haiz, today is my 4th time hearing someone say : i hate you, you're so boring~~ can't you answer with a longer sentence?? to me, i wonder is it my style or what... if i asking someone a question, or start a conversation, normally it's less than 10 words, if i'm answering, normally less than 3 words. i also duno why la, just like, auto reaction...sobz, my friends always ask me to relax and try to talk, but everytime i talk with some new met girls, i will somehow nervous or shy loo, i just duno how to talk for long...haiz ppl learn how to talk at 4, i'm 17 still duno how to talk, sob sob.
sometimes i really admire my friends, they can talk to girls so easily, it's not like i dun get the chance, it's i duno how to talk long la....sobz sometimes really feel i'm a failure loo, haiz
we duno plan how long for today d, end up NO MOVIE !!! i wanted to watch movie so much although i duno what movie to watch, i actually have plenty movies that i haven watch but my friends all also like watched some movies, example 5 friends la, all watched diff movie...and the 5 movies i also haven watch before... because i'm staying so far from them and they seldom ask me out for movies because always not convenient. and when i'm ok with the plan, sure cancel at last de, haiz... really wish i can work very very soon, so can get my own car and always hang out...lolz, if really work i also dun think have so much time keep hanging out..haha...
haiya, duno lah, life's just suckx...
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008
pictures?
ok, this is something i thought of it suddenly and feel like posting it out..ahaha
my blog no picture because
1. i dun have camera/phone with camera
2. i look like extremely ugly and looks like some retarded ppl in photo
3. i duno how to SMILE !!!!! seriously i duno how loo, it just look so weird when i smile =.="
4. i duno how to post pictures?? i duno lah, din try before cause got no picture for me to put
1 day i'm going to post all my friends' pictures =)
anyway, just a short post like a small note here... haha
my blog no picture because
1. i dun have camera/phone with camera
2. i look like extremely ugly and looks like some retarded ppl in photo
3. i duno how to SMILE !!!!! seriously i duno how loo, it just look so weird when i smile =.="
4. i duno how to post pictures?? i duno lah, din try before cause got no picture for me to put
1 day i'm going to post all my friends' pictures =)
anyway, just a short post like a small note here... haha
MONEY !!!
money~~~ what's your opinion bout money??
for me, i think money is something you need to save... because bit by bit = lots
friday, there's one guy playing with a chair, teacher scolded him and say : do you know how much is that chair?? it cost 9 bucks. and that guy replied : teacher .... 9 bucks only ma... soooo cheap!!! and i agree with teacher that if in malaysia...got 1 million ppl like him in malaysia and break 1 chair everyday.. means we're wasting 9 millions ringgit per day. then after that i forgot his response..haha wasn't paying attention in class cause i was thinking bout other stuff...
after school, i met another guy, we were playing basketball together... suddenly 1 10cents drop out, i ask whose money, the guy replied : aiya, 10cents only ma, you can't even buy a sweet. do you know that 100 10 cents can buy a T-shirt already?? and that shirt can wear for like few months?? just imagine if you waste 10 cents per day, 1 year you waste 30 bucks, and if you were to work for the 30 bucks you need to waste like 5 hours(when only if your pay is 6bucks per hour) of your life. just imagine....1 year you waste 5 hours...20 years later you wasted 100 hours...just example la...dun give lame comments k?
money money money~~~
oh ya!! tomorrow is sport's day, feel so excited and also nervous cause have QM duty, and duno what am i going to do tomorrow, haha... just hope everything will go smoothly and everything done in time =)
need to chaoz d, going out... T_T
for me, i think money is something you need to save... because bit by bit = lots
friday, there's one guy playing with a chair, teacher scolded him and say : do you know how much is that chair?? it cost 9 bucks. and that guy replied : teacher .... 9 bucks only ma... soooo cheap!!! and i agree with teacher that if in malaysia...got 1 million ppl like him in malaysia and break 1 chair everyday.. means we're wasting 9 millions ringgit per day. then after that i forgot his response..haha wasn't paying attention in class cause i was thinking bout other stuff...
after school, i met another guy, we were playing basketball together... suddenly 1 10cents drop out, i ask whose money, the guy replied : aiya, 10cents only ma, you can't even buy a sweet. do you know that 100 10 cents can buy a T-shirt already?? and that shirt can wear for like few months?? just imagine if you waste 10 cents per day, 1 year you waste 30 bucks, and if you were to work for the 30 bucks you need to waste like 5 hours(when only if your pay is 6bucks per hour) of your life. just imagine....1 year you waste 5 hours...20 years later you wasted 100 hours...just example la...dun give lame comments k?
money money money~~~
oh ya!! tomorrow is sport's day, feel so excited and also nervous cause have QM duty, and duno what am i going to do tomorrow, haha... just hope everything will go smoothly and everything done in time =)
need to chaoz d, going out... T_T
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Childhood ??
for the past week i keep thinking bout other ppl and bout myself... what type of childhood they and i actually had... for your info, i'm doing my QuarterMaster thinge at the field for the past week + today... i was placed in the lontar peluru station, also known as the most dirty station... as you know, it have been raining everyday for like 1 month?? the field is so wet and muddy... when i look at those who are throwing the "peluru", they're like : eww, it's so wet and muddy, eww...it's so smelly....eww it's so slippery... at that moment, i was thinking... if you're joining this activity, i suppose you to expect such a thing will happen right?? can't you wash your hand after throwing?? or hold your breath for few seconds??
i was born in KL but i grew up in a Kampung....which i never see computer until i was 6, i grown up in a kampung call Sungai Kerang, somewhere my grandma stays. in my kampung....it's like only 1 street, with like 60 houses only...1 family 1 house... i'm staying with my grandma, 2nd uncle, 3rd uncle, grandpa, 1st uncle, 3 cousins and my aunt. my cousins always go out and i seldom have chance to play with them, so i always play alone. and i'm friendless when i was 3~7 cause i'm freaking naughty and rude...i'm not stupid telling other ppl this but just sharing with my friendz. i always follow my grandma to catch crabs at those muddy place. so i dun mind muddy la, as in smelly... what can you expect mann?? not just soil or sand la...even if your clothes or any paper....it got wet and before it totally dry up it got wet again...so it's like keep mixing up....what smell you're expecting?? a neutral one?? stop complaining it's smelly la...
just like rubbish, why you complain?? those ppl are so good enough to help you throw your rubbish every day or maybe every 2 days, you still complain it's smelly?? just ask yourself...will you sacrifice to do such a thing??
until i'm 7 year old, i first time see western food and first time hear someone speaking english... at my kampung, the teachers are teaching me mandarin using hokkien you know?? after i'm 10 i got addicted to western food and keep growing... 9~10 year old i gained 20 kgs...OMG !!! do you know that i failed my english test for like 10 exams?? standard 4~6... luckily a teacher helped me...at last i got A in UPSR...hehe, i failed my english so many times but yet i din give up myself from learning it... now my english still weak but at least i can communicate with the others using it. have you thought of other ppl when you're complaining bout your own life?? eventhough i grown up in a kampung, but at least appreciate it... i've learn how to appreciate other ppl's work... like rubbish collector, toilet cleaner and etc, i really respect them because they're doing something that's really great because there's no one else would do that...
just like my QM duty, there's only a few QMs would take the muddy ball... some retard ones only sit one side and go pikat girl.... he's doing nothing but he got the credit too?? is it fair??
ok, an advice from me, just learn how to appreciate the others =) think of the others before you're complaining bout something =)
i was born in KL but i grew up in a Kampung....which i never see computer until i was 6, i grown up in a kampung call Sungai Kerang, somewhere my grandma stays. in my kampung....it's like only 1 street, with like 60 houses only...1 family 1 house... i'm staying with my grandma, 2nd uncle, 3rd uncle, grandpa, 1st uncle, 3 cousins and my aunt. my cousins always go out and i seldom have chance to play with them, so i always play alone. and i'm friendless when i was 3~7 cause i'm freaking naughty and rude...i'm not stupid telling other ppl this but just sharing with my friendz. i always follow my grandma to catch crabs at those muddy place. so i dun mind muddy la, as in smelly... what can you expect mann?? not just soil or sand la...even if your clothes or any paper....it got wet and before it totally dry up it got wet again...so it's like keep mixing up....what smell you're expecting?? a neutral one?? stop complaining it's smelly la...
just like rubbish, why you complain?? those ppl are so good enough to help you throw your rubbish every day or maybe every 2 days, you still complain it's smelly?? just ask yourself...will you sacrifice to do such a thing??
until i'm 7 year old, i first time see western food and first time hear someone speaking english... at my kampung, the teachers are teaching me mandarin using hokkien you know?? after i'm 10 i got addicted to western food and keep growing... 9~10 year old i gained 20 kgs...OMG !!! do you know that i failed my english test for like 10 exams?? standard 4~6... luckily a teacher helped me...at last i got A in UPSR...hehe, i failed my english so many times but yet i din give up myself from learning it... now my english still weak but at least i can communicate with the others using it. have you thought of other ppl when you're complaining bout your own life?? eventhough i grown up in a kampung, but at least appreciate it... i've learn how to appreciate other ppl's work... like rubbish collector, toilet cleaner and etc, i really respect them because they're doing something that's really great because there's no one else would do that...
just like my QM duty, there's only a few QMs would take the muddy ball... some retard ones only sit one side and go pikat girl.... he's doing nothing but he got the credit too?? is it fair??
ok, an advice from me, just learn how to appreciate the others =) think of the others before you're complaining bout something =)
Sunday, April 20, 2008
OMGN ?!?!?!?!?
Oh My Good-Ness !!!! i can't believe i did that today mann, i actually act as a FEMALE and doing runway on the stage?? yuckz mann, i'm soo FAT !!! somemore have to show...haiz, really need to slim down after this mann, today could be the worst thing i ever done in my life.
today 3rd part of the performance, my hand keep shivering and shaking when i holding her hand...because it's like .....first time in my life loo...maybe i'm a bit childish gua...and maybe some ppl will pity me lo..haha....17 year old still never hold a girl's hand before....haiz... but luckily she holds lo, cause most of the girls sure like shy to hold hand de ma... or they dun like holding someone else's hand loo... it's a special day for me today loo, today's performance also nothing much... just feel that all 5 girls are gorgeous... haha but the most outstanding one is crystal haha...
actually i also feel sad for myself lo, haha... sometimes i scold ppl childish...i also thought of myself lo...am i having a childish thought?? i'm still thinking of first love, first kissing, first holding hands, first hanging out solo with a girl?? or etc la... my friends all like did before d... i'm still like a kid XD but doesn't mean i do already will become mature la...just that i will gain experience lo.. but sometimes my friends really talking nonsense lo, they like talk without using the brain loo, not all friends are so la, just some ppl lo... whatever they do/say is like... what a kid would do la... for me they're childish lah, even they did something wrong also will deny de
i really hope they can get their brain as soon as possible....cause they're hurting ppl everyday...their words are full of spikes and thorns... sharp and thin... straight to the heart... duno how many innocent ppl got hurt by them everyday.
today 3rd part of the performance, my hand keep shivering and shaking when i holding her hand...because it's like .....first time in my life loo...maybe i'm a bit childish gua...and maybe some ppl will pity me lo..haha....17 year old still never hold a girl's hand before....haiz... but luckily she holds lo, cause most of the girls sure like shy to hold hand de ma... or they dun like holding someone else's hand loo... it's a special day for me today loo, today's performance also nothing much... just feel that all 5 girls are gorgeous... haha but the most outstanding one is crystal haha...
actually i also feel sad for myself lo, haha... sometimes i scold ppl childish...i also thought of myself lo...am i having a childish thought?? i'm still thinking of first love, first kissing, first holding hands, first hanging out solo with a girl?? or etc la... my friends all like did before d... i'm still like a kid XD but doesn't mean i do already will become mature la...just that i will gain experience lo.. but sometimes my friends really talking nonsense lo, they like talk without using the brain loo, not all friends are so la, just some ppl lo... whatever they do/say is like... what a kid would do la... for me they're childish lah, even they did something wrong also will deny de
i really hope they can get their brain as soon as possible....cause they're hurting ppl everyday...their words are full of spikes and thorns... sharp and thin... straight to the heart... duno how many innocent ppl got hurt by them everyday.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
My lucky day =)
Today after school, i had my lunch alone T_T but i quite lucky today la, after my lunch i went to my mom's office to get umbrella cause it's raining very heavily.... after came out from my mom's office, an old man ask me to lend him my umbrella, since i'm not in hurry, i lent him the umbrella. i waited like 10 mins i started to worried... is it possible that old man scammed my umbrella?? once i thought of the question in my mind, the old man appeared... haha...so the answer is NO. he thank'ed me and offer me to drive me to my tuition's place. i rejected him for the 1st time but he still keep saying : nevermind la, i send you~... since he's so nice, i follow him lo...he sent me to SS2's McD...save my time walking lo...hehe. before i come out from he car, he said : it's a very kind of you for lending me your umbrella, i asked few ppl they also run away. then he ask me : which school you from?? boy... and i replied DJ. after that he say : that school have such a student... at that moment, i feel very proud...hahahaha
this is the 1st lucky thinge, today is my friend king sum's birthday, i meet him at McD before we go to tuition... he was eating McD set... then i not enough money...so i ordered McFlurry. the counter's girl give me a Sausage McMuffin voucher. king sum was like wtf?? just now i order she din give me any voucher le....i'm so lucky....although it's not some expensive voucher or what...but i still happy with it la...hehe
this is the 1st lucky thinge, today is my friend king sum's birthday, i meet him at McD before we go to tuition... he was eating McD set... then i not enough money...so i ordered McFlurry. the counter's girl give me a Sausage McMuffin voucher. king sum was like wtf?? just now i order she din give me any voucher le....i'm so lucky....although it's not some expensive voucher or what...but i still happy with it la...hehe
Saturday, April 12, 2008
OMGWTHHT ?!?!?!
OMGWTHHT
= Oh My Gosh !! What The Hell Happened Today ?!?!?!?!
ok, today after school we're going to discuss bout a performance on stage, we've planned something better before this someone just can't make it, so we changed our ideas. after planning i was like OMGWTHITFSC ?!?!?! Oh My Gosh, What The Hell Is This Freaking Scary Clothes ?!?!? just duno how am i gonna face this mann. i'm having problems these few days and i duno what problem mann, i'm kinda sleepy these few days, then like super hot tempered, get angry very easily this few days...sobz, sorry to everyone mann, i really in bad mood but i also duno why i'm bad mood... it just somehow enter my life and somehow control me ?? i'm scolding ppl like no one care and i really rude mann, i dun like to be rude and normally I GUESS i'm not rude gua, duno la... and thanks to the person who belanja'ed us at McD, really appreciate her treat...hehe, maybe some other day i'll belanja her back la..aha
i duno lah, maybe i too long din talk to ppl gua, suddenly express ALL OUT but in the wrong way?? i scold ppl like every minute, even teacher also like dun bother me anymore....today no matter what i say also no one care, like hated me or what.... haiz, what i heard from my friends are walao, you damm sweaty mann, you got bring tissue?, this question how to do?? i was wondering is there anyone care bout my life?? i guess no gua, and why would anyone cares bout me huh?? not like i'm popular or really handsome or what...haha... no one ever ask me how's my school day, how's my day, how's my homework, know to do or not ah? seriously no one has ask me so lo... i really hope someone will do so la but not everyday...hehe...no one tell me my mistakes, my wrongs or what....how am i going to improve?? got dammit, just telll me whatever is wrong la...sobz, i dun like living this way mann !!! really wish a so call "perfect world" exist, everything is just nice and right, no thief, no murderer, no robber, no crime, no negative values.
just like my teacher said, Life is not a bed of roses, Life is a problem, no one on earth that doesn't face problems, everyone faces problems in life. she also say that Life is not measure by the number of breaths you take, it is measured by the moments that take your breaths away. i feel like i dun hav enough breath to take now... so many moments are taking my breaths away.
= Oh My Gosh !! What The Hell Happened Today ?!?!?!?!
ok, today after school we're going to discuss bout a performance on stage, we've planned something better before this someone just can't make it, so we changed our ideas. after planning i was like OMGWTHITFSC ?!?!?! Oh My Gosh, What The Hell Is This Freaking Scary Clothes ?!?!? just duno how am i gonna face this mann. i'm having problems these few days and i duno what problem mann, i'm kinda sleepy these few days, then like super hot tempered, get angry very easily this few days...sobz, sorry to everyone mann, i really in bad mood but i also duno why i'm bad mood... it just somehow enter my life and somehow control me ?? i'm scolding ppl like no one care and i really rude mann, i dun like to be rude and normally I GUESS i'm not rude gua, duno la... and thanks to the person who belanja'ed us at McD, really appreciate her treat...hehe, maybe some other day i'll belanja her back la..aha
i duno lah, maybe i too long din talk to ppl gua, suddenly express ALL OUT but in the wrong way?? i scold ppl like every minute, even teacher also like dun bother me anymore....today no matter what i say also no one care, like hated me or what.... haiz, what i heard from my friends are walao, you damm sweaty mann, you got bring tissue?, this question how to do?? i was wondering is there anyone care bout my life?? i guess no gua, and why would anyone cares bout me huh?? not like i'm popular or really handsome or what...haha... no one ever ask me how's my school day, how's my day, how's my homework, know to do or not ah? seriously no one has ask me so lo... i really hope someone will do so la but not everyday...hehe...no one tell me my mistakes, my wrongs or what....how am i going to improve?? got dammit, just telll me whatever is wrong la...sobz, i dun like living this way mann !!! really wish a so call "perfect world" exist, everything is just nice and right, no thief, no murderer, no robber, no crime, no negative values.
just like my teacher said, Life is not a bed of roses, Life is a problem, no one on earth that doesn't face problems, everyone faces problems in life. she also say that Life is not measure by the number of breaths you take, it is measured by the moments that take your breaths away. i feel like i dun hav enough breath to take now... so many moments are taking my breaths away.
Friday, April 11, 2008
Self Discipline ?? maybe~~ ahah
as usual lo, after school staying back, today got quarter master (QM) thinge, but encik K din turn up, haiz...
but after that...around 6pm i went to somewhere to pray... it's not housing area and it's also not temple...i just duno how to describe la..hehe... jus somewhere la... while praying, those sifus play instruments, and it's really loud =X but after hearing the sound, i feel peaceful...haha... but the ear got a bit pain lo, it's SERIOUSLY LOUD !!! hehe, the main sifu aka master, he from Sydney !! cool~~ heh, his english is dammmm good la !!! i wish i could be like him mann....hehe sit there and prayed for 2 hours... sitting for 2 hours without standing... after the 2 hours my leg is like numb !! zzz hehe, but the whole thinge used like 5 hours loo... including my dinner...haha
another day praying =), i can feel myself changing bit by bit lo... i think i should go more often...haha...but always need like 4~6 hours, but still learnt something new la...eheh
then finish at around 11pm+ + +, and we got a jamm !! cause many ppl just finish work i guess...ehe, i reached home at 12am ++ still with my school uniform..=.=" after i took my bath i go sleep d loo.
but after that...around 6pm i went to somewhere to pray... it's not housing area and it's also not temple...i just duno how to describe la..hehe... jus somewhere la... while praying, those sifus play instruments, and it's really loud =X but after hearing the sound, i feel peaceful...haha... but the ear got a bit pain lo, it's SERIOUSLY LOUD !!! hehe, the main sifu aka master, he from Sydney !! cool~~ heh, his english is dammmm good la !!! i wish i could be like him mann....hehe sit there and prayed for 2 hours... sitting for 2 hours without standing... after the 2 hours my leg is like numb !! zzz hehe, but the whole thinge used like 5 hours loo... including my dinner...haha
another day praying =), i can feel myself changing bit by bit lo... i think i should go more often...haha...but always need like 4~6 hours, but still learnt something new la...eheh
then finish at around 11pm+ + +, and we got a jamm !! cause many ppl just finish work i guess...ehe, i reached home at 12am ++ still with my school uniform..=.=" after i took my bath i go sleep d loo.
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
I'm So HOT today !!!!
it's good that we returned to our original class after they fixed the roof, extended the roof and etc. but it's SO HOT !!! because the roof BLOCKED all the wind =.=" i was like sweating every second... damm HOT !!! i dun mind it's hot la, and my freaking class is so freaking noisy until i got headache... the weather is already hot enough and they make noise somemore...make the weather hotter and more cardon dioxide as they respire more when they talk...haha
but when i thought of what someone did, i'm really glad that i have such a friend =P she's busy all the time and yet she finish everything she should finish, whenever a friend is sick, she really concerns mann !!! a really nice friend i have here...hahaha, and she's the first girl who really appreciate my sms wish... =) normally ppl just ignore me... sobz they think that i'm just an ordinary friend that send sms to them and dun cheer for them... but at least i supported them right? sobz need to go take a nap d, headache today... =) will be back later to watch tv...wakakaka
but when i thought of what someone did, i'm really glad that i have such a friend =P she's busy all the time and yet she finish everything she should finish, whenever a friend is sick, she really concerns mann !!! a really nice friend i have here...hahaha, and she's the first girl who really appreciate my sms wish... =) normally ppl just ignore me... sobz they think that i'm just an ordinary friend that send sms to them and dun cheer for them... but at least i supported them right? sobz need to go take a nap d, headache today... =) will be back later to watch tv...wakakaka
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