lolz, awarenes

haha, i just notice i'm those really hot tempered ppl mann.
almost everyday i scolded ppl, haiz

but today, i realise something, whenever i scold, i'm scolding for their own good. but i used the wrong way. haha. maybe that's why they never learn. today art class, our art teacher scolded us for reaching art room late for 30 minutes. which is almost 1 period already. before that i keep scolding and rushing the classmates to line up and go to the room, but everyone just dun bother what i say and ignore me, keep talking, talking, talking like no one care. i know many ppl hate seni, but since we're taking it already, do it with our best la. it's not i'm emo or angry, i'm just doing my job ok?? i need to lock up the class room, that's why i'm always the last student. i really cannot stand anymore mann.

at least i know next time when i wanna tell them something, i should tell in a super polite way. =)

and i just realise i need to change all my passwords, she's no longer here. no point putting her name anymore. i think i'm kinda stupid when i think back how crazy i am bout her. almost thinking her every seconds. haiz, now... everything is gone. although i dun get to have her in my life, but i know and i'm glad to meet her in my life. everyone is special and i'll remember everyone =) so ya, time to change passwords =) it will take me a long time mann, more than 5 accounts is her name...haha....