finally knew, finally realised

just like the title above... i finally found out something that i should've find it out long long time ago...

all this while, i thought when i like someone, i should treat her as good as i can and wish to be with her most of the time... but... after what happened last night and few nights back... i realised... treating her good isn't showing that i love her... it's more like making her to feel bad... because she dun love me or love me yet... treating her too nice will just make some other ppl jealous or started to criticize bout her cause in other ppl's view or eyes, they just see that i'm treating her good and she doesn't know how to appreciate those things i've done for her... i never blamed her or hated her for not accepting me, because before this i've already found out that she has her rights to make her own decisions and choices...

probably treating her good... is what i should do after get to couple with her? but i really dunno what to do or what else i can do to express my feelings... and it feels really suck when you get to know that she's not really that happy when you're around her... i always say i treat everyone the same... not just towards the person i like... and that's the fact too... but when things starting to get obvious... and ppl around me just starting to fool themselves even more... so what if i liked her? so what if i'm treating her good or better than you? the fact is, you guys started to avoid me to crate chances for me... you guys dun even know what's happening between me and her... what you all do are just keep giving comments over what you've saw...

to be honest, if you ask me any questions or any favors, i'll do whatever i can to help you. not just towards the person i like but everyone around me... stop saying me putting the girl over my friends la... ask yourself mann, did you even bother to ask me questions when you really dunno how to do?? did you really ask me to do any favor for you when you needed someone's help?? gosh mann... grow up lar... stop being so childish and so curious !! what the heck you can do after knowing the truth? after knowing what you wanna know ?!?!?!? gosh !! i really hate it when i'm treating other ppl good but you ppl just dun giv a dam on what i did for you guys... yeah, you also know how to say she dun like things to be so obvious and she dun like things to go that fast... but look at yourself !! what you're doing?!?! try to think again before anything happens mann... is it very fun to take others' relationship and joke bout it?? respect yourself and respect others please !! stop fooling yourself around like what !!!

yeah, i'm pissed off... do i look like i dun hav temper at all?? gosh !! make sure you guys know the limit before it went over !! that would be tooo late !!!


EVERY TIME HAPPEN THE SAME THING, WHY WON'T YOU GET SICK OF IT?? OR WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO ?!?!?!

11th June 2010 = a WTF day

well, everything were nice until evening time... haiz... there were aunties blocking me ==" 1 dun let me cut her even though i put signal for quite long d, she purposely speed up some more right after i put signal... the other one worse...

i was trying to U-turn but i got forced to the 2nd lane from the right... and at traffic, i try to cut her slowly cause i really have to U-turn... so i signal and slowly move forward, mana tahu she go Gear-1 then move forward also, then looked at me, she smiled then laugh... then her daughter at the back seat also laughing... from her expression, she's telling her daughter that she's not gonna let me go... and she's telling me, dun think you youngsters can drive like how you want... HELLO~ i got forced to mid lane wei, i signal before that, but the other aunty purposely speed up to block me, the other one, purposely move forward to block me... really oh my gosh wei... luckily no accident happen there mann...

haiz... just this 2 incidents made my day miserable... dammit... why can't ppl just let me go?? hello~ i signal already, and i slowly move, not like i purposely drive fast and stop in front of you to force you letting me pass... please lar, i know you're aunty and i'm youngster, but please dun do this kind of stuff again lar... it's so dangerous you know ?!?!? and letting me pass it's like.. just 5seconds!! gosh... i really hate ppl who dun signal... if it's not useful, why the heck they put this thinge?? and what's the point for you to signal when your car already 60% out from your lane!! what the hell mann, human nowadays are getting stupid and lack of logical thinking... haiz... i know everyone think from different view, maybe in their view i'm just some reckless youngster driver...

wrong guess

haha, bout the previous post, i guessed it wrongly, o.O they din know each other until they get to this college. ^^ well, nothing much though... just feel kinda unlucky for the previous week cause almost everyday my lrt/ktm got delayed... and on thursday, when i go by car, there's even road block ==" made me late for my class for 16 minutes.... and today, nothing's wrong ==" i reached college at 845am but my class at 1030am, and now i'm so sleepy =="