haiz, why everyone around is so untrustable?? 1 thing can spread so fast in a day.
trusted them so much but still can't be trusted.
regret telling them.
when someone promise you that he/she won't say it out, most of the time they're lying. sometimes they won't say it out, they go straight to the person you like and ask what they think bout you. omg! stress mann... i'm seriously saying i like someone when i'm talking to you 1 on 1. when there's a group or other ppl, most of the time i'm joking. when i say i dun like it, please don't do it again. =) thank you~
today will be my last day d!! no matter how excited am i, i'm not gonna share any happiness or sadness to those who betrayed me. currently left 3 trusted friends. sobz
i guess they're facing lots of problems also, that's why they're mature enough for not telling out something they not suppose to tell. you think like someone so easy ah?? for some ppl, they can just give up the current one and say he/she likes another person now. i wonder how they do that. i used 2 months to recover and i finally forgot what happened and my mood already turn ok. and start liking ppl again, why always got destroyed by ppl around me?? really regreted of what i've done, which is saying it out. haiz~
Tuesday, August 5, 2008
Sunday, August 3, 2008
I'm shocked !
i'm wondering why am i so special until those girls i like are special too.
someone just erased me from her world. totally 100% invisible now, even if i speak, i guess she can hear the sound without seeing me anymore.
from the very starting,
1st - don't talk but chat, inside friend list
2nd - talk and chat, still inside
3rd - don't talk but still chat, some list i'm disappeared
4th - don't talk don't chat, totally not in the list
5th - don't talk, don't chat, don't see, don't feel, don't know!
i was glad last friday when she can still hear me. but few minutes ago i just found i'm totally gone and erased from her eyes and world. i duno why am i feeling so pain in my heart, i've told myself more than million times that i'm not gonna care so much bout how she feel, how she's living and etc, but ended up, i'm still caring how she think. but finally, today is the end because i got deleted and sent to the recycle bin. no matter how hard i comfort myself with plenty of excuses, there's nothing to do anymore. friends feel sad for me when they know bout me, some even feel angry that i shouldn't be this way, some comfort me also, but seriously, i'm really useless and i disappoint all of them, who cares bout me~ i guess there's still someone somewhere sometime will care bout me.
or else really no point living on this ball-like earth, spinning and spinning until it stops. earth is not forever, it will stop spinning someday if humans still acting this way. by that time, everyone is gone. no one no where nothing else~ whatever was done in the past millions years will disappear. our life is short if you notice, if you're lucky, you'll have 4 parts of your life, like divided into quarters.
1st - young and cute which you dun hav any problems and troubles....live in the kids' world
2nd - teen stage, which you gonna face lots of problems and face the hardest thing in your life (this is when you choose 1 path between the 2, either the good or the bad cause this stage is the stage you'll get affect the most, smoking, loving, liking or whatever also happen here)
3rd - your working life (where you work and work and work and work to get a better life)
4th and the last - your family, your children have grown up and you're waiting to die by enjoying yourself once again before you die, go vacation, travels around and bla bla bla
maybe i'm not mature enough to face my life, because everyone has their problems, no one can really live on earth without any problems, i've saw my friend fist combat with the father, a son who made his mom cried, a daughter who's quarelling with the father, a son stealing at hyper and got caught by polis, parents fighting using knives, so on~ no one's life is easy
maybe i shouldn't make things complicated. but it's kinda hard for me to make things simple when they actually hard. haiz, everything is beyond my jurisdiciton(a new learnt word, ahah). i can't control them. haiz~ really feel sad when someone was once my friend turn out like this, she has to deny everything that related to me, i din know i could affect that much(not being perasan) but really felt guilty, i should've think with my brain at that moment. haiz~ everything ended unexpectedly and worse than expected. even try to reduce it to the least effect also fail. i'm crapping until i duno what am i typing anymore....really bad mood
someone just erased me from her world. totally 100% invisible now, even if i speak, i guess she can hear the sound without seeing me anymore.
from the very starting,
1st - don't talk but chat, inside friend list
2nd - talk and chat, still inside
3rd - don't talk but still chat, some list i'm disappeared
4th - don't talk don't chat, totally not in the list
5th - don't talk, don't chat, don't see, don't feel, don't know!
i was glad last friday when she can still hear me. but few minutes ago i just found i'm totally gone and erased from her eyes and world. i duno why am i feeling so pain in my heart, i've told myself more than million times that i'm not gonna care so much bout how she feel, how she's living and etc, but ended up, i'm still caring how she think. but finally, today is the end because i got deleted and sent to the recycle bin. no matter how hard i comfort myself with plenty of excuses, there's nothing to do anymore. friends feel sad for me when they know bout me, some even feel angry that i shouldn't be this way, some comfort me also, but seriously, i'm really useless and i disappoint all of them, who cares bout me~ i guess there's still someone somewhere sometime will care bout me.
or else really no point living on this ball-like earth, spinning and spinning until it stops. earth is not forever, it will stop spinning someday if humans still acting this way. by that time, everyone is gone. no one no where nothing else~ whatever was done in the past millions years will disappear. our life is short if you notice, if you're lucky, you'll have 4 parts of your life, like divided into quarters.
1st - young and cute which you dun hav any problems and troubles....live in the kids' world
2nd - teen stage, which you gonna face lots of problems and face the hardest thing in your life (this is when you choose 1 path between the 2, either the good or the bad cause this stage is the stage you'll get affect the most, smoking, loving, liking or whatever also happen here)
3rd - your working life (where you work and work and work and work to get a better life)
4th and the last - your family, your children have grown up and you're waiting to die by enjoying yourself once again before you die, go vacation, travels around and bla bla bla
maybe i'm not mature enough to face my life, because everyone has their problems, no one can really live on earth without any problems, i've saw my friend fist combat with the father, a son who made his mom cried, a daughter who's quarelling with the father, a son stealing at hyper and got caught by polis, parents fighting using knives, so on~ no one's life is easy
maybe i shouldn't make things complicated. but it's kinda hard for me to make things simple when they actually hard. haiz, everything is beyond my jurisdiciton(a new learnt word, ahah). i can't control them. haiz~ really feel sad when someone was once my friend turn out like this, she has to deny everything that related to me, i din know i could affect that much(not being perasan) but really felt guilty, i should've think with my brain at that moment. haiz~ everything ended unexpectedly and worse than expected. even try to reduce it to the least effect also fail. i'm crapping until i duno what am i typing anymore....really bad mood
Existence??
haha
someone made me felt dead in the past 1 year
but
someone made me felt i'm very special in the past 1 week =)
really need to pack up my emotions and feelings already.
someone made me felt dead in the past 1 year
but
someone made me felt i'm very special in the past 1 week =)
really need to pack up my emotions and feelings already.
Friday, August 1, 2008
Omg, what a bad day~ T_T
sob sob sob, everything doesn't go well today, what i've planned doesn't go like what i've planned. i think i'm managing kinda well but still need others' assistance. haiz~ my mom was too busy until she forgot to put my bag in her office =(
i'm late for 40 minutes!! for the 1st tuition and late for 30 minutes!! for 2nd tuition..=.=" 1st tuition was late because i'm waiting for mom's staff to come back and let me take my stuff from the car and he fetched me there but there's a jam so i'm late lo~ haiz haiz haiz 40 minutes, miss out how many things mann... the 2nd tuition!! OH MY GOSH!!!! me and my friend took a cab and we got conned !!! ss2~ss17 which the track around 3km cost us RM7 !!! my friends took a cab from curve ~ ss17 also RM6.80 only...grrr forgot to take down the cab number! guys, becareful when you take cab, if the price raising fast, either stop instantly or ask for the reason. just now my friend ask the cab why the metre running so fast he cannot answer, end up he charged us RM5 !! it's obviously a scam already!! haizz, so unlucky today
that's all i guess, a short and simple post bout my luck today, haha.....laugh with all you want if that would makes you happy =P
i'm late for 40 minutes!! for the 1st tuition and late for 30 minutes!! for 2nd tuition..=.=" 1st tuition was late because i'm waiting for mom's staff to come back and let me take my stuff from the car and he fetched me there but there's a jam so i'm late lo~ haiz haiz haiz 40 minutes, miss out how many things mann... the 2nd tuition!! OH MY GOSH!!!! me and my friend took a cab and we got conned !!! ss2~ss17 which the track around 3km cost us RM7 !!! my friends took a cab from curve ~ ss17 also RM6.80 only...grrr forgot to take down the cab number! guys, becareful when you take cab, if the price raising fast, either stop instantly or ask for the reason. just now my friend ask the cab why the metre running so fast he cannot answer, end up he charged us RM5 !! it's obviously a scam already!! haizz, so unlucky today
that's all i guess, a short and simple post bout my luck today, haha.....laugh with all you want if that would makes you happy =P
Sunday, July 27, 2008
Sigh~
hehe, as i wished, july had became a better month,
many things solved in this month, gladful =)
but, there's another thing i'm thinking bout now, most of my friends are going for the prom night at the end of the year, because they manage to get their partner and they can pay for the ticket easily. i'm thinking if i'm going for the night, who would be my partner?? because i seldom have female friends i guess?? and i dun hav the guts to ask anyone to be my partner. and i'm not really good at dancing, some ppl say you can just go there and chat in a group or meet new friends, but prom~ i wish to dance also lo..haha
+ + + the ticket is RM160 for this week?? next week will be RM170?? because they wanna sell off the ticket fast... because i used lots of money this month, went 3 movies already cost me RM21 + movie drinks + playing at arcade + lunch + dinner + went for cheer ( tickets for the LRT? and + + +, i used like RM700 d, + tuitions fees. i din expect i use that much, lolz. really need to start saving money already loo.
prom~ prom~ prom~ it's the hottest topic in school now~ almost everyone start a conversation with the question, are you going prom?? i really felt that i disappoint some of my friends when i answer them i duno am i going for the prom night or not. haiz. i really wish i can go but it's kinda shame if i go without a partner?? all my friend could get partner easily, haiz haiz haiz or maybe it's too late to find a partner now cause almost everyone has their own partner already. hope my luck will get better la, haha *praying hard*
looking at the sky will reduce your stress, try to find a wide place and relax yourself, like lying down on the grass and look at the sky with lots of trees around you... you can actually fall asleep. haha =P
3R = refreshing, relaxing and rest
Blehz, nothing else better to do and crap here...=P
many things solved in this month, gladful =)
but, there's another thing i'm thinking bout now, most of my friends are going for the prom night at the end of the year, because they manage to get their partner and they can pay for the ticket easily. i'm thinking if i'm going for the night, who would be my partner?? because i seldom have female friends i guess?? and i dun hav the guts to ask anyone to be my partner. and i'm not really good at dancing, some ppl say you can just go there and chat in a group or meet new friends, but prom~ i wish to dance also lo..haha
+ + + the ticket is RM160 for this week?? next week will be RM170?? because they wanna sell off the ticket fast... because i used lots of money this month, went 3 movies already cost me RM21 + movie drinks + playing at arcade + lunch + dinner + went for cheer ( tickets for the LRT? and + + +, i used like RM700 d, + tuitions fees. i din expect i use that much, lolz. really need to start saving money already loo.
prom~ prom~ prom~ it's the hottest topic in school now~ almost everyone start a conversation with the question, are you going prom?? i really felt that i disappoint some of my friends when i answer them i duno am i going for the prom night or not. haiz. i really wish i can go but it's kinda shame if i go without a partner?? all my friend could get partner easily, haiz haiz haiz or maybe it's too late to find a partner now cause almost everyone has their own partner already. hope my luck will get better la, haha *praying hard*
looking at the sky will reduce your stress, try to find a wide place and relax yourself, like lying down on the grass and look at the sky with lots of trees around you... you can actually fall asleep. haha =P
3R = refreshing, relaxing and rest
Blehz, nothing else better to do and crap here...=P
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Happiness of the Year
wooohoooooo
problem solved
problem inside my mind for 2 months and it's finally solved
happy, smiling, hopping, flying, floating, speeding, i'm everywhere
ahahah
ok, wanna know what is it?
i'm not gonna tell or else new problem will occurs....=P
problem solved
problem inside my mind for 2 months and it's finally solved
happy, smiling, hopping, flying, floating, speeding, i'm everywhere
ahahah
ok, wanna know what is it?
i'm not gonna tell or else new problem will occurs....=P
Monday, July 21, 2008
Longest post in my blog~ currently =X
i keep wondering what have i done wrong....which i dun get any answer from anyone
almost everyone ask me to let go and she's not worth it for me to torture myself like an insane guy...i'm blogging today to express myself..
i duno what i have done wrong that made you hated me so much like i destroyed your house or what. i know you dun even bother to read my blog now compare to last time, how you used to keep chasing me to update my blog. i dun have guts to ask you straight, so i just express it here la. a friend of mine told me that you're not going to genting if i'm going... i'm kinda sad when i heard that cause it's consider our class trip, i dun wan you to have no memories or sad memories about the trip... but i wish i could go without giving you any influence or making you sad or regret of going genting. since it's our last year, i really wish i can have any LAST memories. so, can you forget whatever thing i've done or whatever things happened of what i did for like few days and enjoy the genting trip??
but, sometimes i dun really get it, i'm trying my hardest not to bother you like what i did last time?? message you everyday or what so ever. i dun even message you ONCE a week now... like the other day, i'm just asking bout your injury, trying to concern you as a friend, i even ask someone for plaster for you because i accidentally heard you're looking for plaster because your left leg injured, cut by something or whatever, din really focusing on what you're saying. but you din reply me any message, i'm really disappointed. maybe you dun even give a damn on what i'm typing now because you're totally ignoring me already or you dun even have the chance to see this. on the same day you injured, your best friend in the class injured too, i managed to get replies from her, she even ask me questions to continue the conversation, which i felt very comfortable on what we're chatting. i really wish i could chat with you like a normal friend like what we used to be. and today, seeing you in such condition, i dun really feel
asking you are you ok? because i'm afraid to ask so due to several times of ignorance.
and sometimes i really feel irritating when some other ppl in the class keep talking bout you and me. which i know you dun like it, i can see it obviously from your face. and !! i'm not stalking you.... what do you expect when you're sitting in front?? when i face to teacher, you're in my sight. even you yawn i can see...z zzz i'm not stalking you like a stalker... and you felt irritated when i keep adding the same applications with you in facebook?? that i have to apologize cause i duno it irritates you, because i' new to it that time, i added almost every applications that i feel i like them. did you even notice my page have to load longer than yours?? because it have more applications... I'M SORRY for irritating you. but when 4 or 5 friends of mine just added facebook, i have like 120 requests from them, it's like 24/30 requests from each of them, and i dun really feel irritate as they're new to facebook. so, i duno what you're thinking la... maybe our way of thinking are just different.
oh ya, for those who know who i like, i'm fully appreciated on what you guys did for me. but sadly, it brought nothing but negative effects. she has hated me more. but i'm trying to be like what i used to be on 2007's april, which is when i just transferred to SMKDJ back like a stupid guy who talks lame stuff everyday. i dun wan to be like some ppl, who only go for someone when he/she needs something from that person, food? artwork? money? or whatsoever stuff. i dun wan ppl to help me on my artwork, trying to use my 100% effort. seriously, i rather getting low marks with my own effort compare to high marks but not my own effort. many ppl say i'm stupid which the marks is for my SPM, i should score high marks for it no matter what. because it's like once in a life time, unless i wanna waste another year in form 5 to get a better result?? which i dun think i'll do it la...
eventhough you guys try to help me, but please dun make it so obvious la !! you guys know she dun like it right?? so, please kindly zip your mouth up when it's not needed to say something without using your brain !! i know i've made mistakeS that made her hated me so much, please give me chance to change la!! my mind is going to explode d !! starting to get insane.... please dun giv me more pressure or stress anymore la... FRIENDS ~ ~ ~ !!! you dun just help me in whatever way you can, please use some efficient way without making her feel irritates or piss off. i'm sorry i have to type this because i'm sick of keeping all these to my own for like 2 whole months. hope you guys can really concern more by using the brain+heart and not just the heart =)
glad to have friends like you guys but sometimes i really feel sorry for you guys cause i'm ignoring your offers. i've thought for like an hour before i started this blog, i guess i'm just gonna explode like a dynamite. every single thinking of me is inside this post already. so, for those who love reading, hope you like it lah~, for those you feel that i mentioned you, hope you can accept it la, or come straight to me and talk to me bout it if you dun really like it and wanna solve something?
*praying hard for lesser conflicts happening around, lesser pain in my heart, lesser impossible day dreamings, lesser homework XD, lesser computer games (i think it's on my own), lesser stress, and lesser hatred happening around* thank you for everything. readers, those who involved, and friends, everyone, thank everyone for everything.
no offence at all, just expressing my thoughts and how am i feeling. any comments just leave.
almost everyone ask me to let go and she's not worth it for me to torture myself like an insane guy...i'm blogging today to express myself..
i duno what i have done wrong that made you hated me so much like i destroyed your house or what. i know you dun even bother to read my blog now compare to last time, how you used to keep chasing me to update my blog. i dun have guts to ask you straight, so i just express it here la. a friend of mine told me that you're not going to genting if i'm going... i'm kinda sad when i heard that cause it's consider our class trip, i dun wan you to have no memories or sad memories about the trip... but i wish i could go without giving you any influence or making you sad or regret of going genting. since it's our last year, i really wish i can have any LAST memories. so, can you forget whatever thing i've done or whatever things happened of what i did for like few days and enjoy the genting trip??
but, sometimes i dun really get it, i'm trying my hardest not to bother you like what i did last time?? message you everyday or what so ever. i dun even message you ONCE a week now... like the other day, i'm just asking bout your injury, trying to concern you as a friend, i even ask someone for plaster for you because i accidentally heard you're looking for plaster because your left leg injured, cut by something or whatever, din really focusing on what you're saying. but you din reply me any message, i'm really disappointed. maybe you dun even give a damn on what i'm typing now because you're totally ignoring me already or you dun even have the chance to see this. on the same day you injured, your best friend in the class injured too, i managed to get replies from her, she even ask me questions to continue the conversation, which i felt very comfortable on what we're chatting. i really wish i could chat with you like a normal friend like what we used to be. and today, seeing you in such condition, i dun really feel
asking you are you ok? because i'm afraid to ask so due to several times of ignorance.
and sometimes i really feel irritating when some other ppl in the class keep talking bout you and me. which i know you dun like it, i can see it obviously from your face. and !! i'm not stalking you.... what do you expect when you're sitting in front?? when i face to teacher, you're in my sight. even you yawn i can see...z zzz i'm not stalking you like a stalker... and you felt irritated when i keep adding the same applications with you in facebook?? that i have to apologize cause i duno it irritates you, because i' new to it that time, i added almost every applications that i feel i like them. did you even notice my page have to load longer than yours?? because it have more applications... I'M SORRY for irritating you. but when 4 or 5 friends of mine just added facebook, i have like 120 requests from them, it's like 24/30 requests from each of them, and i dun really feel irritate as they're new to facebook. so, i duno what you're thinking la... maybe our way of thinking are just different.
oh ya, for those who know who i like, i'm fully appreciated on what you guys did for me. but sadly, it brought nothing but negative effects. she has hated me more. but i'm trying to be like what i used to be on 2007's april, which is when i just transferred to SMKDJ back like a stupid guy who talks lame stuff everyday. i dun wan to be like some ppl, who only go for someone when he/she needs something from that person, food? artwork? money? or whatsoever stuff. i dun wan ppl to help me on my artwork, trying to use my 100% effort. seriously, i rather getting low marks with my own effort compare to high marks but not my own effort. many ppl say i'm stupid which the marks is for my SPM, i should score high marks for it no matter what. because it's like once in a life time, unless i wanna waste another year in form 5 to get a better result?? which i dun think i'll do it la...
eventhough you guys try to help me, but please dun make it so obvious la !! you guys know she dun like it right?? so, please kindly zip your mouth up when it's not needed to say something without using your brain !! i know i've made mistakeS that made her hated me so much, please give me chance to change la!! my mind is going to explode d !! starting to get insane.... please dun giv me more pressure or stress anymore la... FRIENDS ~ ~ ~ !!! you dun just help me in whatever way you can, please use some efficient way without making her feel irritates or piss off. i'm sorry i have to type this because i'm sick of keeping all these to my own for like 2 whole months. hope you guys can really concern more by using the brain+heart and not just the heart =)
glad to have friends like you guys but sometimes i really feel sorry for you guys cause i'm ignoring your offers. i've thought for like an hour before i started this blog, i guess i'm just gonna explode like a dynamite. every single thinking of me is inside this post already. so, for those who love reading, hope you like it lah~, for those you feel that i mentioned you, hope you can accept it la, or come straight to me and talk to me bout it if you dun really like it and wanna solve something?
*praying hard for lesser conflicts happening around, lesser pain in my heart, lesser impossible day dreamings, lesser homework XD, lesser computer games (i think it's on my own), lesser stress, and lesser hatred happening around* thank you for everything. readers, those who involved, and friends, everyone, thank everyone for everything.
no offence at all, just expressing my thoughts and how am i feeling. any comments just leave.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Complication, Depression, Sadnesss
sorry guys, for not updating for so long? XD ( duno even got ppl read or not )
haha, i'll start with the most shame thingy happened today...i cried in the school. haha
i cried because i felt myself so useless and caused my 2 friend argued. and i argued with 1 of them after they argued...lol lol lol...i'm so retard huh? haha why we argued i dun wan say lah~
and i cry of course not just that lame reason la, i suddenly felt left out in my lifejust now... it's like whatever thing i do also doesn't affect much, people will never remember me, people will never appreciate it... i'm like invinsible in almost everyone's life...
am i weird? am i normal? am i special? i duno what am i... so many ppl thought i'm so good that i can handle all my stuff and i can take care of myself?? do you know that i'm the weakest creature on earth ?!?!?! i need supports, concerns and stuff....i'm sick for 2 weeks, no one even ask me am i feeling better or what.... no one ask me what happens even i'm super down or emo... just left me aside without bothering me...do you think i need time to cool down myself? NO !!! i need ppl to talk to me and care for me...unless i'm too sad until i can't open my mouth like today la, once i open, there will be water droplets coming out from my eyes....haha i'm still young and small, i can't take care of myself...haha
my thinking is pure and naive...aha....i hope everything to be nice as i wanted to be....but it's impossible la of course...ahah..
why ppl dun trust me or let me to trust them le?? they told me their secrets so much and no other ppl know bout it, and mine....once i told them, next day like whole class know d?? is it so hard to keep secrets?? i dun think so...i can kept so many... i just hate ppl who can't give me faith.... why ppl like this exist?? i wonder is it myself got problem or my friends are wrongs ?? i shouldn't friend them?? they do help a lot when it comes to extra marks/money/etc...when do for volunteering without any reward...all reject?? haiz...
i wish JULY will be a better month....June is a bad month.....so MUCH thing happened and i dun like them !!! idiotic happenings !!!!!
haha, i'll start with the most shame thingy happened today...i cried in the school. haha
i cried because i felt myself so useless and caused my 2 friend argued. and i argued with 1 of them after they argued...lol lol lol...i'm so retard huh? haha why we argued i dun wan say lah~
and i cry of course not just that lame reason la, i suddenly felt left out in my lifejust now... it's like whatever thing i do also doesn't affect much, people will never remember me, people will never appreciate it... i'm like invinsible in almost everyone's life...
am i weird? am i normal? am i special? i duno what am i... so many ppl thought i'm so good that i can handle all my stuff and i can take care of myself?? do you know that i'm the weakest creature on earth ?!?!?! i need supports, concerns and stuff....i'm sick for 2 weeks, no one even ask me am i feeling better or what.... no one ask me what happens even i'm super down or emo... just left me aside without bothering me...do you think i need time to cool down myself? NO !!! i need ppl to talk to me and care for me...unless i'm too sad until i can't open my mouth like today la, once i open, there will be water droplets coming out from my eyes....haha i'm still young and small, i can't take care of myself...haha
my thinking is pure and naive...aha....i hope everything to be nice as i wanted to be....but it's impossible la of course...ahah..
why ppl dun trust me or let me to trust them le?? they told me their secrets so much and no other ppl know bout it, and mine....once i told them, next day like whole class know d?? is it so hard to keep secrets?? i dun think so...i can kept so many... i just hate ppl who can't give me faith.... why ppl like this exist?? i wonder is it myself got problem or my friends are wrongs ?? i shouldn't friend them?? they do help a lot when it comes to extra marks/money/etc...when do for volunteering without any reward...all reject?? haiz...
i wish JULY will be a better month....June is a bad month.....so MUCH thing happened and i dun like them !!! idiotic happenings !!!!!
Sunday, June 15, 2008
I feel like killing myself !!! useless retard
today i slept for 14 hours (friday night~saturday's afternoon) just like thursday !!!! i slept 14 hours also !!! (thursday afternoon til friday's morning) i was like OMGN,WTHHTM !!!!
wasted so much time everyday?? haiz~~ and today after i woke up at 4pm, i actually have lots of time to do my work or clean my room or wash my clothes and etc... but i did nothing today !! hmm....i wasted 2 hours at chatting with some maple friends....then hmm....what i did i also duno.....i think nothing else? ahaha....played word cube, crazy taxi and tower bloxx of facebook?? XD kinda useless huh?? SPM around the corner i'm still playing in the room....like totally ignoring the corner..ahaha....
and i thought of finishing all my bm essays and work + artz today!! but...wasted a day lo....i really need to wake up early on sunday and finish everything...T_T
Things i need to do, (to remind myself) hahaha :
1) wash my school shoes
2) wash my uniform and socks
3) finish my 5 bm essays (4 long 1 short) and summary
4) finish my art (at least 3 artz)
5) do perdagangan's manila cardz?? duno what is this but the card with me..haha
6) clean my room !!!! 1 week din clean d....OMG !!!
7) eat my breakfast !!! like 7 days din eat breakfast?? everyday woke up late !!!
8) wash my dammm ugly face..pimples are so annoying !!
9) hmm...what else?? i think only 8 la...hahaha
8 things that i need to do on Sunday 15th June !!! Please let me wake up at 8am !! sobz sobz
wasted so much time everyday?? haiz~~ and today after i woke up at 4pm, i actually have lots of time to do my work or clean my room or wash my clothes and etc... but i did nothing today !! hmm....i wasted 2 hours at chatting with some maple friends....then hmm....what i did i also duno.....i think nothing else? ahaha....played word cube, crazy taxi and tower bloxx of facebook?? XD kinda useless huh?? SPM around the corner i'm still playing in the room....like totally ignoring the corner..ahaha....
and i thought of finishing all my bm essays and work + artz today!! but...wasted a day lo....i really need to wake up early on sunday and finish everything...T_T
Things i need to do, (to remind myself) hahaha :
1) wash my school shoes
2) wash my uniform and socks
3) finish my 5 bm essays (4 long 1 short) and summary
4) finish my art (at least 3 artz)
5) do perdagangan's manila cardz?? duno what is this but the card with me..haha
6) clean my room !!!! 1 week din clean d....OMG !!!
7) eat my breakfast !!! like 7 days din eat breakfast?? everyday woke up late !!!
8) wash my dammm ugly face..pimples are so annoying !!
9) hmm...what else?? i think only 8 la...hahaha
8 things that i need to do on Sunday 15th June !!! Please let me wake up at 8am !! sobz sobz
Friday, June 13, 2008
Do you agree with the below text?
Based on my observation for like hmm.....half year?? i notice 70% of the girls think that smoking is something making a guy looks cool?? and out of the 70%, got like 30% dun like smokers but they feel smoking is still cool...haha....swt !!
and based on my experience, 65% of the smokers think that non-smokers are gay !! and today!! 7 smokers called me gay ass, say i dun dare to smoke...maybe they think smoking make them more mature?? but for me, smoking = immature cause it has so many bad effects, like polluting the environment?? causing the temperature to raise?? green house effect?? volcano !! haha....a bit too far but still relevant? XD
and you know why smokers can live longer than non-smokers??
-because non-smokers are inhalling the second handed smoke...that's why smokers live longer, if you smoke to live longer(might be a good choice, haha) but...you're still hurting yourself...so...dun smoke for good of yourself....
and if your maths is good, you'll know how much are you spending in a month for your cigarettes,
if count 1 cigarette = 70c, 1 day 4 = RM2.80, 1 week = RM19.60, 1 month = RM84, 12 months = RM 1008. and that's only if 1 day 4 cigarettes/1 cigarette = 70c.
note : no offence if you think positively...=)
and based on my experience, 65% of the smokers think that non-smokers are gay !! and today!! 7 smokers called me gay ass, say i dun dare to smoke...maybe they think smoking make them more mature?? but for me, smoking = immature cause it has so many bad effects, like polluting the environment?? causing the temperature to raise?? green house effect?? volcano !! haha....a bit too far but still relevant? XD
and you know why smokers can live longer than non-smokers??
-because non-smokers are inhalling the second handed smoke...that's why smokers live longer, if you smoke to live longer(might be a good choice, haha) but...you're still hurting yourself...so...dun smoke for good of yourself....
and if your maths is good, you'll know how much are you spending in a month for your cigarettes,
if count 1 cigarette = 70c, 1 day 4 = RM2.80, 1 week = RM19.60, 1 month = RM84, 12 months = RM 1008. and that's only if 1 day 4 cigarettes/1 cigarette = 70c.
note : no offence if you think positively...=)
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