feeling, something really weird... but i know... it's real this time... this one girl... made me realise... those girls in my past... were like... just names... names to fill in the answer space when someone ask me : who's your target now? who do you like now? and etc ...
Chapter 1
this girl... made my time frozen... i'll never realise how much time i spent for her... everything just gotten so fast when she's around... looking at her for 20 minutes feels like 2 seconds... thinking bout her for 3 hours feels like 3 minutes... i never felt this way before... sometimes, i really wish i can just wrap my hand around her waist, and whisper to her ears, you look gorgeous today... everything's so wonderful when she's around... but, she made me realise... how hard life is... everyday, we'll have to work hard just to live on... and also, everyday, we're living in lies... and ppl like me, digging truth everyday and end up hate myself being so busy-body... but sometimes, i felt like i'm fated to know the truths... there are so many truths that i shouldn't know, shouldn't tell... somehow i fated to know, somehow i'm tested, and somehow i'm at the passing line... i'm pushing myself real hard just to stay standing, stay strong... after knowing so much truth... sometimes i even think, why is it so hard now? why must it be so hard for me? but i'm still believing that... things are hard for now because they're gonna be easier in the future... she also made me realise, how life can be so wonderful... how life can be so beautiful within such a short period of time... somehow the 1 hour of joy can cover 1 year of sorrow...
every time i meet her, i feel like i'm at a big green field, riding on a white and well tamed horse... with a flying castle on the sky, waterfalls around it, and unicorns flying~ everytime she's around... it's making my heart beats faster... sometimes i dun even know what i'm doing, just like the coffee, i end up being so not professional... XD somehow when i do stuff around her... she's the only one i'm thinking... and somehow, every moment became precious to have her around... and... everyone dun hav to be perfect, dun hav to keep trying hard to be a better person... cause when someone really loves you... you'll be perfect naturally... because he/she will look beyond your imperfections... i dun mind waiting every 3 months just to have a day or two of joy... you just dun know how grateful i am to have you around... how great you are to brighten my days, my dreams... how glad i am to have known you in my life... you've painted my walls with colours...
Chapter 3
if you love something/someone, let it/him/her go. if it comes back to you, its yours. if it doesn't, it never was... yar... many ppl think this way, and maybe it's the correct way... but to me... it's just half true... cause if everyone is thinking that way, everyone let it go... then what and whose gonna pair you up ? cause everyone just let go and wait for the ms right or mr right... somehow someone have to work hard to go after someone they love right? it gotto be balanced... 1 wait and 1 go for it.... 1 let go, and 1 catches the other one... no one say love gonna be easy, no one say life gonna be easy, and no one say love life gonna be easy... in this love life, somehow we need the right person, right place and right timing for it... if not.... everything's just so not yours... eventhough you're fated to be with this guy or this girl, but if you never work hard to maintain this relationship... i'm sorry, you've wasted your fate... dun let the fate or god do all the job, we, ourselves have to work hard for what we want, who we love...
Chapter 4
every boy wants to have a girl that can point at them and say out proudly : this is my guy... a guy who changed my life... of course... i'm not in the exclusion list... i'm same like other guys... a guy who wanted a girl... who he can spend the rest of his life with... a girl that willing to spend her time listening to his problems when he's feeling down or stressed, a girl that willing to listen to his dream eventhough she can't confirmed it's true, a girl that will count on him no matter what happens, a girl who supports him no matter what... and i wish to be the guy... a guy who's able to say : dear, dun worry, i'm here for you and it's just a nightmare when you're having nightmare at night... a guy who can comfort you when you're crying, a guy who can make you smile, who can brighten your days, a guy that you know you can trust no matter what happens, a guy you would reach for when you needed someone... a guy that you would hug and say : dear, i'm feeling cold and i need you now...
Ending/Beginning
somehow, i'm just so in love with this one girl... a girl i know i would live for, a girl i know i would die for... a girl i wanted to care so much, protect so much... and i'm just a guy who's waiting for his true love to be delivered... i do believe fairy tales are for real, and this love story will be in the history... as long as we hold our faith... everything's possible... believe in what we want but not what we were asked to... afterall, we're living for us...
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