Thursday, January 7, 2010

got inspired again, tonight....

it's feeling once again, my readers... haha... this time gonna explain bout my love~ well... i never knew it can be that hurt for loving someone... i only started to notice... when we truely love someone and we can't get her/him ( i'll use her in my post k ? )... i'm feeling like bella in twilight now... almost everyday my heart is aching for missing the someone i love... sometimes it really aches til i wanna scream in the middle of the night... loving someone so deep... it's like... only happens like 1 in a million? gosh... now i know how bella feels... the pain in her heart every night disturbing her sleep... haha...

and i got this thinking just now... you're like a passenger in a bus... from the day i met you, i entered the bus... all this while... i'm travelling around along with you in the bus... we 2... sitting there... seeing ppl coming up and going down like those ppl we thought we're in love with... but... they're just passer by... and, it depends on them, whether wanna sit near us to know us more, or just sit somewhere further... bus door at the front, you're sitting at the middle and i'm sitting at the back... all this while... all the ppl we've seen... just like that~ and i placed those positions in that way, cause... i'm seeing you all the time... i mean... i put you before me... hehe... and guess what, here's the funniest part... we 2 sitting at this 1 bus... and this bus will never reach a destination where we both can go down... and... i just want to see you leaving me safely... that's why i chose to sit at the back...

i dunno how is it... but that's all i'm feeling tonight... bella's pain and the bus thing... the whole idea's just... like that... hehe...

I ЃOΛE λOn like i always do =)

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