suddenly i'm feeling so sad... thinking of what the others said... and i notice something... there's actually nothing bout me in others' life?? what i always hear is eh, you look like who who, you sounds like who who... is there anything belongs to me?? i've been following what other ppl do, saying what other ppl say... is there anything come out from me? i feel like... i'm like a puppet, a doll... i'm so fake and so not real...
ahh... what a (<{}{":(^%%$(_<)(>_)$$^&%@#)(@*#>)@$&%@$& night
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Monday, September 28, 2009
Because i love you
I got your letter from postman just the other day
So I decided to write you this song
Just to let you know
Exactly the way i feel
To let you know my love is for real
Because I love you
I'll do anything
I'll give you my heart, my everything
Because I love you
I´ll be right by your side
To be your light, to be your guide
If you should feel that I don´t really care
And that you're starting to loose ground
Just let me reassure you
That you can count on me
And that I'll always be around
Because I love you
My heart is an open door
Girl, won't you please come on in
Because I love you
I´ll be right by your side
To be your light, to be your guide
If you should feel that I don´t really care
And that you're starting to loose ground
Just let me reassure you
That you can count on me
And I will always be around
Because I love you
My heart is an open door
Girl, won't you please come on in
Because I love you
I´ll be right by your side
To be your light, to be your guide
So I decided to write you this song
Just to let you know
Exactly the way i feel
To let you know my love is for real
Because I love you
I'll do anything
I'll give you my heart, my everything
Because I love you
I´ll be right by your side
To be your light, to be your guide
If you should feel that I don´t really care
And that you're starting to loose ground
Just let me reassure you
That you can count on me
And that I'll always be around
Because I love you
My heart is an open door
Girl, won't you please come on in
Because I love you
I´ll be right by your side
To be your light, to be your guide
If you should feel that I don´t really care
And that you're starting to loose ground
Just let me reassure you
That you can count on me
And I will always be around
Because I love you
My heart is an open door
Girl, won't you please come on in
Because I love you
I´ll be right by your side
To be your light, to be your guide
Monday, September 21, 2009
developing a good habit or self hypnotise ??
hmm, actually... i'm trying to help everyone to develop a good habit... but... it seems like it's a kind of self hypnosis also... haha....
basically... the point i wanna touch is... nowadays... many teenagers are going to the bad side?? >.< ok, you see... now, many teenagers, when they're doing any housework/house chores, they somehow think that they're not supposed to do those stuff, those stuff suppose to be done by maids or some other ppl... when they're doing it, they always question themselves, why am i doing this?? or tell themselves that they're not supposed to be there doing such thing or something like that... alright... this is a way i'm gonna teach you ppl...
try to develop a good stuff into yourself =) you might think i'm stupid, or just being too kind... but one day, you'll see the effect =)
example 1 : washing dishes
oh well, i guess this is the 2nd most hating part of all? haha... some ppl always think that washing dishes should be done by the maid or the last person who leaves the dining table? what i wanna say is... no matter you're number what of the person who leaves the table, you're responsibled to wash part of the dishes... if you're not washing all, at least wash your own tableware? and... instead of asking yourself why you should do that, you should tell yourself that you're part of the family and you're actually doing something to lessen the others' burden...
oh ya, and there's something i learnt from camp, or rather what i applied in camp... for ppl who went in ns, you should know that after every meal you have to wash your own cup/plate/bowl and etc... and ya, there's always some useless nuts who leave their stuff in the sink without washing them... this is the part you should think positively... i always wash those stuff, the thing running in my mind wasn't something like " if i washed these, then the jurulatih won't punish us " but something like " if i washed these, i'm actually helping some other ppl indirectly, maybe... someday there'll be someone helping me without me noticing it " and this is the part where majority thinks i'm stupid... haha... out of 16 person, only 3 person somehow amazed by me and start practising what i'm doing all the time... the rest think the 4 of us are nuts... lolz
example 2 : cleaning your own room
aww, this is the most angry thing ever... why on earth there's somebody don't want to clean their own room? if you're cleaning your own room from time to time, you're actually developing something good and for your own health too... without all the dust and germs in the air... and there's so many teenagers letting the maid/parents to clean their room? gosh... think with your brain la... ya, i know you're rich... what also got maid, but what if one day you suddenly bankrupt or somehow your house burnt down/got robbed or something bad happened?? when that happens, you'll have to clean up some mess, i believe many ppl still dunno how to rearrange a room... and ya, i just don't know how many/much kids/teenagers outside didn't realise how lucky they're because of what kind of family they're borned with...
example 3 : doing a small favor of your parents
ya ya ya, teenagers nowadays have their own world, their computers, their games and their girl/boy friends... but... sometimes you still have to know that your parents are sponsoring you or so call giving you pocket money " no offence to those who worked for themselves now " but i'm just taking the majority... do you feel annoyed when your dad ask you to take newspaper? or your mom ask you to take a knife for her to cut fruits? or just a cup of water/coffee ?? i bet sometimes you do feel annoying when your parents keep repeating your names in the air... but... try to think from their perspectives, they're just asking a small favor... can't you stop your computer games, smsing with your bf/gf, or the call you're making, or maybe the assignments you're rushing with?? imagine one day, WHAT IF they're gone... who else left for you to complete their favor?? respect and help them while you can =)
ahh, dunno why... these few days... really angry with what the majority teenagers are... so thoughtless... haiz... and i'm sad that i'm half of those? i mean i'm part of those but not fully someone who is useless... lolz...
no matter what you're doing for the others, you're actually developing something good... never question yourself with "why am i doing this/why should i do this" but tell yourself that you're helping the others by just doing a small favor... even washing a mountain of plates won't take you more than 2 hours... or cleaning the house... the max will take is half of a day... which you can do it during weekends or your holiday... ya ya .. maybe you're thinking... " i studied like mad, so hard for me to get holiday, i should be outside with my friends hanging out instead of doing house chores/work at home " nah~ you have plenty of time when you finished your studies... trust me... the chances of doing house chores are lesser than hanging out with your friends =)
oops, it's kinda a long post here... i guess i shall stop my anger and stop blogging by now... haha... enjoy and wait for the next post =P
basically... the point i wanna touch is... nowadays... many teenagers are going to the bad side?? >.< ok, you see... now, many teenagers, when they're doing any housework/house chores, they somehow think that they're not supposed to do those stuff, those stuff suppose to be done by maids or some other ppl... when they're doing it, they always question themselves, why am i doing this?? or tell themselves that they're not supposed to be there doing such thing or something like that... alright... this is a way i'm gonna teach you ppl...
try to develop a good stuff into yourself =) you might think i'm stupid, or just being too kind... but one day, you'll see the effect =)
example 1 : washing dishes
oh well, i guess this is the 2nd most hating part of all? haha... some ppl always think that washing dishes should be done by the maid or the last person who leaves the dining table? what i wanna say is... no matter you're number what of the person who leaves the table, you're responsibled to wash part of the dishes... if you're not washing all, at least wash your own tableware? and... instead of asking yourself why you should do that, you should tell yourself that you're part of the family and you're actually doing something to lessen the others' burden...
oh ya, and there's something i learnt from camp, or rather what i applied in camp... for ppl who went in ns, you should know that after every meal you have to wash your own cup/plate/bowl and etc... and ya, there's always some useless nuts who leave their stuff in the sink without washing them... this is the part you should think positively... i always wash those stuff, the thing running in my mind wasn't something like " if i washed these, then the jurulatih won't punish us " but something like " if i washed these, i'm actually helping some other ppl indirectly, maybe... someday there'll be someone helping me without me noticing it " and this is the part where majority thinks i'm stupid... haha... out of 16 person, only 3 person somehow amazed by me and start practising what i'm doing all the time... the rest think the 4 of us are nuts... lolz
example 2 : cleaning your own room
aww, this is the most angry thing ever... why on earth there's somebody don't want to clean their own room? if you're cleaning your own room from time to time, you're actually developing something good and for your own health too... without all the dust and germs in the air... and there's so many teenagers letting the maid/parents to clean their room? gosh... think with your brain la... ya, i know you're rich... what also got maid, but what if one day you suddenly bankrupt or somehow your house burnt down/got robbed or something bad happened?? when that happens, you'll have to clean up some mess, i believe many ppl still dunno how to rearrange a room... and ya, i just don't know how many/much kids/teenagers outside didn't realise how lucky they're because of what kind of family they're borned with...
example 3 : doing a small favor of your parents
ya ya ya, teenagers nowadays have their own world, their computers, their games and their girl/boy friends... but... sometimes you still have to know that your parents are sponsoring you or so call giving you pocket money " no offence to those who worked for themselves now " but i'm just taking the majority... do you feel annoyed when your dad ask you to take newspaper? or your mom ask you to take a knife for her to cut fruits? or just a cup of water/coffee ?? i bet sometimes you do feel annoying when your parents keep repeating your names in the air... but... try to think from their perspectives, they're just asking a small favor... can't you stop your computer games, smsing with your bf/gf, or the call you're making, or maybe the assignments you're rushing with?? imagine one day, WHAT IF they're gone... who else left for you to complete their favor?? respect and help them while you can =)
ahh, dunno why... these few days... really angry with what the majority teenagers are... so thoughtless... haiz... and i'm sad that i'm half of those? i mean i'm part of those but not fully someone who is useless... lolz...
no matter what you're doing for the others, you're actually developing something good... never question yourself with "why am i doing this/why should i do this" but tell yourself that you're helping the others by just doing a small favor... even washing a mountain of plates won't take you more than 2 hours... or cleaning the house... the max will take is half of a day... which you can do it during weekends or your holiday... ya ya .. maybe you're thinking... " i studied like mad, so hard for me to get holiday, i should be outside with my friends hanging out instead of doing house chores/work at home " nah~ you have plenty of time when you finished your studies... trust me... the chances of doing house chores are lesser than hanging out with your friends =)
oops, it's kinda a long post here... i guess i shall stop my anger and stop blogging by now... haha... enjoy and wait for the next post =P
Thursday, September 17, 2009
i think......
hmm, almost everyone say 3rd batch is the worst?? hehe... but i think it's the best... although like it wasted a year of your life... but, it gave you a unforgetable experience/memory for the rest of your life... for 1st batch and 2nd batch, the amount of trainees still quite a lot... as for 3rd batches, many of them already start studying... that's why the number of trainees is lesser compare to 1st and 2nd...
advantage of 3rd batch
- you get to try almost everything?? because 1st and 2nd have many trainees and they have to finish everything according to the schedule, so i guess many of you dun get to play something in your camp right?? and because of h1n1, i know... many activities canceled, but... you're still enjoying in your camp right?? without really worrying bout h1n1
- you know almost everyone in camp?? where you can make friends easily...
- actually a lot, but so far i can think of this 2 only... hmm...
overall it's super enjoying la.. hehe !!
advantage of 3rd batch
- you get to try almost everything?? because 1st and 2nd have many trainees and they have to finish everything according to the schedule, so i guess many of you dun get to play something in your camp right?? and because of h1n1, i know... many activities canceled, but... you're still enjoying in your camp right?? without really worrying bout h1n1
- you know almost everyone in camp?? where you can make friends easily...
- actually a lot, but so far i can think of this 2 only... hmm...
overall it's super enjoying la.. hehe !!
Friday, September 11, 2009
国民服务
三个月，一眨眼就过了~
在这三个月里，学会了许多东西，对感情事也有新一面的看法。 学会了紧握在手中，也学会了放开~ 学会了如何去处理自己的情绪~ 不仅如此，在营里，也认识了一班朋友。 每一位都有他们自己的特色。 每一天都过得好精彩~ 真的有种不想回家的感觉， 哈哈~
太久没用中文了， 真的不懂该如何去表达自己的感受~
得空再update吧！ =)
在这三个月里，学会了许多东西，对感情事也有新一面的看法。 学会了紧握在手中，也学会了放开~ 学会了如何去处理自己的情绪~ 不仅如此，在营里，也认识了一班朋友。 每一位都有他们自己的特色。 每一天都过得好精彩~ 真的有种不想回家的感觉， 哈哈~
太久没用中文了， 真的不懂该如何去表达自己的感受~
得空再update吧！ =)
Thursday, September 10, 2009
hello ~
lolz, once upon a time ~
dunno how long ago, but it's very long ago, long until i couldn't remember how long was it ago, my last post....
haha... ok, just trying to be lame cause so long never lame d... in camp, i'm just being childish... haha!! so no one have to see my emo side or like my serious face... i never really wanted those new met friends to see the so call "bad side" of mine... if i remained the same, i guess i'll end up friendless? haha... sometimes i just have that kind of fear.. fear of friendless.... the feeling of loneliness... just so hate being alone.... ok ok, stop that for now...
hmm, bout ns... it's really fun... 1 thing i dun really like is their schedule... much time wasted there... and we, trainees... too much time for us to rest... haha... i thought of like... use up the time to the maximum, but... just too much time to rest... at least we can talk with friends during those time... or else, really wasted blindly.... haha... really dunno what else to say ler, like before this so many ppl story bout ns...
i'll post some pics of my camp in the next post bah =)
dunno how long ago, but it's very long ago, long until i couldn't remember how long was it ago, my last post....
haha... ok, just trying to be lame cause so long never lame d... in camp, i'm just being childish... haha!! so no one have to see my emo side or like my serious face... i never really wanted those new met friends to see the so call "bad side" of mine... if i remained the same, i guess i'll end up friendless? haha... sometimes i just have that kind of fear.. fear of friendless.... the feeling of loneliness... just so hate being alone.... ok ok, stop that for now...
hmm, bout ns... it's really fun... 1 thing i dun really like is their schedule... much time wasted there... and we, trainees... too much time for us to rest... haha... i thought of like... use up the time to the maximum, but... just too much time to rest... at least we can talk with friends during those time... or else, really wasted blindly.... haha... really dunno what else to say ler, like before this so many ppl story bout ns...
i'll post some pics of my camp in the next post bah =)
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