i felt so empty without going school everyday, it's like, lack of something in my life.
这个假期真的好漫长，才过了3天，我觉得好想过了3个星期，看不见班上的人，真的好想念上课的日子。看不见她更是让我觉得难受。忽然有种想去学校的感觉。 每天都重复着一样的东西，真的很闷！！
3 days feel like 3 weeks. really miss schooling days. now at home everyday doing the same thing.
可是，看见她也让我觉得怪怪的，在电话上的信息总是那么多东西聊，看见对方竟然没得聊。 第一次聊天时，我们的对话竟然是在聊第三个人。但是我觉得还蛮高兴的，因为她主动和我聊天。喜中有悲。 那晚，我们聊了整个小时，结果竟然不是想象中那么好。但是总比没得聊好。 那晚以后，我们就没有说话了。 我和她就像是信息上的伴而已。认识她就像是命中注定的，我们的见面方式是谁也料不到的。我记得我第一次见到她时是七月四日.
真的不知道没了她的日子会是怎样的？？
真的希望我可以陪她直到永远~~~
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Monday, September 29, 2008
i turned naughty??
hmm, this few days keep thinking bout having a life together...
having breakfast together.....doing house core together.... i can even imagine the fun we'll have... i think i'm going insane... keep thinking this and that, always worry this and that... how nice if i could ....
dreaming again~
having breakfast together.....doing house core together.... i can even imagine the fun we'll have... i think i'm going insane... keep thinking this and that, always worry this and that... how nice if i could ....
dreaming again~
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Dream Vanishment
i had a dream, a dream that i almost make it reality, but it's gone now.
maybe we're fated to be in this way??
i even imagine how it'll be. too bad la >.<
maybe i should find another one??
haha, just trying to confuse you guys. =P
i dun wan my post to be so short so i skip lines.
hmm, dun be happy too early, things might change last minute =(
just like my dream, haiz haiz....it's gone now....
hope it'll come back la, i really hope so
maybe we're fated to be in this way??
i even imagine how it'll be. too bad la >.<
maybe i should find another one??
haha, just trying to confuse you guys. =P
i dun wan my post to be so short so i skip lines.
hmm, dun be happy too early, things might change last minute =(
just like my dream, haiz haiz....it's gone now....
hope it'll come back la, i really hope so
Monday, September 22, 2008
another post of love??
what is love??
i read 3 books bout love today. it states that love is an endless journey like learning new knowledge, it never ends. love is like studies?? you can never finish learning bout it. love is the greatest feeling and the greatest knowledge in life.
love is not showing off how much you can give someone, how much you can do for her, what you can do for her, it's some kind of strong feeling that somehow appear in your heart, you can't find any reason why are you loving someone. because it just happen like this. if you can find a reason why you love someone, that means you're not loving her. haha love and like is different. like is you admire someone's appearance or you're liking their attitude or personalities. a friend of mine duno how to differentiate love and like or jealous and admire.
ok, the 3 books dun really explain bout love but it's just bout the stories that the author been through. sharing their experiences and stuff. but 1 thing, love is not bout remembering how much you gave to the person but appreciate how much the person gave you. dun always think of what you've sacrificed for her but think bout what she had sacrificed for you. kinda saying myself, i noticed it today and i won't do it anymore. dun always put someone you love into some kind of complicated situation. it will never works and make things worse. when you really love someone, you won't bother to own her or control her life but you really care for her. seeing her suffer will make you feel better?? then i dun think that's love. ppl always say love is selfish. but dun over selfish until you sacrificed her feelings la, the war of yours shouldn't include her. sorry, i'm kinda out of topic d. really angry at myself la !
ok, it's really hard for me seeing you like this always. i've been through whatever you're facing. i really know how you felt. and it's really hard for you without anyone's support. there's a reason for my blog title. i dun simply put it just for being emo or ask for sympathise or whatever. i know it's very hard for us to go on like this, but i'm happy because i know you'll remember me. life's never easy. i've been thinking for almost whole day today, you're really in some kind of bad situation with no directions. just like what you said, in the middle of the ocean out of nowhere and no map no island no sun no moon. what also dun hav, no directions at all. and might sink anytime. today i seriously felt it, from what you said today, i'm willing to let you go just to giv you a better life. i dun wan to see you suffer anymore between all of us. i dun wan to care bout how much i've done for you, because you done more than enough. you sacrificed a lot for us and hurt yourself more than anything.
i really cannot stand anymore. you're hurting way too over. if we continue like this, you'll hurt even more. i duno should i let go or not. that's why i'll ask for your thoughts first. but not now la, you can give me answer after prom. since we're facing SPM this year, we should really focus in SPM. i can't really do anything for you. when you're in pain, i can't even make you smile just for a second or at least distract you from feeling the pain. you always think for the others, but you din notice how much you've hurted. i can imagine the pain you're feeling because i'm always around you. even though i know you just for 2 months. but i somehow felt that we've knew each other for long.
一段爱情不应该在乎曾经拥有，而是曾经爱过。至少我知道我曾经在你的心里出现过，这一切就够了。
love shouldn't care bout owning each other before, but at least you know you love her before. at least i know i appeared in your heart and in your life. everything is more than enough.
i dun wan to see you falling in the wrong person.
i read 3 books bout love today. it states that love is an endless journey like learning new knowledge, it never ends. love is like studies?? you can never finish learning bout it. love is the greatest feeling and the greatest knowledge in life.
love is not showing off how much you can give someone, how much you can do for her, what you can do for her, it's some kind of strong feeling that somehow appear in your heart, you can't find any reason why are you loving someone. because it just happen like this. if you can find a reason why you love someone, that means you're not loving her. haha love and like is different. like is you admire someone's appearance or you're liking their attitude or personalities. a friend of mine duno how to differentiate love and like or jealous and admire.
ok, the 3 books dun really explain bout love but it's just bout the stories that the author been through. sharing their experiences and stuff. but 1 thing, love is not bout remembering how much you gave to the person but appreciate how much the person gave you. dun always think of what you've sacrificed for her but think bout what she had sacrificed for you. kinda saying myself, i noticed it today and i won't do it anymore. dun always put someone you love into some kind of complicated situation. it will never works and make things worse. when you really love someone, you won't bother to own her or control her life but you really care for her. seeing her suffer will make you feel better?? then i dun think that's love. ppl always say love is selfish. but dun over selfish until you sacrificed her feelings la, the war of yours shouldn't include her. sorry, i'm kinda out of topic d. really angry at myself la !
ok, it's really hard for me seeing you like this always. i've been through whatever you're facing. i really know how you felt. and it's really hard for you without anyone's support. there's a reason for my blog title. i dun simply put it just for being emo or ask for sympathise or whatever. i know it's very hard for us to go on like this, but i'm happy because i know you'll remember me. life's never easy. i've been thinking for almost whole day today, you're really in some kind of bad situation with no directions. just like what you said, in the middle of the ocean out of nowhere and no map no island no sun no moon. what also dun hav, no directions at all. and might sink anytime. today i seriously felt it, from what you said today, i'm willing to let you go just to giv you a better life. i dun wan to see you suffer anymore between all of us. i dun wan to care bout how much i've done for you, because you done more than enough. you sacrificed a lot for us and hurt yourself more than anything.
i really cannot stand anymore. you're hurting way too over. if we continue like this, you'll hurt even more. i duno should i let go or not. that's why i'll ask for your thoughts first. but not now la, you can give me answer after prom. since we're facing SPM this year, we should really focus in SPM. i can't really do anything for you. when you're in pain, i can't even make you smile just for a second or at least distract you from feeling the pain. you always think for the others, but you din notice how much you've hurted. i can imagine the pain you're feeling because i'm always around you. even though i know you just for 2 months. but i somehow felt that we've knew each other for long.
一段爱情不应该在乎曾经拥有，而是曾经爱过。至少我知道我曾经在你的心里出现过，这一切就够了。
love shouldn't care bout owning each other before, but at least you know you love her before. at least i know i appeared in your heart and in your life. everything is more than enough.
i dun wan to see you falling in the wrong person.
Sms is a better way??
sms aka short messaging service. ok, few friends of mine said sms is a better way to chat. which i thought so also. cause when you sms, you can't hear or feel the tone of voice which shows the emotions of the person you're communicating. which i think will avoid lots of arguement?? heh i've been messaging for months everyday, my keypad also loose d, today sms half way the keypad come out >.< which my RM160 phone already lasted for 2 years and 4 months d. heh i'm happy with my phone because it can sms fast and i dun need to wait when deleting messages. just that i need to delete 1 by 1 or all at 1 shot. haha
ok, back to sms but not my phone, haha. when i sms, sometimes can feel the person's emotions la. but at least he/she won't explode so easily and blast all the languages to me at 1 shot. they reply slowly expressing their thoughts and feelings, and i'm really bad at talking/comfort by talking. so i prefer to sms lo, many ppl think i'm shy/chicken/no guts or whatever la, but i think i will make things worse if i called them, although they say : you never try, how you'll know the result?? you never know what they're thinking. sometimes, i somehow feel that once i press that send button, i can let go the responsibility, whether they replying me or not also nothing much affected. BUT i think sms is a better way for me to comfort ppl lo, heh =) at least they won't hear my retard voice. which i'm bad at talking.
for those ppl i dun talk much in school or face to face, i can really chat a lot with them using sms. and once again, some ppl ask me to call them. haiz, does calling really matters?? i dun really know because sms always save the day of theirs. why i dun talk to them? A : my english not really good and my chinese isn't good as well. haha so i duno which language to communicate. A2: i'm nervous, which i can hardly control myself from shivering. my lips and legs are shaking like mad. i admit it k? A3 : i'm really bad at giving reaction/responses, even if you talking to me, you'll see me look some other direction every few seconds. because when i look into your eyes, i really duno how to give responses. so dun force me to call anyone until i got the confident to call them on my own k? thank you for your understanding.
ok, back to sms but not my phone, haha. when i sms, sometimes can feel the person's emotions la. but at least he/she won't explode so easily and blast all the languages to me at 1 shot. they reply slowly expressing their thoughts and feelings, and i'm really bad at talking/comfort by talking. so i prefer to sms lo, many ppl think i'm shy/chicken/no guts or whatever la, but i think i will make things worse if i called them, although they say : you never try, how you'll know the result?? you never know what they're thinking. sometimes, i somehow feel that once i press that send button, i can let go the responsibility, whether they replying me or not also nothing much affected. BUT i think sms is a better way for me to comfort ppl lo, heh =) at least they won't hear my retard voice. which i'm bad at talking.
for those ppl i dun talk much in school or face to face, i can really chat a lot with them using sms. and once again, some ppl ask me to call them. haiz, does calling really matters?? i dun really know because sms always save the day of theirs. why i dun talk to them? A : my english not really good and my chinese isn't good as well. haha so i duno which language to communicate. A2: i'm nervous, which i can hardly control myself from shivering. my lips and legs are shaking like mad. i admit it k? A3 : i'm really bad at giving reaction/responses, even if you talking to me, you'll see me look some other direction every few seconds. because when i look into your eyes, i really duno how to give responses. so dun force me to call anyone until i got the confident to call them on my own k? thank you for your understanding.
Saturday, September 20, 2008
haiz~
gerak gempur on 18th & 19th September....
did my science badly and pd ok ok lo
both subject until din study at all.....haha but my science paper 1 improved 3 marks..=.=" teacher say much more easier but i manage to get 3 more corrects than trials only.... 3 careless....or else 41....the other 9 really duno answer....tembak = wrong....haiz haiz.... teacher gave me her reference book yesterday....she really wanted me to get A1 for my science.....somehow felt i've disappointed her... sob sob
bout pd...i'm impress when i can answer it better than trials since trials i got study and i din study for this gerak gempur.... haha.... pd....memorize subject....i'm good at memorizing memories but not words...sobz bad or good memories forever stay in my mind... so i can choose to be happy or suffer lo....but most of the time suffering cause bad memories always stronger than good memories if i'm in bad mood. sob sob
really disappoint myself....exam din do well, create problems somemore... dammit
staying so far really not convenient, wanna go where also cannot, if drive car waste petrol somemore, haiz haiz.... not to say i can drive d but still~ argh....
did my science badly and pd ok ok lo
both subject until din study at all.....haha but my science paper 1 improved 3 marks..=.=" teacher say much more easier but i manage to get 3 more corrects than trials only.... 3 careless....or else 41....the other 9 really duno answer....tembak = wrong....haiz haiz.... teacher gave me her reference book yesterday....she really wanted me to get A1 for my science.....somehow felt i've disappointed her... sob sob
bout pd...i'm impress when i can answer it better than trials since trials i got study and i din study for this gerak gempur.... haha.... pd....memorize subject....i'm good at memorizing memories but not words...sobz bad or good memories forever stay in my mind... so i can choose to be happy or suffer lo....but most of the time suffering cause bad memories always stronger than good memories if i'm in bad mood. sob sob
really disappoint myself....exam din do well, create problems somemore... dammit
staying so far really not convenient, wanna go where also cannot, if drive car waste petrol somemore, haiz haiz.... not to say i can drive d but still~ argh....
Thursday, September 18, 2008
thinking too much ?
duno why i've been having nightmares for days
everytime dream bout i kena rob and have a scar that is around 20cm long on my right arm.
and i keep reflashing back saturday night. why din i hold her when she drop? haiz
i could have save her from falling.
sob sob sob
tears almost everyday
cry for nothing =(
everytime dream bout i kena rob and have a scar that is around 20cm long on my right arm.
and i keep reflashing back saturday night. why din i hold her when she drop? haiz
i could have save her from falling.
sob sob sob
tears almost everyday
cry for nothing =(
have i gone bad for a day??
i'm glad that you talked to me today, you let me know how childish i was.
everyone in this whole wide world has their own friends. in any relationships there is always one word 'trust'. if one of your friend share with you one or more of his/her secrets, that means he/she trust you and you shouldn't betray this trust he/she has in you. friends should always be there for each other. you should always be a good listener and try to console them or giving useful advises if they need to share their problems or feelings with you. friends should always respect and be frank to each other. this is important because this could prevent any misunderstandings between each other. you should always feel proud whenever your friends are doing well instead of being jealous. you should always forgive and forget each other's wrong doing instead of harbouring the feeling of hatreds. all humans being need friends. friends are important because they can lighten our burdens,be good listener to our problems,a shoulder to lean on or give us a helping hand.
i'm so evil, i've destroyed the trust you got in me. seriously, when i stay your house, i din plan anything. until the day, i was super down until i feels like destroying things. i even made him and the sister argued. and i told her something bad bout you. ya, maybe i've gone bad for a day. just 1 day, i destroyed everything. the trust, the bond, the memories, the reputation, the impression, the thoughts, everything destroyed in my hand in just a day. i dun ask for forgiveness because i know i'm way too over and ridiculous. but thanks, you willing to come over and talk to me. i already expressed whatever was in my mind. now it's all cleared. i'm so so so no mood on that day, + some motivations, i did something really bad huh? sorry dude. i din expect i'm that kind of lousy person who will be controlled by emotions. anyway, it's all over. today i've answered all your questions honestly. but you say you'll strengthen yourself to fight me if i really wan to play, obviously i dun wish for you do that. in fact, i really hope you'll strengthen yourself to fight the future but not me. but if fight me really can make your results improve, i dun mind. all i wanted for so long is you to change. the 2 weeks are not fake. i really wish you learn something. 2 weeks not long but not short either, the memories in between will stay in my mind forever. you doubt me because i really did something bad that spoilt your impression on me. only 1 day, i did those things. not for long.
if you would trust me for the last time, i have to tell you, i have no plans at all but just a big mistake i did on that day. i dun do things continuously just to finish 1 thing. just like studies, i won't waste hours on the book just to make myself satisfy on my own result. i'll do it fast and simple. you've seen how i studied. i hate planning also, that's why my essays are so messy and lack of points. cause i dun plan. it's up to you to believe me or not. just dun wan everyone to fight because of something. of course i dun expect you to forgive me now and 100%. but just hope your anger/doubt will go off and the trust will be back as the time passes.
i'm sorry for whatever i've done. this will be the one and only one and the last mistake i do. good luck for your exam
it's never too late
everyone in this whole wide world has their own friends. in any relationships there is always one word 'trust'. if one of your friend share with you one or more of his/her secrets, that means he/she trust you and you shouldn't betray this trust he/she has in you. friends should always be there for each other. you should always be a good listener and try to console them or giving useful advises if they need to share their problems or feelings with you. friends should always respect and be frank to each other. this is important because this could prevent any misunderstandings between each other. you should always feel proud whenever your friends are doing well instead of being jealous. you should always forgive and forget each other's wrong doing instead of harbouring the feeling of hatreds. all humans being need friends. friends are important because they can lighten our burdens,be good listener to our problems,a shoulder to lean on or give us a helping hand.
i'm so evil, i've destroyed the trust you got in me. seriously, when i stay your house, i din plan anything. until the day, i was super down until i feels like destroying things. i even made him and the sister argued. and i told her something bad bout you. ya, maybe i've gone bad for a day. just 1 day, i destroyed everything. the trust, the bond, the memories, the reputation, the impression, the thoughts, everything destroyed in my hand in just a day. i dun ask for forgiveness because i know i'm way too over and ridiculous. but thanks, you willing to come over and talk to me. i already expressed whatever was in my mind. now it's all cleared. i'm so so so no mood on that day, + some motivations, i did something really bad huh? sorry dude. i din expect i'm that kind of lousy person who will be controlled by emotions. anyway, it's all over. today i've answered all your questions honestly. but you say you'll strengthen yourself to fight me if i really wan to play, obviously i dun wish for you do that. in fact, i really hope you'll strengthen yourself to fight the future but not me. but if fight me really can make your results improve, i dun mind. all i wanted for so long is you to change. the 2 weeks are not fake. i really wish you learn something. 2 weeks not long but not short either, the memories in between will stay in my mind forever. you doubt me because i really did something bad that spoilt your impression on me. only 1 day, i did those things. not for long.
if you would trust me for the last time, i have to tell you, i have no plans at all but just a big mistake i did on that day. i dun do things continuously just to finish 1 thing. just like studies, i won't waste hours on the book just to make myself satisfy on my own result. i'll do it fast and simple. you've seen how i studied. i hate planning also, that's why my essays are so messy and lack of points. cause i dun plan. it's up to you to believe me or not. just dun wan everyone to fight because of something. of course i dun expect you to forgive me now and 100%. but just hope your anger/doubt will go off and the trust will be back as the time passes.
i'm sorry for whatever i've done. this will be the one and only one and the last mistake i do. good luck for your exam
it's never too late
Thursday, September 11, 2008
love~
last sunday 7th september, i went to see a play bout love de, there's many types of love as you know, between family~ father mother sister brother, father and daughter, mother and son and etc la, and love between friends
after watching that play, i learnt lots of things. there's so many situations happening around us. heh. and got 1 scene i nearly cry!! tears running around in the eye but din manage to leak out... muahaha... lolz, after seeing the play i got plenty stuff to blog about one, but now i almost forgot everything liaoz... haha will blog back if i remember =P
haiz, this few days dun really feel nice, everyone is so weird. like suddenly all in desperations. this and that la, gossips around, made him and her guilty la, him and him argued la, this and that. friends turned out to be enemy, classmates turned out to be enemy too. haha everything started with attitude. attitude is very important in our life. because that's what represents your personalities and the life you're facing.
ok, after 2 days of thinking, i remember liaoz !! muahahahz
ok, love is not how much you gave to the person. love = you dun remember how much you gave or sacrifice and dun expecting anything in return, because you just wan them to be loved or safe. love is also not about desperation being in a relationship. when you love someone, doesn't mean you have to own him/her or coupling with him/her. i guess everyone know this, the sad thing is not knowing the person you love is unhappy but it's she/he is unhappy with you. your desperation will make him/her run away. eventhough you know she likes you and you like her, but if she's not ready for any relationship, what for forcing her?? i know some ppl say : when girls say no, means yes. they dun wan to be in relationship = they want?? not really sure right? but when you notice the person you really love is unhappy with you, that's the time you should let go lo. what for keep forcing ppl to like you back?? you think you've sacrifice a lot?? please think with that brain you have la. dun keep it and let grasses grow on it !!
haiz~ hey dude, when you see ppl dun wan to talk to you then stop talking la !! you're so damm annoying la~ always duno when to stop talking, i know you're concern bout her and stuff but can't you see she's avoiding you?? she dun wan to talk to you la!! when she feels like talking to you she will talk, you keep forcing her just make her hate you more. everytime also like that... it irritates me !! damm~ STOP FORCING LA..... what the fish mann, damm it !!
after watching that play, i learnt lots of things. there's so many situations happening around us. heh. and got 1 scene i nearly cry!! tears running around in the eye but din manage to leak out... muahaha... lolz, after seeing the play i got plenty stuff to blog about one, but now i almost forgot everything liaoz... haha will blog back if i remember =P
haiz, this few days dun really feel nice, everyone is so weird. like suddenly all in desperations. this and that la, gossips around, made him and her guilty la, him and him argued la, this and that. friends turned out to be enemy, classmates turned out to be enemy too. haha everything started with attitude. attitude is very important in our life. because that's what represents your personalities and the life you're facing.
ok, after 2 days of thinking, i remember liaoz !! muahahahz
ok, love is not how much you gave to the person. love = you dun remember how much you gave or sacrifice and dun expecting anything in return, because you just wan them to be loved or safe. love is also not about desperation being in a relationship. when you love someone, doesn't mean you have to own him/her or coupling with him/her. i guess everyone know this, the sad thing is not knowing the person you love is unhappy but it's she/he is unhappy with you. your desperation will make him/her run away. eventhough you know she likes you and you like her, but if she's not ready for any relationship, what for forcing her?? i know some ppl say : when girls say no, means yes. they dun wan to be in relationship = they want?? not really sure right? but when you notice the person you really love is unhappy with you, that's the time you should let go lo. what for keep forcing ppl to like you back?? you think you've sacrifice a lot?? please think with that brain you have la. dun keep it and let grasses grow on it !!
haiz~ hey dude, when you see ppl dun wan to talk to you then stop talking la !! you're so damm annoying la~ always duno when to stop talking, i know you're concern bout her and stuff but can't you see she's avoiding you?? she dun wan to talk to you la!! when she feels like talking to you she will talk, you keep forcing her just make her hate you more. everytime also like that... it irritates me !! damm~ STOP FORCING LA..... what the fish mann, damm it !!
Saturday, September 6, 2008
A memorable day~
woohoo, today went out for a movie "Money not enough II", really love it... i learnt lots of lessons from this movie...
ok, a few friends of mine can't really understand the movie because like 60% of the time they speak hokkien !! yar!! hokkien !! i love the way they speak mann, my hokkien i can't speak so well...haha and that yan yan(in the movie), she speak hokkien really funny...i wish to have such a wife also la, she's so understanding and love the husband so much, i really wish there's someone outside can love me so much and care for me that much. but of course, i won't allow her to sacrifice for me la, go in to jail for 1 year and the license kena charged. what kind of husband is that !! haha, and i can't believe i actually cried in the movie... really touching... seeing that 3 sons made me thought of a few friends of mine....how they treated their parents even there's nothing wrong... haiz duno why such people exist also, do they even think for the family?? it's their mother wei, one and only one. forever is their mother also ma, why they treated their mother like rubbish, 1 put her outside toilet, 1 put her inside toilet !! i was like wtf seeing they all doing that wei. but duno la... it's a REALITY show ma, many family also like that de.
got a part of the movie come out one hokkien song, i really like that song. and my mood also changed because of that song, my friend looking me with some kind of weird look, like omg!! you know how to sing hokkien songs?? haha, and i told him i can understand 5 languages fully and some part of 3 languages. muahahaz total 8 le....gg le?? muahahahahz
wish i can still hang out like this after spm cause i kena NS !! sobz haiz haiz....NS !! haha, dun really hate it but dun really like it either... haha anywayz, it's my fate getting in NS...so what to do?? just have to follow lo.... for so many years i still believe in everything happen for a reason... haha.... secondary school life and living at people's house made me learnt lots of things and know how to think better now =P thanks for everything, thanks to everyone that appeared and those who supported me all the time or teman me all the time all the day and night... and thanks to those who made my life special =P feel odd le?? haha, duno what happened to me today =P
ok, a few friends of mine can't really understand the movie because like 60% of the time they speak hokkien !! yar!! hokkien !! i love the way they speak mann, my hokkien i can't speak so well...haha and that yan yan(in the movie), she speak hokkien really funny...i wish to have such a wife also la, she's so understanding and love the husband so much, i really wish there's someone outside can love me so much and care for me that much. but of course, i won't allow her to sacrifice for me la, go in to jail for 1 year and the license kena charged. what kind of husband is that !! haha, and i can't believe i actually cried in the movie... really touching... seeing that 3 sons made me thought of a few friends of mine....how they treated their parents even there's nothing wrong... haiz duno why such people exist also, do they even think for the family?? it's their mother wei, one and only one. forever is their mother also ma, why they treated their mother like rubbish, 1 put her outside toilet, 1 put her inside toilet !! i was like wtf seeing they all doing that wei. but duno la... it's a REALITY show ma, many family also like that de.
got a part of the movie come out one hokkien song, i really like that song. and my mood also changed because of that song, my friend looking me with some kind of weird look, like omg!! you know how to sing hokkien songs?? haha, and i told him i can understand 5 languages fully and some part of 3 languages. muahahaz total 8 le....gg le?? muahahahahz
wish i can still hang out like this after spm cause i kena NS !! sobz haiz haiz....NS !! haha, dun really hate it but dun really like it either... haha anywayz, it's my fate getting in NS...so what to do?? just have to follow lo.... for so many years i still believe in everything happen for a reason... haha.... secondary school life and living at people's house made me learnt lots of things and know how to think better now =P thanks for everything, thanks to everyone that appeared and those who supported me all the time or teman me all the time all the day and night... and thanks to those who made my life special =P feel odd le?? haha, duno what happened to me today =P
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
It's never been easy for me
if you notice, haha, i'm thinking something all the time... somehow i think that if i'm thinking something i won't waste my time even i'm walking on the road... =) i used my brain fully until i'm so free to calculate the cars and traffics on the road.
everyone around me always teach me what to do and what i should do until i'm like this now. heh. ppl always teach me dun bully girls, dun scold girls, dun beat girls, until now... i really appreciate what they taught me. made me such a good boy now.. haha if i'm really stubborn that time, i really duno what am i gonna be now cause last time in kindergarden i always bully girls, they hit me, i hit them back =) haha.... now it's impossible for you to see me beat girls mann. if i beat, that means i need someone to bring me back to my positive side... haha
ok, today i did a very very good thing. i changed my friend's room into a study room. haha ...before this really cannot study... haha.... clothes like mountains in the room, dust like carbon dioxide, all around the room. haha time to study =P
that's all for now..
good luck to everyone's trials =P
everyone around me always teach me what to do and what i should do until i'm like this now. heh. ppl always teach me dun bully girls, dun scold girls, dun beat girls, until now... i really appreciate what they taught me. made me such a good boy now.. haha if i'm really stubborn that time, i really duno what am i gonna be now cause last time in kindergarden i always bully girls, they hit me, i hit them back =) haha.... now it's impossible for you to see me beat girls mann. if i beat, that means i need someone to bring me back to my positive side... haha
ok, today i did a very very good thing. i changed my friend's room into a study room. haha ...before this really cannot study... haha.... clothes like mountains in the room, dust like carbon dioxide, all around the room. haha time to study =P
that's all for now..
good luck to everyone's trials =P
Monday, September 1, 2008
lolz, what a lucky day of mine
haha, today!! i got bitten by a dog !! sob sob
at first it just barking at me, then it bite me !! maybe the owner scolded him because of me, then he bo song me and bite me!! hahaha dogs are like humans, they have feelings too...i wonder why got ppl have pets when they dun like pets....
ok, after i got bitten, i tried to understand dogs more... so i went to search for some articles... =) got 1 article really made me felt better, haha...
it written : when the owner tamed his/her dog to bark at strangers, it will bark at anyone no matter the person is good or bad ones, and if when it's barking, the owner shout at it, it will have the tendency to bite the stranger.
so, same like the top one, maybe the dog bo song me!! haha cause the owner scolded him because of us. heh and because i'm at the front, that's why i got bitten. haha. ok, after that when i'm sitting in her room, the dog like very active and keep walking around, haha... then i notice he's quite tired lo, the other 2 keep talking, then i try to make the dog sleep lo.. heh and he really sleep !! haha, at first i ask him to sit, using my hand not my mouth....somehow my hand's movement made him sat down, haha. then i try to change a bit, to make him lie down and sleep, it really lie down and sleep. wakkakaka
i duno why, since young always got small kids laugh at me de.... when i'm trying to be serious and scolding them, they always laugh at me. do i have a funny face when i'm serious?? a few friends of mine also laugh when i'm serious. i really hope i can help ppl de lo, i'm trying my best to tell them almost everything. i did my best la !! sometimes really heart pain and feels like crying when no one really cares what i'm talking. when i talk, they say ok ok ok ok, few days later, repeating the same thing again and again.
duno what to blog, moodless, aha not moody but duno why no mood....=P
at first it just barking at me, then it bite me !! maybe the owner scolded him because of me, then he bo song me and bite me!! hahaha dogs are like humans, they have feelings too...i wonder why got ppl have pets when they dun like pets....
ok, after i got bitten, i tried to understand dogs more... so i went to search for some articles... =) got 1 article really made me felt better, haha...
it written : when the owner tamed his/her dog to bark at strangers, it will bark at anyone no matter the person is good or bad ones, and if when it's barking, the owner shout at it, it will have the tendency to bite the stranger.
so, same like the top one, maybe the dog bo song me!! haha cause the owner scolded him because of us. heh and because i'm at the front, that's why i got bitten. haha. ok, after that when i'm sitting in her room, the dog like very active and keep walking around, haha... then i notice he's quite tired lo, the other 2 keep talking, then i try to make the dog sleep lo.. heh and he really sleep !! haha, at first i ask him to sit, using my hand not my mouth....somehow my hand's movement made him sat down, haha. then i try to change a bit, to make him lie down and sleep, it really lie down and sleep. wakkakaka
i duno why, since young always got small kids laugh at me de.... when i'm trying to be serious and scolding them, they always laugh at me. do i have a funny face when i'm serious?? a few friends of mine also laugh when i'm serious. i really hope i can help ppl de lo, i'm trying my best to tell them almost everything. i did my best la !! sometimes really heart pain and feels like crying when no one really cares what i'm talking. when i talk, they say ok ok ok ok, few days later, repeating the same thing again and again.
duno what to blog, moodless, aha not moody but duno why no mood....=P
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