinese name xiao qi) lol.... reminds me of sukie, xiao qi... she's quite pro... not drunk...
aiya, sian lah... like typing out the whole day's summary.... OK!! summary... not at home from 8am til 10am the next day.... around 26 hours la... hehe....
* valentine's day.... i wish to celebrate with her next year, to her : i'm sorry i din get anything for you this year, but next year, i'll definitely give you a surprise, i promise... i'm staying with my decision... *
suddenly thought of asking cm something, so went to find him... but i duno where is the digi he work.... but luckily.... *old sky dun disappoint got heart ppl* (cantonese tanslated) i saw him when i'm going towards ys's working place to ask him.... lol after that went lunch with cm, while having lunch, boon say he's gonna meet me up at ou cause he got no other transport also... while walking around ou, all the restaurants are full with couples... sudden pop out in my mind, is valentine's an eating day?? everyone eat eat eat only... lolz... then i met boon up ... after he came.... we 2 like boring~ boring~ boring~ until around 4pm we go mj's house and wait for hs...
reached sungei wang and meet up catherine... had tea time at some taiwan restaurant... shop~ shop~ shop~ then meet up shu xian?? duno how to spell her name... sorry~ waited jh, ky and ss at times square... hang around, shop around, dinner time !! haha... took our dinner at some chinese restaurant... and there's a couple having wedding there =) so good le, marry on valentine's day... easy to remember also... eheh... see them so jealous... but i know i won't marry until i finish my studies... and i believe that i won't accidentally make someone pregnant before i finish my studies... HAHA, actually quite ok la... RM261.10 for 10 ppl.. hehe... sorry for ppl who eat less lah... cause i sapu'ed all the decorations like cucumber and cabbage.. haha !!
after dinner, walk out lo... saw the concert thinge... all the STARS who went yesterday was cool ~ heh, we helped an old couple... they came to ask for phone to call their daughter and etc, their daughter can't find the way or the way was blocked due to the concert thinge... mj, jh, hs, sx, cat, ky helped them to their daughter's car... so nice ho?? hehe... had lots of fun while walking to lrt and inside lrt.. no words to describe... took cab from kj lrt station to ttdi plaza... they drank there... but i couldn't... i'm almost half dead already... my skins all dried up, and i can easily bleed with any frictional contact... dammit !! duno what happened inside me but i'm already recovering.. =) thanks for those who concerned, swt, only 1 person concerned... haha... glad to have you around, love ya =) very glad.... when cat and sx touches my hand, they're like OMG !! are you snake?? your skin is drying up and peeling.. so dry and rough.... damm sad la, my hand used to be the smoothest among the guys.. HAHA... now so man liao..XD but very scary lo... seriously very very rough.... worse than sand paper.... nvm, back to the drinking part... haha... played DARE or DARE again... i kena twice...
1st - say " i love you " to a stranger (i din even say it to her yet, yet i said it to a stranger)
2nd - pumping on the floor for 10 times.... there's a couple looking... paiseh ler... ahah
oh!! and cat bit my ear cause she got dared... after she bite got bit itchy.... duno why leh... everyone drunk drunk drunk.... all got high... haha... oh ya, met someone call seow chi (chinese name xiao qi) lol.... reminds me of sukie, xiao qi... she's quite pro... not drunk...
aiya, sian lah... like typing out the whole day's summary.... OK!! summary... not at home from 8am til 10am the next day.... around 26 hours la... hehe....
* valentine's day.... i wish to celebrate with her next year, to her : i'm sorry i din get anything for you this year, but next year, i'll definitely give you a surprise, i promise... i'm staying with my decision... *
Friday, February 13, 2009
undang test
omg, i really hate this human-nature thinge... why human like to compare !! shit it mann...
i took my undang test today and i got 40/50, which i failed it !! idiot me !! because of the 2 stupid question i have to retake the test and pay extra?? dammit wei.... after so long din study since spm... today i studied the 500q book for 6 hours !! 6 hours !! omg omg omg... i can't believe i still fail it mann... really suckz wei.... so close yet so far..... i was hoping for 42.... that's already enough !! really unlucky today... and i duno why i really like to compare myself with the others?? i felt the sadness when i compare to those who pass it for the first time, but i'm happy because some ppl took it more than 3 times?? but i still duno i'll pass in the 2nd time or not... i might still fail it... suckz wei.... this time must aim for 44... 2 below expectation will be 42 !! haha.... and san seng took it today also, he got 42/50.... so good hor... he keep saying he sleep late at 2am + + + and din study this morning.... so sad la me.... din really feel like talking at that moment... i really give it all.... damm !! the next test i dun allow myself to fail it anymore.... argh !!
suddenly like to listen the song, talk to me - ice cream.... inside moonlight resonance de.. =(
i took my undang test today and i got 40/50, which i failed it !! idiot me !! because of the 2 stupid question i have to retake the test and pay extra?? dammit wei.... after so long din study since spm... today i studied the 500q book for 6 hours !! 6 hours !! omg omg omg... i can't believe i still fail it mann... really suckz wei.... so close yet so far..... i was hoping for 42.... that's already enough !! really unlucky today... and i duno why i really like to compare myself with the others?? i felt the sadness when i compare to those who pass it for the first time, but i'm happy because some ppl took it more than 3 times?? but i still duno i'll pass in the 2nd time or not... i might still fail it... suckz wei.... this time must aim for 44... 2 below expectation will be 42 !! haha.... and san seng took it today also, he got 42/50.... so good hor... he keep saying he sleep late at 2am + + + and din study this morning.... so sad la me.... din really feel like talking at that moment... i really give it all.... damm !! the next test i dun allow myself to fail it anymore.... argh !!
suddenly like to listen the song, talk to me - ice cream.... inside moonlight resonance de.. =(
did a few test today
June ppl
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
What type of person i am??
You can be very loud! yet you can be gentle and sweet. You understand some people really well, while others you'd rather not even know. You have a tough appearance but a definate soft spot for those you care about. You have a strong personality and arent afraid to show who you are. You occasionally take risks you probably shouldnt, but what 16 year old doesnt? Your very loyal to friends and family and will always be there for them. Kind of like... a dog?
true love??
u gave up on true love long ago or ur still waiting for it...but if that is the case ur in 4 luck u believe in love and soon ull be in love 4 ever
my attitude??
you are the sort of person who likes to take life slowly... just one day at a time.. you usually know the difference between right and wrong. you believe in yourself. you put yourself in other peoples shoes and see how it feels to be them and then handle a situation accordingly.your attitude towards life is very positive.... you are liked by all and are a great friend.the flip side is that sometimes you care too much about other people and dont do what you really wanna do..
my true me??
your nice, based on your answers, you are a nice person full of hope and optimism, though sometimes you tend to be a negative person, you are nice, sweat, and the person, that everybody loves, you also tend to not hide your true nature, and are not ashamed of being too nice
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
What type of person i am??
You can be very loud! yet you can be gentle and sweet. You understand some people really well, while others you'd rather not even know. You have a tough appearance but a definate soft spot for those you care about. You have a strong personality and arent afraid to show who you are. You occasionally take risks you probably shouldnt, but what 16 year old doesnt? Your very loyal to friends and family and will always be there for them. Kind of like... a dog?
true love??
u gave up on true love long ago or ur still waiting for it...but if that is the case ur in 4 luck u believe in love and soon ull be in love 4 ever
my attitude??
you are the sort of person who likes to take life slowly... just one day at a time.. you usually know the difference between right and wrong. you believe in yourself. you put yourself in other peoples shoes and see how it feels to be them and then handle a situation accordingly.your attitude towards life is very positive.... you are liked by all and are a great friend.the flip side is that sometimes you care too much about other people and dont do what you really wanna do..
my true me??
your nice, based on your answers, you are a nice person full of hope and optimism, though sometimes you tend to be a negative person, you are nice, sweat, and the person, that everybody loves, you also tend to not hide your true nature, and are not ashamed of being too nice
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
davincci code?? nono... boonk's code
take your phone, go to the message page, off your T9 dictionary, look at computer screen instead of your phone screen and press
every - means stop
space means space lo
22-666-666-66 55-44-444-8 9-444-555-555 555-666-888-33 2-6-2-66-3-2 333-666-777-33-888-33-777
if you're so free so do so, hope you get what i mean la... haha
every - means stop
space means space lo
22-666-666-66 55-44-444-8 9-444-555-555 555-666-888-33 2-6-2-66-3-2 333-666-777-33-888-33-777
if you're so free so do so, hope you get what i mean la... haha
Monday, February 9, 2009
it's nice
last friday went to a friend's house, boon's house... went to his club's swimming pool... it's very big and deep, 3.5m for the deepst... i stay at the 1.4m side, haha... cause i dun really know how to swim.... while i'm learning to swim at the 1.4m side, there's a coach teaching a few kids to swim, so i listen a bit too and try it on my own... and it actually works.... haha... last time my max that i can swim is around 3m only... now 6m.... haha... i shall learn slowly and try to swim further... after swimming went back to boon's place... his mom prepared stewed potato chickens, and we eat with rice and breads... it's very filling... i eat half bowl also full liao...
after eating, went to see his restroom, his com and tv's there... he's playing the com while his mom and sis watching gem of life... i really like his mom and his sister... hehe... so cool, playful, and can talk to.... and i noticed that i'm not a really good person in talking le.... as in my general info is very weak, and i can hardly bring in new topics or related topics... haha... but i've improved a lil after talking to boon's mom and sis that day... and the dream i dreamt when i sleep there... it's so shocking... haha... din expect to have such dream
after eating, went to see his restroom, his com and tv's there... he's playing the com while his mom and sis watching gem of life... i really like his mom and his sister... hehe... so cool, playful, and can talk to.... and i noticed that i'm not a really good person in talking le.... as in my general info is very weak, and i can hardly bring in new topics or related topics... haha... but i've improved a lil after talking to boon's mom and sis that day... and the dream i dreamt when i sleep there... it's so shocking... haha... din expect to have such dream
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Crazy night
Jack Daniel reminds you to drink responsibly =)
first time drinking whisky and liquor in my life... drank jack daniel's whisky + coca cola and some red label scotch or something... dun really know the names cause i dun really drink... hehe... but last night was a crazy night... i just love talking with drunk ppl... they're so funny... haha... i duno why i'm feeling extremely conscious after drinking and i can clean up the things and still do maths !! =P a friend of mine asked me 3x3x3x3x3-3 = how much... i gave her the answer 240... HAHA... damm cool.... din expect i can do that after drinking.... cause before this i got drunk after drinking carlsberg green label... this time drink whisky somemore le... so cool... but 1 thing for sure, i won't be an alcoholic !! i just hate the headache and dizziness of drinking them... i got impressed by myself cause i din vomit !! haha... just feel sleepy after drinking for an hour..
and we played DARE or DARE TO KISS.... cause everyone feel that truth will be boring, so we din play Truth or Dare ... haha... too bad everyone's plan failed... he dun get to kiss her and she dun get to kiss him... sob sob.... so many ppl lost their first kiss... but luckily it's just lips to lips and not tongue to tongue... haha... and i'm glad that i'm not involved in any lips kissing daring... ahah...
first time drinking whisky and liquor in my life... drank jack daniel's whisky + coca cola and some red label scotch or something... dun really know the names cause i dun really drink... hehe... but last night was a crazy night... i just love talking with drunk ppl... they're so funny... haha... i duno why i'm feeling extremely conscious after drinking and i can clean up the things and still do maths !! =P a friend of mine asked me 3x3x3x3x3-3 = how much... i gave her the answer 240... HAHA... damm cool.... din expect i can do that after drinking.... cause before this i got drunk after drinking carlsberg green label... this time drink whisky somemore le... so cool... but 1 thing for sure, i won't be an alcoholic !! i just hate the headache and dizziness of drinking them... i got impressed by myself cause i din vomit !! haha... just feel sleepy after drinking for an hour..
and we played DARE or DARE TO KISS.... cause everyone feel that truth will be boring, so we din play Truth or Dare ... haha... too bad everyone's plan failed... he dun get to kiss her and she dun get to kiss him... sob sob.... so many ppl lost their first kiss... but luckily it's just lips to lips and not tongue to tongue... haha... and i'm glad that i'm not involved in any lips kissing daring... ahah...
Thursday, February 5, 2009
stole from my older posts =P
It's never been easy for me,
to find words to go along with a melody,
But this time there's actually something on my mind,
so please forgive these few brief awkward lines.
Since i met you, my whole life has changed.
it's not just my schedule you've rearranged.
I was living in the past but somehow you've brought me back.
And i haven't felt like this since before Andrea said, Relax.
And though i know,base on my track record.
I might not seem like the safest bet.
All i'm asking you, is don't write me off just yet.
For years i've been telling myself the same old story,
that i'm happy to live off my so-called former glories,
but you've given me a reason to take another chance,
now i need you despite the fact that you've changed my whole life.
And though i know,i've already blown more chances than anyone should ever get
All i'm asking you, is don't write me off just yet.
一段爱情不应该在乎曾经拥有，而是曾经爱过。至少我知道我曾经在你的心里出现过，这一切就够了。
我们的生命里都在寻找三个人，
第一个，是你最爱的人；
第二个，是最爱你的人；
第三个，是和你共度一生的人。
最悲哀的是，这三个人往往不会是同一个人，因为这三个人会在你生命里不同的阶段出现，首先你会遇到你最爱的人，明白了所谓的爱，你就会遇到最爱你的人，然后你体会到真真的爱后，你了解了你自己所需要的人后，你就会遇见和你共度一生的人。
为什么这三个不会是同一个呢？因为在真实生活里，当你发现了你最爱的人，往往他都不会是最爱你的人。而最爱你的人，你往往都不会看上他。然后，和你共度一生的人，通常不会是你最爱的人或最爱你的人。他只是在最适当的时候出现了。
我真的很希望，我可以把你成为同一个人。
to find words to go along with a melody,
But this time there's actually something on my mind,
so please forgive these few brief awkward lines.
Since i met you, my whole life has changed.
it's not just my schedule you've rearranged.
I was living in the past but somehow you've brought me back.
And i haven't felt like this since before Andrea said, Relax.
And though i know,base on my track record.
I might not seem like the safest bet.
All i'm asking you, is don't write me off just yet.
For years i've been telling myself the same old story,
that i'm happy to live off my so-called former glories,
but you've given me a reason to take another chance,
now i need you despite the fact that you've changed my whole life.
And though i know,i've already blown more chances than anyone should ever get
All i'm asking you, is don't write me off just yet.
一段爱情不应该在乎曾经拥有，而是曾经爱过。至少我知道我曾经在你的心里出现过，这一切就够了。
我们的生命里都在寻找三个人，
第一个，是你最爱的人；
第二个，是最爱你的人；
第三个，是和你共度一生的人。
最悲哀的是，这三个人往往不会是同一个人，因为这三个人会在你生命里不同的阶段出现，首先你会遇到你最爱的人，明白了所谓的爱，你就会遇到最爱你的人，然后你体会到真真的爱后，你了解了你自己所需要的人后，你就会遇见和你共度一生的人。
为什么这三个不会是同一个呢？因为在真实生活里，当你发现了你最爱的人，往往他都不会是最爱你的人。而最爱你的人，你往往都不会看上他。然后，和你共度一生的人，通常不会是你最爱的人或最爱你的人。他只是在最适当的时候出现了。
我真的很希望，我可以把你成为同一个人。
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
a thing?
there's always something,
but we always thought there's nothing,
then we'll say anything,
but when you say anything, that's everything.
we always say anything and we thought it's nothing,
but that's the everything that leave a thing.
when ppl ask you something, there's always a reason, although sometimes it looks annoying or bothering, it might be a sentence of deep concern from that person... or sometimes when ppl ask you where you wan to go, what you wan to eat... you're just replying ANYTHING LAH~ that will just keep you a distance from that person knowing you more... dun always hang the word anything on your mouth, if a person really concern bout you and you give this kind of reaction... then it will leave a mark on the heart... maybe a scar or a wound that will leave a memory... maybe i'm making things BIG ~ but, try to observe more what's around you.... what you have when you needed someone or something. most of the time, things dun come by themselves, you just have to go for it...
1st - you grab the chance to make the change
2nd - wait for the changes and lost your chance
so not convincing right?? i'm such a quiet person... how i grab the chance i wan to?? a friend of mine told me... it's just a girl.... what's so hard talking to her?? it's not like she's gonna eat you or rape you... ya, i've tried many times after got convinced by a few friends of mine... but still... argh !!
IT'S JUST A GIRL ~ why am i so no guts ?!?!? it's my luck to meet her already, why i still dun take the chance !! damm...
*slapping own face*
*clenching*
*smacking the pillows*
but we always thought there's nothing,
then we'll say anything,
but when you say anything, that's everything.
we always say anything and we thought it's nothing,
but that's the everything that leave a thing.
when ppl ask you something, there's always a reason, although sometimes it looks annoying or bothering, it might be a sentence of deep concern from that person... or sometimes when ppl ask you where you wan to go, what you wan to eat... you're just replying ANYTHING LAH~ that will just keep you a distance from that person knowing you more... dun always hang the word anything on your mouth, if a person really concern bout you and you give this kind of reaction... then it will leave a mark on the heart... maybe a scar or a wound that will leave a memory... maybe i'm making things BIG ~ but, try to observe more what's around you.... what you have when you needed someone or something. most of the time, things dun come by themselves, you just have to go for it...
1st - you grab the chance to make the change
2nd - wait for the changes and lost your chance
so not convincing right?? i'm such a quiet person... how i grab the chance i wan to?? a friend of mine told me... it's just a girl.... what's so hard talking to her?? it's not like she's gonna eat you or rape you... ya, i've tried many times after got convinced by a few friends of mine... but still... argh !!
IT'S JUST A GIRL ~ why am i so no guts ?!?!? it's my luck to meet her already, why i still dun take the chance !! damm...
*slapping own face*
*clenching*
*smacking the pillows*
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
another movie's lesson
NEVER JEALOUS
i've failed once, but jealousy is something that you cannot really control right? i wish i could control it also la, but that time i really broke down and i really duno why.... just wish that i never jealous?? haha, but everyone say it's a normal thing to jealous?? cause that time everyone thought the same thing also... but it's never too late to make a change cause there's still a chance?? must grab the chance to make the change.. haha...
"don't you ever jealous again, you stupid dumber"
i've failed once, but jealousy is something that you cannot really control right? i wish i could control it also la, but that time i really broke down and i really duno why.... just wish that i never jealous?? haha, but everyone say it's a normal thing to jealous?? cause that time everyone thought the same thing also... but it's never too late to make a change cause there's still a chance?? must grab the chance to make the change.. haha...
"don't you ever jealous again, you stupid dumber"
Monday, February 2, 2009
哈哈
喜不喜欢一个人？ 答案最多只是五个字， 我喜欢你 / 我不喜欢你。
爱不爱一个人？ 答案最多也只是四个字，我爱你 / 我不爱你。
世界上有几个人是相信人生出来是一对的？？ 又有几个人相信自己的另一半有多过一个？？ 其实人生还很长，不应该为了一些小事情就说什么结束生命的，更不应该为了自己一时的冲动而伤害自己。喜欢一个人的感觉很特别，真真的喜欢更是不一样。当你想她时，会有千言万语想要告诉她，看见她后，又一声不吭， 只是想用心去感受。其实关心很简单，不靠甜言蜜语来歌颂，只用心感受； 幸福也很简单，无需多余的言语来形容，只用心体验；可以让别人关心也是一种幸福，所以一定要注意身边的人，别让他们失望了。当你关心一个人时，你也会希望她会感受到，体验到。 有机会关心自己爱的人也是一种幸福，但是如果她只是你爱的人，不是爱你的人，而她也不珍惜你的用意，这样的关心往往会带来痛苦。
爱一个人，可以是幸福的，也可以是痛苦的。
最近也不知道为什么，总是觉得自己的心事用华语会比较容易表达。也许读我部落格的人都明白华语吧！
爱不爱一个人？ 答案最多也只是四个字，我爱你 / 我不爱你。
世界上有几个人是相信人生出来是一对的？？ 又有几个人相信自己的另一半有多过一个？？ 其实人生还很长，不应该为了一些小事情就说什么结束生命的，更不应该为了自己一时的冲动而伤害自己。喜欢一个人的感觉很特别，真真的喜欢更是不一样。当你想她时，会有千言万语想要告诉她，看见她后，又一声不吭， 只是想用心去感受。其实关心很简单，不靠甜言蜜语来歌颂，只用心感受； 幸福也很简单，无需多余的言语来形容，只用心体验；可以让别人关心也是一种幸福，所以一定要注意身边的人，别让他们失望了。当你关心一个人时，你也会希望她会感受到，体验到。 有机会关心自己爱的人也是一种幸福，但是如果她只是你爱的人，不是爱你的人，而她也不珍惜你的用意，这样的关心往往会带来痛苦。
爱一个人，可以是幸福的，也可以是痛苦的。
最近也不知道为什么，总是觉得自己的心事用华语会比较容易表达。也许读我部落格的人都明白华语吧！
OMG !! i'm so damm blur !!
omg omg omg !!
for all this time i thought NS 2nd batch will start on april 1xth, mana tahu today i clean up my room and i found the NS newspaper... it will start on 19th March !! which means we only have 8 days to hang out after the first batch's back... cause theu'll be back on 11th March... OMG OMG OMG !!
now i'm so damm blur mann... but no matter what i must go in 2nd batch !! cause it's the best to go !! din miss birthdays and valentine's... haha... i shall hold up the phone and call !! tomorrow !!
for all this time i thought NS 2nd batch will start on april 1xth, mana tahu today i clean up my room and i found the NS newspaper... it will start on 19th March !! which means we only have 8 days to hang out after the first batch's back... cause theu'll be back on 11th March... OMG OMG OMG !!
now i'm so damm blur mann... but no matter what i must go in 2nd batch !! cause it's the best to go !! din miss birthdays and valentine's... haha... i shall hold up the phone and call !! tomorrow !!
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