short but meaningful to me??

Gemini for 29th November 2008

Right now it's your emotional nature that is going to be your driving force in life, but that needs to start changing. You need to think more with your brain and less with your heart. It isn't steering you wrong, but it could be sending you in circles. Think things through and get some alone time if you feel that you need it. Being practical might not feel very sexy, but it's definitely the intelligent way to go! Temptations soon disappear when you look at them with a critical eye.

i'm emotional, maybe what the horoscope's thinge says is true.. i need to look at things with a critical eye and dun get affect by the temptations??

emo'ed

worst news i ever saw ??

omg, when my friend told me we can check online for our NS, i was so excited cause i din get the letter for 4 days !! at first still quite cheerful de.... maybe 2nd batch ma... not bad la, if 2nd batch... mana tahu... i type in my IC number..... the website tell me i got into 3rd batch ?!?! i was like paused for 1 minute !! 3rd batch is like..... july ~ october ?!?!?!? what the * mann.... but when i think to the positive side.... if i try to get job that's 1.7k per month.... i can get 10k for that half year !! which is enough for my half year college?? XD

aiya, just hope every DAMM thing will turn out good after this NS !! sobz sobz

New Lyrics of fall for you =(

The worst thing about tonight's that we're not texting
Could it be that we have been this way before??
I know you don't care what I am typing
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

I held my breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I'll message you, over again
Don't make me feel lonely

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're special and odd

This is not what I expected
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Back to this topic again

haha, back to LOVE !!

i was thinking... when we love someone, do we have to make them ours?? do we have to couple ?? i always think that i'm not ready for a relationship?? cause i'm lack of experience... because i never try before... i can't even take care of myself... how i take care of her?? sometimes i regret why i din take my license earlier.... now i stay so far from her, wanna ask her out also cannot fetch her... haiz... my close friends, my not close friends... everyone that knows me ask me to get her... i duno what is she thinking bout me, and i think i'm still kinda kiddy... haiz....

i'm still too young for it... i'm not a good guy... i'm evil ~

wishing for a star to fall
wishing that i can make a wish and it'll come true
wishing everything will be fine if i'm being good
wishing every moment will be precious and memorable
wishing all my dreams will come true
wishing that i can be someone better than yesterday everyday

Joke of the day ~

One day, there's this man... went to a klinic... to check his "brother" because he's not feeling well... so, there's this female doctor... gave the man a small bottle to fill with some samples (which is the man's sperms)... so he went home...


The next day, the man went to the klinic again.... he gave her an empty bottle... the female doctor ask him, why is it empty??

Man : I tried using my left hand, i failed.
I try my second time with my right hand, still fail...
I even tried with my both hand !! but failed once again !!

At this moment, the female doctor already freak out... the man continues

Man : After i failed, i ask my wife to help me out...
She used her left hand, right hand, both hand.... even her mouth..... still cannot !!
I even asked my young nephew, she also can't make it...

What are you thinking at this moment?? what's the man trying to say ??




Actually is the bottle cover too tight, they all can't open it.... are you dirty minded?? haha, i think it's funnier in the cantonese version... haha

1st and 2nd option made a difference??

hmm, early in the morning woke up late and was rushing to this dim sum shop to eat with ma friends... at first wanted to wear the rumah hebat shirt de... but like.... the other shirt is asking me to wear it ?? haha, ok... end up wearing the latest PJ shirt.... the white one la, with the grey marks de... billabong ?? haha.... duno bout it but that's what everyone said bout it... haha... i'm a normal guy that don't care bout brands?? it's true that what you wear can represents your status... but sometimes i really felt that we're wasting our money and letting ppl earn more money.... to me, as long as it's comfortable... i dun care is it branded or not !! dammit, hate talking bout this topic, always got those rich kid lan c here and there... they really need to taste how's the feeling of poor man !!! spend money like no one else on earth !! haven even starting earning money already spend so much...

ok, back to main, end up i wore that white PJ shirt... mana tahu the other friend of mine wearing that also... =.=" but if i wear the green hebat shirt, will be same with another friend... >.< so end up, im the same with the "crazy girl" haha... keep on laughing with her own joke...=.=" it's kinda fun day, but.... once again, i'm opposite of up for no reason.... just somehow felt so... haha

Exam or Alakazam ??

haha, today is our art's objective day ~

test = 75 minutes
25th minute = 50% student gone
30th minute = 80% gone
50th minute = 2 students left ....

it was like, everyone spamming answers and race who can come out earliest... end up the price goes to jason lim... 23 mins ended... haha.... it's cool ~ too bad i'm slow.... the 33th minute only came out... sad la me... anywayz, a fun day though..... slept at 5am... doing something repeatedly for like 3 hours.... lifelessly.... haha.... but it was fun after all.... pandas ~

how to get rid of a feeling?? the answer is you can't....

Taboo ~ A new game i've played

haha... i hope everyone not as noob as me that don't know bout this game taboo until 2 days ago ?? haha... it's a good game for training your mind and language... learnt quite a few words...

first day playing it was very very fun because we're using all the funny funny words...
second day playing it.... not boring but even funnier cause they set it as only actions, no words !! the word "hyper"... really made all of us misunderstood... haha... because of their little funny actions... heh...

new learnt
- moon's brother = star
- round specs, rounds specs = harry porter

oh !! for those who were there.... the penguin's action was brilliant... super creative that reminds us a friend... haha.... glad that i've learnt... haha

can i ask for a simple one??

why everyone's life have to be so difficult?? can't us just choose a simple life??

a life with love is full of sacrifice, a life without love wouldn't be a life.
you can't choose to recognize, you can't choose to memorize,
the one you love you'll always recognize, the memories of us will be memorized.
either she's with or not with you, you're still loving her as much as you can,
either sweet or bitter memories, you're still remaining it in your mind.

advice : not over curious or over kind

over curiousity and kindness will bring you troubles.... because you've known too much things...
there's time to express, there's time to seal,
be a smart person and know when to conceal.
if you got brain, dun throw it to the drain.

i wish i never heard those words,
i wish i never saw those scenes,
i wish i never felt those pains,
i wish i never taste those bitterness.

the space already occupied in my mind, but still i wish i never knew......
and now it couldn't heal...
and i wish i can be feal.

i found it rhymes with all the "eww" ending...

my angel ??

i'm so addicted to mamma mia's i have a dream... ahah... cause i believe in angel... cause i'm seeing 1 everyday.... every morning before i take my exam.... heh... i just have to look up from my exam room i can see my little angel d... looking at her before exam really can release stress... 3 days of exam, seeing her before every exam... do the exam questions also relax a bit...

after spm, must grab my chance !! i won't let myself regret once again !! already twice =.=" haha

my love ~

There's nothing fancy bout the way i love you,
There's nothing you could not find in any other man.
There's nothing fancy bout the way I love you,
But I love you as hard as I can.

There's no good reason for the way you love me,
But you're my walking dream come true.
There's no good reason for the way you love me,
But I thank God that you do.

I don't know the perfect conversation,
I don't know the way to turn a head,
I don't know the perfect way to prove my love,
But I know I'll love you till I'm dead.

There's nothing fancy bout the way I love you,
It's as simple as the stars in the sky, and the blue in the sea.
There's nothing fancy bout the way I love you,
But it sure is fancy how you love me.

why? why? why?

is it because i treat it special?? that's why it's special??

i've received the same message from various ppl, but the reaction somehow different when it's from her... haiz.... when other ppl send me, i was like oh ~..... when she send me, i was like omg omg omg... ahah, how pathetic was i?? every time the phone vibrates, how i wish it's her at that MOMENT..... things are normal when she's not around...

i shouldn't doubt bout my feelings, but why this other girl appeared in my dreams?? not just once or twice, but she appeared lots of time in my dream.... maybe she affected my life huh?? but i know, which i'm 100% sure, that she'll never be the one... eheh

Laughing all the time

Stupid tuition today, made me laughed non stop for like an hour !!

at first i keep lame'ing with my lame jokes to raja de, but he just keep acting cool and try not to laugh... haiz... after that we formed our TCR, which is Tuition Chat Room.. ahah...
then my little dear friend, Raja spelled Sukie's name wrongly... Wong Shu Qu !! hahahahah sounds like suku.... =.=" after that, while we're doing the science work, keep thought of new verbs and words, keep laughing and laughing.. and i was too high at one moment, the word urination, i write unrinization...=.=" what the hell mann ~ haha

and i duno why i suddenly sing the sailormoon song in tuition !! haha... so gay ~

Am i sick or suck ??

hohoho, today is the most special day in high school?? it's our high school graduation day ~
the day started quite well but the ending quite bad... cause i've missed my chance i guess??

hmm, i finally get to see her in school, and i'm glad she reached school safely... before we form 5s go to hall, i get to look into her eyes, it's like, i wanted to tell her something and she has something to tell me also?? i felt that at that moment... but end up we looked away... in the hall, i'm chicken like mad, i duno why i dun even dare to take picture with her, it's like my very the last chance get to take picture with her in uniform.... after that was too busy with the class arrangement... so din get to talk to her at all... really wish can sit down and chat like how we did under a full moon and a sky that is full of stars....

after school, i'm so stupid and i asked a question : should i open my umbrella?? i'm so freaking dumb, she told me that the weather is very hot already, i should've open my umbrella straight and hold for her instead of asking that dumb question... nvm, after i asked, when i really got the guts to do so, my umbrella got rampas by a friend of mine... my plan failed once again... not to say plan, but i'm really trying my hardest... things never go hard when i do it on other ppl, i duno why am i so retard in front of her... and i really duno why... i dun really like to talk to her when so many ppl is around, sometimes really feel like bringing her to somewhere that is quiet... heh, but i know i dun dare to do so de la.... =( once again seeing her leaving me... i duno who is she looking at, but at the very last second i get to look into her eyes once again.... at first thought i can walk her home after tuition cause she'll be going my tuition's place, but end up she went home with another friend's car(1 minute before tuition starts), how nice if i can drive her everyday... sob sob

when i was walking home(1 hour before tuition, i went home to change clothes), i saw a girl, around 100m in front of me, wearing baju kurung, holding a white bag, walking in the same direction, i really thought it was her at that moment, so i thought i finally can talk to her, but end up it's just a normal girl walking home... she's so special to me that i duno what word i can use to describe her, sometimes i really feel i'm such a jerk, like just hanging it on my mouth and there's no action at all?? maybe the things i did just not good enough... am i really sick? lovesick?? taking lovedrugs??? thinking of her every moment?? or am i really suck?? that i dun dare to do or say anything in front of her?? yar, every single and each of us should concentrate in spm... but i just can't stop thinking bout her...

but dun worry la, i'll do my best in my spm, with that 2 messages, no matter what happens also can't stop me from studying i guess?? it's such a BIG MOTIVATION to me... after she tells me that, i really felt that i'm motivated...

> i might be a good boy, but i'm not a good guy, i can't even make her smile, i can't even speak well when she's around, i'm really suck being a good guy... maybe i'm a boy forever?? with my little dream world and little princess <

First time really expressed what i'm thinking, sorry if it's kinda long and boring

New

currently i'm staying at my mom's friend house... studying in a new environment, last night first time studied sejarah for 2 hours, din notice time really flies when i'm studying.. i din even watch my favourite show..bruce lee... haha... missed it... was really into the sejarah text book....

hmm, i can hardly online now.... so, if you really wanna chat with me.... i'll be online'ing on saturday and sunday.... or you really wanna share something with me, can sms lo =P

currently only books around me... haha...

went to school today, played whole day.... wasted... ahah....

Think about it

what keeps us in the past is known as memory,
what brings us to the future is known as dream.

things are irreversible, so think carefully before you do something.
no matter what you do, it sure has effects. even you breathe, the effect is the air around more carbon dioxide... dun try to change your past, let it be a memory... no matter how hard you try to change your past..... you can't change it because time is irreversible.... even if it can be reverse, you can't changea fate.... what you can do is try your best to get a better future... dun let yourself regret =)