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so long never blog already... >.< really dunno what to blog also.... recently... too much things happened... really dunno which part to start blogging or wanna express bout them... 1 thing for sure is... i really have to decide what to take and where to go as soon as possible... if not i'll be dragging myself for another half year and i'll be wasting more and more time as long as i din start my course... haiz...

well, roughly discussed bout the college thing yesterday.. maybe i shouldn't worry so much, just start the course and go with the flow... if not ... i can't start my course forever d... keep thinking too much is not the way to solve this problem... haiz... really wish everything will be fine and i won't make the wrong decision... haiz... just too much negatives going around huh? haiz.. aura...

maybe i should see the positive side too huh? there are people who keep helping me and comforting me whenever i need them... =) sometimes i thought being female have lots of advantages... haha... but now at least i know being a male also not bad .... haha !! thanks girls =) for helping me.. haha...

too many maybe in my life, too many haiz... too many if !! i should be more confident and do what i should do!! to myself and everyone outside, gam ba teh neh ! =)

the right one

life will be beautiful if you spent it with the right person

do not keep your heart even if it's a broken heart

a person who fell in love with you before never love you again - heart breaking
heart broken people always run away when they have chance to be in love again because they're afraid that their heart will be hurt again, afraid that getting their heart broken once again. they couldn't trust anyone else anymore. they afraid if they trust someone else again, their heart will be broken again like how it was before.

but if you're keeping your heart from everyone, what's the difference if it's broken? if you just plan to keep on keeping it, someday, when you wanna try using it again, it won't be any good. we all should grab chances and got nothing to lose. the heart might be broken, but it isn't gone nor dead. if it's gone, you won't treat anyone else good.

sometimes, it's not ppl forget bout you... just that they forget to remember you because they were too busy... and they don't mean to forget, it just happens.

do not make promises that you can't keep.