hello ~

lolz, once upon a time ~

dunno how long ago, but it's very long ago, long until i couldn't remember how long was it ago, my last post....

haha... ok, just trying to be lame cause so long never lame d... in camp, i'm just being childish... haha!! so no one have to see my emo side or like my serious face... i never really wanted those new met friends to see the so call "bad side" of mine... if i remained the same, i guess i'll end up friendless? haha... sometimes i just have that kind of fear.. fear of friendless.... the feeling of loneliness... just so hate being alone.... ok ok, stop that for now...

hmm, bout ns... it's really fun... 1 thing i dun really like is their schedule... much time wasted there... and we, trainees... too much time for us to rest... haha... i thought of like... use up the time to the maximum, but... just too much time to rest... at least we can talk with friends during those time... or else, really wasted blindly.... haha... really dunno what else to say ler, like before this so many ppl story bout ns...

i'll post some pics of my camp in the next post bah =)