a thing?

there's always something,
but we always thought there's nothing,
then we'll say anything,
but when you say anything, that's everything.

we always say anything and we thought it's nothing,
but that's the everything that leave a thing.

when ppl ask you something, there's always a reason, although sometimes it looks annoying or bothering, it might be a sentence of deep concern from that person... or sometimes when ppl ask you where you wan to go, what you wan to eat... you're just replying ANYTHING LAH~ that will just keep you a distance from that person knowing you more... dun always hang the word anything on your mouth, if a person really concern bout you and you give this kind of reaction... then it will leave a mark on the heart... maybe a scar or a wound that will leave a memory... maybe i'm making things BIG ~ but, try to observe more what's around you.... what you have when you needed someone or something. most of the time, things dun come by themselves, you just have to go for it...

1st - you grab the chance to make the change
2nd - wait for the changes and lost your chance

so not convincing right?? i'm such a quiet person... how i grab the chance i wan to?? a friend of mine told me... it's just a girl.... what's so hard talking to her?? it's not like she's gonna eat you or rape you... ya, i've tried many times after got convinced by a few friends of mine... but still... argh !!

IT'S JUST A GIRL ~ why am i so no guts ?!?!? it's my luck to meet her already, why i still dun take the chance !! damm...

*slapping own face*
*clenching*
*smacking the pillows*