boring~ boring~ boring~ haiz, since duno how many years ago...many ppl say i'm a BORING type person, i also duno why am i so boring lo, i just duno how to interact lo. i wanted to change but then i duno how!!! or where or which part should i change...sometimes, i just duno what to say lo, or sometimes when ppl talking to me i duno how to giv response lo... i felt like...i'm a failure lo...everytime ppl ask this ask that, my answer only got one, which is I DUNO !!! i also duno why i duno so many stuff, cars~ phones~ games~ studies~ whatever la, i know nothing la... i'm just a lifeless gamer who play games everyday and only know bout the game i playing, other games = DUN ASK ME !!! i duno !!! haiz, i duno should i type this here or not cause like...no one read or even care bout me, but i just wan to express lo...not to act ke lian la...but seriously if you wan me to change or anything...tell me how please... cause i just duno how to solve problems... i just wish some "angels" could save me from my life *dreaming* hope next year when form 5 i'll improve a bit la, haiz... life should be enjoying, having fun and bla... but duno why i feel like, my life so boring!!! someone please tell me what to do la...haiz

first time going out with my elder brother, hahaha. we went to watch Bee Movie at GSC(New Wing), that movie so farny!!!! can't stop laughing, i know that movie a bit...erm....outdated la...but i seldom go out ma T_T the most farny part is when the Barry choosing his shirt, yellow and black, yellow and black, oh!! black and yellow...sooo farny wei...hahahahha.

after watching Bee Movie, we went Newway or whatsoever la, the karaoke above the bowling place la zzZzZ. 2 ppl inside and sing for 4 hours?!?!? OMFG !!! so sickening, somemore this is my first time going karaoke, haiz~ so disappointed, i sing so SUCK !!! cause i can't follow the lyrics and some lyrics i dun even know how to read!!! damm chinese, got so many complicated words...ahahahhaa JOKING !!! learning chinese is fun...hehe... just when writing the essay a bit tired lo, XD and english songs, haiz~~ seldom listen to them and when the song come out...alamak, tak tau menyanyi ke? sing like a dog barking around..=.=" only 1 word to describe, SUCK !!!! T_T i think i should go karaoke more often, hehe

working life not easy...if any of you reading this worked before...i think you also know it's not easy la...lolz. ok, the point i wanna say here is...please understand your parents la...eventhough sometimes they scold you or maybe dun bother you la...but, did you ever thought of their problems?? what they're facing...what they're having, do you know how much pressure they have??? being a parent is not easy you know??? i keep thinking....why human work?? 1st, because they want a better life; 2nd, they wan their children to have a better life; 3rd, they wan their children to be educated...and bla bla bla....i duno why got ppl "sampai hati" to hurt their parents lo...some of them dun even talk to their parents (if talk also wan pocket money nia)...they're working soooooo hard to giv you a better life...that's already enough....why you wanna ask for more?? why ?!?!?!?! just be a good son/daughter la!!!! dammit wei....i was so sad/shock/pity when i see someone made his mother cry...and the mother still say : i hope my son knows what he wants...cause i can't really control him anymore...haiz...i typed it here because i hope ppl will read bout this and realise what they've done to their parents and START being a good son/daughter...lolz....if you're already a good one...be a BETTER one...hehe...someday you'll be a father/mother too...you also dun wish something like this happen on you right? =D just be grateful of what you have la...that's all i wan you guys know....hehe

hmm, today~~~~ it's a special day...2 girl suddenly go to school...i was shocked when i see them in the school...when i reached school, not even 1 teacher there...today the school is so "full" until they combine 4 classes...hmm...22 students total, half of my class went koperasi help out cause today is form 1 registration day...i sit in 4 meranti for like...hmm....2 hours only i remember what i need to do (the reason why i go to school la)..then i used 3 hours to clear my class loo...i so dammm angry la~~~ i dun mind if they decorate the class until leng leng and get 1st place la...but at least come to school and help out ma...they also hammer the wood thinge to the wall...i got nothing to take out the stupid nail...i try to pull the wood without minding the damm wood...at the end, i finish take out all...but 2 finger nail cracked...T_T...the flags are nice to stick nice to see...but once finish...everyone run...how could they treat me like this? T_T no one ask me to take but it's our class ma...be respondsible a bit ma...all chao like chickens...ok la, stop here...tired d

yesterday (monday,5th nov) damm happy le, i went sunway lagoon~ this is my first time go sunway lagoon...but i was shock when i see the price... 45 BUCKS !?!??!?!?! for dry and wet only...T_T but then quite fun la...almost played everything of the dry and wet (5 hours time spent) but something i damm piss off lo...after i played the cup thinge (turning one)...i got headache...my "clever" friend keep asking me go another one...my head is like gonna burst and he keep dragging me (grr) dammit wei...but since everyone so happy, i dun wan to sou heng(cantonese) lo...i just continue ...we played wet first...then we go dry one...my "clever" friend (still) ask us to change clothes to go the dry one....and the dry park also wet game !!!! end up, everyone got wet and got nothing to wear o.O so everyone went to the "clever" friend's house and took our bath + dinner there =D

today is open day. i went to school as usual and sat alone in the class o.O early in the morning, a few parents came to my class already...and my teacher having breakfast XD hehe, but this is not the main thinge. my mom came at 0815 but i din follow her go home because i wanted to listen to the other parents' comments/words they say. i'm glad that i stayed back =D because i learnt something

Mr A : no matter what we (parent/teacher) tell our children...they will never listen to us, they must realise on their own on what they're facing (studies, future, job, family and etc) we can do nothing if our children think that studies is not important, cause it cannot earn money (for now), your diploma, certificate, degree and etc will bring you more money in the future. i felt kinda useless on what i'm doing everyday (playing computer)... now i try to play lesser and make it as my hobby only la... and make myself think that i'm not live to play or play to live.

i waited until 1305 in school cause i cannot go out from the school without a parent XD i came home and took my lunch. i slept until 8pm and woke up for my dinner XD around 10pm i took my bath, after that i on my com lo =D