OMGN ?!?!?!?!?

Oh My Good-Ness !!!! i can't believe i did that today mann, i actually act as a FEMALE and doing runway on the stage?? yuckz mann, i'm soo FAT !!! somemore have to show...haiz, really need to slim down after this mann, today could be the worst thing i ever done in my life.

today 3rd part of the performance, my hand keep shivering and shaking when i holding her hand...because it's like .....first time in my life loo...maybe i'm a bit childish gua...and maybe some ppl will pity me lo..haha....17 year old still never hold a girl's hand before....haiz... but luckily she holds lo, cause most of the girls sure like shy to hold hand de ma... or they dun like holding someone else's hand loo... it's a special day for me today loo, today's performance also nothing much... just feel that all 5 girls are gorgeous... haha but the most outstanding one is crystal haha...

actually i also feel sad for myself lo, haha... sometimes i scold ppl childish...i also thought of myself lo...am i having a childish thought?? i'm still thinking of first love, first kissing, first holding hands, first hanging out solo with a girl?? or etc la... my friends all like did before d... i'm still like a kid XD but doesn't mean i do already will become mature la...just that i will gain experience lo.. but sometimes my friends really talking nonsense lo, they like talk without using the brain loo, not all friends are so la, just some ppl lo... whatever they do/say is like... what a kid would do la... for me they're childish lah, even they did something wrong also will deny de

i really hope they can get their brain as soon as possible....cause they're hurting ppl everyday...their words are full of spikes and thorns... sharp and thin... straight to the heart... duno how many innocent ppl got hurt by them everyday.

My lucky day =)

Today after school, i had my lunch alone T_T but i quite lucky today la, after my lunch i went to my mom's office to get umbrella cause it's raining very heavily.... after came out from my mom's office, an old man ask me to lend him my umbrella, since i'm not in hurry, i lent him the umbrella. i waited like 10 mins i started to worried... is it possible that old man scammed my umbrella?? once i thought of the question in my mind, the old man appeared... haha...so the answer is NO. he thank'ed me and offer me to drive me to my tuition's place. i rejected him for the 1st time but he still keep saying : nevermind la, i send you~... since he's so nice, i follow him lo...he sent me to SS2's McD...save my time walking lo...hehe. before i come out from he car, he said : it's a very kind of you for lending me your umbrella, i asked few ppl they also run away. then he ask me : which school you from?? boy... and i replied DJ. after that he say : that school have such a student... at that moment, i feel very proud...hahahaha

this is the 1st lucky thinge, today is my friend king sum's birthday, i meet him at McD before we go to tuition... he was eating McD set... then i not enough money...so i ordered McFlurry. the counter's girl give me a Sausage McMuffin voucher. king sum was like wtf?? just now i order she din give me any voucher le....i'm so lucky....although it's not some expensive voucher or what...but i still happy with it la...hehe

OMGWTHHT ?!?!?!

OMGWTHHT
= Oh My Gosh !! What The Hell Happened Today ?!?!?!?!

ok, today after school we're going to discuss bout a performance on stage, we've planned something better before this someone just can't make it, so we changed our ideas. after planning i was like OMGWTHITFSC ?!?!?! Oh My Gosh, What The Hell Is This Freaking Scary Clothes ?!?!? just duno how am i gonna face this mann. i'm having problems these few days and i duno what problem mann, i'm kinda sleepy these few days, then like super hot tempered, get angry very easily this few days...sobz, sorry to everyone mann, i really in bad mood but i also duno why i'm bad mood... it just somehow enter my life and somehow control me ?? i'm scolding ppl like no one care and i really rude mann, i dun like to be rude and normally I GUESS i'm not rude gua, duno la... and thanks to the person who belanja'ed us at McD, really appreciate her treat...hehe, maybe some other day i'll belanja her back la..aha

i duno lah, maybe i too long din talk to ppl gua, suddenly express ALL OUT but in the wrong way?? i scold ppl like every minute, even teacher also like dun bother me anymore....today no matter what i say also no one care, like hated me or what.... haiz, what i heard from my friends are walao, you damm sweaty mann, you got bring tissue?, this question how to do?? i was wondering is there anyone care bout my life?? i guess no gua, and why would anyone cares bout me huh?? not like i'm popular or really handsome or what...haha... no one ever ask me how's my school day, how's my day, how's my homework, know to do or not ah? seriously no one has ask me so lo... i really hope someone will do so la but not everyday...hehe...no one tell me my mistakes, my wrongs or what....how am i going to improve?? got dammit, just telll me whatever is wrong la...sobz, i dun like living this way mann !!! really wish a so call "perfect world" exist, everything is just nice and right, no thief, no murderer, no robber, no crime, no negative values.

just like my teacher said, Life is not a bed of roses, Life is a problem, no one on earth that doesn't face problems, everyone faces problems in life. she also say that Life is not measure by the number of breaths you take, it is measured by the moments that take your breaths away. i feel like i dun hav enough breath to take now... so many moments are taking my breaths away.

Self Discipline ?? maybe~~ ahah

as usual lo, after school staying back, today got quarter master (QM) thinge, but encik K din turn up, haiz...

but after that...around 6pm i went to somewhere to pray... it's not housing area and it's also not temple...i just duno how to describe la..hehe... jus somewhere la... while praying, those sifus play instruments, and it's really loud =X but after hearing the sound, i feel peaceful...haha... but the ear got a bit pain lo, it's SERIOUSLY LOUD !!! hehe, the main sifu aka master, he from Sydney !! cool~~ heh, his english is dammmm good la !!! i wish i could be like him mann....hehe sit there and prayed for 2 hours... sitting for 2 hours without standing... after the 2 hours my leg is like numb !! zzz hehe, but the whole thinge used like 5 hours loo... including my dinner...haha
another day praying =), i can feel myself changing bit by bit lo... i think i should go more often...haha...but always need like 4~6 hours, but still learnt something new la...eheh

then finish at around 11pm+ + +, and we got a jamm !! cause many ppl just finish work i guess...ehe, i reached home at 12am ++ still with my school uniform..=.=" after i took my bath i go sleep d loo.

I'm So HOT today !!!!

it's good that we returned to our original class after they fixed the roof, extended the roof and etc. but it's SO HOT !!! because the roof BLOCKED all the wind =.=" i was like sweating every second... damm HOT !!! i dun mind it's hot la, and my freaking class is so freaking noisy until i got headache... the weather is already hot enough and they make noise somemore...make the weather hotter and more cardon dioxide as they respire more when they talk...haha

but when i thought of what someone did, i'm really glad that i have such a friend =P she's busy all the time and yet she finish everything she should finish, whenever a friend is sick, she really concerns mann !!! a really nice friend i have here...hahaha, and she's the first girl who really appreciate my sms wish... =) normally ppl just ignore me... sobz they think that i'm just an ordinary friend that send sms to them and dun cheer for them... but at least i supported them right? sobz need to go take a nap d, headache today... =) will be back later to watch tv...wakakaka

today leh, hmm Michelle Lim's birthday =) after school i took a bath at drea's house. then we go curve. when we arrived curve at 2:30, we keep calling kingzz and hoong seong but they din pick up. we thought they still painting in the school. then we went to play pool, 2 match also lost to drea !!!! stupid mao mao !!!! then i call chun ming, he say start d, at red box la... when we go into red box we're like 2 hours late...=.=" means if we go red box straight at 230 = ngam ngam hou. haiz ~ ~ but still, we had fun !!! it was so fun !!!

everyone is hopping, shaking, singing, shouting, eating, drinking....zzz the "ing" haha. andrea know how to rap leh !!! and it rhymes with the song....haha everyone was like -.-" when they heard andrea's rapping...haha

ok, after that we go take cab to go home lo.... and we got conned... grr. there's one taxi, duno H _ _ 7475, conned our money !!! the meter is running like mad, stated 45 seconds = 10 cent but his meter was like 10 cent every 10 seconds...cause we're having a jamm between BU and DU. then suddenly his meter from 7.30 JUMP TO 10.60 !!! we was like WTF !!! then jen hoong ask the uncle, chinese somemore leh..chinese con chinese...so jit dor. Jen Hoong : uncle, why your meter will JUMP DIGITS de ?? the uncle replied : how i know??? the meter is given by the taxi company...HOW I KNOW THE METER RUN SO FAST ?!?!??!? then we cannot tahan ask him to stop outside SMKDU. have you take a cab that cost you 12 bucks from curve to SMKDU ??? we took another cab and sent kah kei home. she was so worried cause she's late home...around 8 liaoz... after our supper we(me and jen hoong) go andrea's house. jen hoong keep saying and making jokes for us, drea laugh til sit on the road and i just swt cause i'm a joker too ma... where can laugh so easily... jen hoong really entertained us a lot !! thanks jen hoong !!!

A Bad Day~

haiz, today... a friend of mine got transferred to another school... a nice friend i know since Standard 5, he's a very nice guy, he'll try to help you as much as he could if you ask so... like buying ingredients, planning some event, or anything else la... too bad he left our school T_T

today, damm piss off. my handphone got rampas by the pengawas, i think there's some spy in my class. and 1 thing, my class like 7 ppl bring phone....all left in the class but the pengawas CHECKED whole class's bag but they only manage to find 3 phones??? i was keep wondering how would that happen ?_? theirs din kena rampas = maybe lucky lo...but they keep laughing at those kena rampas one, somemore say PADAN MUKA !!! they brought handphones to school every single day but they din kena. haiz~ when ppl kena they laugh so happily, when they ownself kena like got ppl die ...beg this beg that say what shit excuses bringing phone to school.
oh please ?!?! bring phone to school to see videos and listen songs?? but i did thought before i bring the phone lo, my phone is Nokia1100, no videos, no songs, not even memory card. i off the sound and vibrate so it won't interupt the PNP. but still...no mercy....haiz....maybe just my bad luck la.

after that i went temple with my mom, that's a nice one mann...i became so much relieve and open minded after listening to the "pray". i learnt a lot from the Sibet Monks =) they really tought me a lot !!! but not just me la....i'm with like 40 ppls....elders and youngsters... i won't be bringing phone to school no matter what now !!! i'm sorry to my teachers...T_T please forgive me. no matter who you are, just don break any rules !

Finally~~ it's finished but another thing has rises

finally~ the stupid english drama pass d. the drama is a waste of energy, time and bla bla bla. i know it's our last year in the school...but then make something more interesting la...or something that's not so pressuring...because of the drama, friends argue, fight, scold each other, blame'ing each other, complaining and so on~ it's something like evil spirit that wanted to seperate us...
anyway, it's gone !!! ahahahaha, now better d.

but..this coming thursday is exam d, having perdagangan and bm and pol....OMG?!??! 3 test in a day...T_T i also duno i can handle or not...haiz exam exam exam~~ but then....i still like exam more than homeworks....haha....exam just need to study and read and memorize and master the skill of answering... but then homework, haiz~ need to write need to copy and bla bla bla bla... always make my head spins...ahaahhaha, to whoever read my blog, i'm wishing you to get the result of the best...ahaha... please go study after you read...ahhaha....

boring~ boring~ boring~ haiz, since duno how many years ago...many ppl say i'm a BORING type person, i also duno why am i so boring lo, i just duno how to interact lo. i wanted to change but then i duno how!!! or where or which part should i change...sometimes, i just duno what to say lo, or sometimes when ppl talking to me i duno how to giv response lo... i felt like...i'm a failure lo...everytime ppl ask this ask that, my answer only got one, which is I DUNO !!! i also duno why i duno so many stuff, cars~ phones~ games~ studies~ whatever la, i know nothing la... i'm just a lifeless gamer who play games everyday and only know bout the game i playing, other games = DUN ASK ME !!! i duno !!! haiz, i duno should i type this here or not cause like...no one read or even care bout me, but i just wan to express lo...not to act ke lian la...but seriously if you wan me to change or anything...tell me how please... cause i just duno how to solve problems... i just wish some "angels" could save me from my life *dreaming* hope next year when form 5 i'll improve a bit la, haiz... life should be enjoying, having fun and bla... but duno why i feel like, my life so boring!!! someone please tell me what to do la...haiz

first time going out with my elder brother, hahaha. we went to watch Bee Movie at GSC(New Wing), that movie so farny!!!! can't stop laughing, i know that movie a bit...erm....outdated la...but i seldom go out ma T_T the most farny part is when the Barry choosing his shirt, yellow and black, yellow and black, oh!! black and yellow...sooo farny wei...hahahahha.

after watching Bee Movie, we went Newway or whatsoever la, the karaoke above the bowling place la zzZzZ. 2 ppl inside and sing for 4 hours?!?!? OMFG !!! so sickening, somemore this is my first time going karaoke, haiz~ so disappointed, i sing so SUCK !!! cause i can't follow the lyrics and some lyrics i dun even know how to read!!! damm chinese, got so many complicated words...ahahahhaa JOKING !!! learning chinese is fun...hehe... just when writing the essay a bit tired lo, XD and english songs, haiz~~ seldom listen to them and when the song come out...alamak, tak tau menyanyi ke? sing like a dog barking around..=.=" only 1 word to describe, SUCK !!!! T_T i think i should go karaoke more often, hehe