lolz, today, do you think i'm lucky or unlucky leh??
i had my 4 hours driving lesson today.... today drove all the way to ulu langat... in heavy rain and heavy jam... it took me around 90 minutes to reach there... and the view during rain... OMG.. so dangerous for a newbie like me... GOSH !!! but i'm glad... everything was fine... but after the lesson, when i was driving back to dj from ulu langat... GOSH !!! nearly got into an accident... that BLIND GEN 2 !! his damm mirror bang'ed my mirror !! and i'm 0.01 second away from collision mann.... i'm glad that i was safe... that GEN 2 !!! i tell you... walao... it was like facing life and death matter mann.... my speed was 10km/h !!! was facing a serious jam and this stupid GEN 2 cutting here and there, left and right.... GOSH !!! please bless me on my exam day... no more cursing lar !! argh !!
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
a request to update?? haha
hmm, i dun really have anything to update recently... haha... been sleeping really "early" and wake up really "early"... basically... i wake up at 4pm everyday !! haha...
i'll just share a lil of knowledge i gained in the pass few days lar =)
some health tips :
- make sure you have at least 4 hours gap between meals
- do not eat 4 hours before your sleep
- do not drink water 1 hour before your sleep
- do not swallow anti-biotic with soya bean (chemical reaction)
- be happy is the main key to keep your skin healthy(emotional will makes your skin dry up)
- when we sleep, our face will dry up by its own, use some moisturising cream before you sleep... i'm using Hazeline Snow... HAHA
- do not listen songs while you sleep, some songs do help in your sleeping, but when you're listening the songs, your mind still stay conscious when you sleep... so, normally you'll end up sleeping without having any dreams or wake up from sleep and still feel tired
i dun think i'm convincing enough... as myself sleep at 3am~6am til 3pm~5pm.... HAHA... i'm having a super unhealthy life.... can someone train me back to human?? XD
i'll just share a lil of knowledge i gained in the pass few days lar =)
some health tips :
- make sure you have at least 4 hours gap between meals
- do not eat 4 hours before your sleep
- do not drink water 1 hour before your sleep
- do not swallow anti-biotic with soya bean (chemical reaction)
- be happy is the main key to keep your skin healthy(emotional will makes your skin dry up)
- when we sleep, our face will dry up by its own, use some moisturising cream before you sleep... i'm using Hazeline Snow... HAHA
- do not listen songs while you sleep, some songs do help in your sleeping, but when you're listening the songs, your mind still stay conscious when you sleep... so, normally you'll end up sleeping without having any dreams or wake up from sleep and still feel tired
i dun think i'm convincing enough... as myself sleep at 3am~6am til 3pm~5pm.... HAHA... i'm having a super unhealthy life.... can someone train me back to human?? XD
Sunday, April 26, 2009
it's weird again
is everything fated?? or it's just some coincident??
i can't believe what i saw... something bout wolf??
was it a same thought?? or it's just some coincident??
nvm...
today morning, went dim sum...
i din walk pass her house for months...
i couldn't remember when was my last time passing by
24th and 26th, i passed by ~ i felt something weird
but i couldn't figure it out what was it
while having dim sum... i was keep looking around...
it's like... i was having a kind of desire...
a desire to meet you at somewhere nearby...
it's been 87 days since i last saw you...
but, i just duno what i felt lar... while in the area
288th days today
i can't believe what i saw... something bout wolf??
was it a same thought?? or it's just some coincident??
nvm...
today morning, went dim sum...
i din walk pass her house for months...
i couldn't remember when was my last time passing by
24th and 26th, i passed by ~ i felt something weird
but i couldn't figure it out what was it
while having dim sum... i was keep looking around...
it's like... i was having a kind of desire...
a desire to meet you at somewhere nearby...
it's been 87 days since i last saw you...
but, i just duno what i felt lar... while in the area
288th days today
Friday, April 24, 2009
it's so weird today !!
3rd time going midvalley with jason and his gf
2nd time going midvalley with san seng or yue...
today, dunno why am i feeling weird all the time >.< it's like... seeing yue like so down... i feel kinda weird when i failed to cheer her up... maybe i seldom see ppl like that gua, but i really feel weird lo... then inside the cinema... i feel quite uncomfortable for her cause the couple on her right was like... doing something can't be imagined?? haha... i heard weird voices and saw weird moves... haha, and i felt really really bad when i wasn't able to switch place with her... i'm not a really initiative type of person, so i din really like... go ahead and ask her to switch... but i keep feeling weird... it's like i want her to switch but i can't make her to switch?? aiya, i tried but i dun think i've put in all my effort la.. haha
after movie, went pool club... hmm, the price was OKAY ~ rm 15 per hour... and i actually played 2 half'ed game... cause i shot the black ball in... T_T my estimation still not as good as i wanted it to be... i've improved a lot in pooling... but, i still have much more spaces of improvement to be made... pool is 1 of the indoor activity i like... hehe... and i glad i made her laugh for a while... i din really asked her out, but she was asked to come out, and seeing her in that way, i really feel bad lo, like no ppl teman her like that...
that's why i always wish all my friends, like when we all coupled... we all can come out for double/triple/quadruple/quintuple/sextuple dates... then we guys go do guys stuff, and girls go for shopping or what... i really feel bad when like i'm playing games and they're just waiting like that... and today, finally we brought san seng to equine park's wong kok cha chan teng... and the waitress dye'd her hair... she has a better looking when her hair was black... =)
nvm la, just feel weird, very weird feeling today... dunno what was it ler?? haha
first time taking KTM to kepong sentral... yay !!
and then hor, when inside the bus, ss and jason gave their seats to 1 woman and her daughter... and when inside the KTM, a young man gave his seat to a woman... i just feel so weird when i saw them doing so, i thought i would do so too, but i din't... at that moment, i felt i was myself, gosh.... what a bad boy i am.... evil and cold blooded !! must really practise to be good lor... being bad was the OLD ME... dammit... ahhh !! turn me good !!
nvm la, just feel weird, very weird feeling today... dunno what was it ler?? haha (#2)
2nd time going midvalley with san seng or yue...
today, dunno why am i feeling weird all the time >.< it's like... seeing yue like so down... i feel kinda weird when i failed to cheer her up... maybe i seldom see ppl like that gua, but i really feel weird lo... then inside the cinema... i feel quite uncomfortable for her cause the couple on her right was like... doing something can't be imagined?? haha... i heard weird voices and saw weird moves... haha, and i felt really really bad when i wasn't able to switch place with her... i'm not a really initiative type of person, so i din really like... go ahead and ask her to switch... but i keep feeling weird... it's like i want her to switch but i can't make her to switch?? aiya, i tried but i dun think i've put in all my effort la.. haha
after movie, went pool club... hmm, the price was OKAY ~ rm 15 per hour... and i actually played 2 half'ed game... cause i shot the black ball in... T_T my estimation still not as good as i wanted it to be... i've improved a lot in pooling... but, i still have much more spaces of improvement to be made... pool is 1 of the indoor activity i like... hehe... and i glad i made her laugh for a while... i din really asked her out, but she was asked to come out, and seeing her in that way, i really feel bad lo, like no ppl teman her like that...
that's why i always wish all my friends, like when we all coupled... we all can come out for double/triple/quadruple/quintuple/sextuple dates... then we guys go do guys stuff, and girls go for shopping or what... i really feel bad when like i'm playing games and they're just waiting like that... and today, finally we brought san seng to equine park's wong kok cha chan teng... and the waitress dye'd her hair... she has a better looking when her hair was black... =)
nvm la, just feel weird, very weird feeling today... dunno what was it ler?? haha
first time taking KTM to kepong sentral... yay !!
and then hor, when inside the bus, ss and jason gave their seats to 1 woman and her daughter... and when inside the KTM, a young man gave his seat to a woman... i just feel so weird when i saw them doing so, i thought i would do so too, but i din't... at that moment, i felt i was myself, gosh.... what a bad boy i am.... evil and cold blooded !! must really practise to be good lor... being bad was the OLD ME... dammit... ahhh !! turn me good !!
nvm la, just feel weird, very weird feeling today... dunno what was it ler?? haha (#2)
Thursday, April 23, 2009
haha
i guess i'm just too blind folded for the past few days... even my favourite anime latest episode is out i also forgot to watch.... i'm just too weak huh?? haha... but i noticed it today wo?? not bad hor?? haha... i should say i'm lucky liao lor.... some ppl din even know the feeling of truly loving a person... some ppl din even know the feeling of failure... so, i'm kinda happy lor.. XD
gosh, i suddenly feel i'm so smart, *you ppl sure think, perasannya budak lelaki ni* haha, but yet, i'm super proud of myself today... gosh... hahaha !!! muahahahhaz !!! (note: i'm not crazy) but just really excited i can actually thought of that idea !! dun feel like saying it... it's a brilliant idea !! gosh ~
gosh, i suddenly feel i'm so smart, *you ppl sure think, perasannya budak lelaki ni* haha, but yet, i'm super proud of myself today... gosh... hahaha !!! muahahahhaz !!! (note: i'm not crazy) but just really excited i can actually thought of that idea !! dun feel like saying it... it's a brilliant idea !! gosh ~
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
oh, i thought of the way already
hehe, i finally thought of the KEY way~
haha, love is just like wind ~ when it wants to come, you can't block it.... when it wants to leave, you can't stop it... our life is full of obstacles and difficulties... if we never face any sadness or failure, we won't know what is the true happiness... that's what we can do is.... be tough and bare with it.... i can't really remember the whole sentence/paragraph of what the actress said in the movie, but that's enough for me to cheer up =)
i shall not think that much of it already and i should be happy that i faced the failure... ppl always say in chinese mar, failure is the mother of success.. haha... if we never face any failure... we won't grow/improve to be better than now...
so ya, smile ~
thanks to the tv... i found the way.... and thanks to the person who teman me til almost 4am yesterday =) you've open up my mind... thanks for sharing your opinions, glad to meet you, so i guess it was fated to meet you bah =) haha
haha, love is just like wind ~ when it wants to come, you can't block it.... when it wants to leave, you can't stop it... our life is full of obstacles and difficulties... if we never face any sadness or failure, we won't know what is the true happiness... that's what we can do is.... be tough and bare with it.... i can't really remember the whole sentence/paragraph of what the actress said in the movie, but that's enough for me to cheer up =)
i shall not think that much of it already and i should be happy that i faced the failure... ppl always say in chinese mar, failure is the mother of success.. haha... if we never face any failure... we won't grow/improve to be better than now...
so ya, smile ~
thanks to the tv... i found the way.... and thanks to the person who teman me til almost 4am yesterday =) you've open up my mind... thanks for sharing your opinions, glad to meet you, so i guess it was fated to meet you bah =) haha
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
it's easy to say, but it's really hard to do
3rd night/morning i can't sleep after reading the message... i somehow still can't get use to the daily routine i was doing for the past 9 months... but today... at least i have someone to talk to, we actually talked on the phone for 2 hours and 52 minutes... i just feel better after talking... before, i was like keeping everything in my heart, and what i can do was only chat in msn and share it in words... but yesterday, i actually said it out with my mouth... it takes lots of courage to do something you dun even know can you do it or not... like my title, it's easy to say, but it's really hard to do... dun ever comment bout someone too much when you, yourself can't even face it on your own... yar, i know, what i should do after that day, but it's just so hard to do like what you all asked me to do... it isn't as easy as you expect... you'll just know someday when you faced the similiar situation...
after talking on the phone yesterday, i noticed i've been so fake all the time... everytime hang out, i'm not who i really am... i cared a lot bout how ppl look at me, think bout me, or rather comment bout me... that's why i've been a really good person when i'm outside... i actually not that good only de... i admit i swear/curse a lot at home, but outside, you can hardly hear me saying those rude words or vulgar... that's why i feel like... i'm really hiding my trueself just to make more friends... which i think it wasn't a bad thing... but i'm just gonna lost myself more after day by day passes... but i think it's better to stay the way i was doing all this while... my trueself just too ugly... worse than a demon... and actually, i used my friends as a tool to seal the demon in my heart... i think it's not a wrong way to do so right?
and you know... it's really really damm hard to find someone who has so "much" of similiarities with you of the opposite gender... it's just so fake until like it was fated... yesterday i actually thought of this, fate and fake only 1 alphabet different... fate looks fake all the time... most of the time you just can't believe what you're seeing... but that's your fate to see it, know it or feel it, no matter how fake it was... and fate actually has its date.... which also 1 alphabet different only... the fate was planned in various dates... that's why sometimes it looks like a chain reaction?? things just happen 1 after another... nevermind lar, i shall not analyse too much... later i'm gonna be like some insane ppl who was locked in some kind of room with all the chains...
i'm glad that you ppl were by my side whenever i need you ppl...
but for some ppl, i really dun like when you say things like it's so easy to make it... it's not as easy as you sees it... i know it's not hard either, as long as i have the will, i can do it... but seriously... i'm really serious on her... i din even notice i actually did that much for her... but i always think it's not enough...
ppl, i'll just take my time slowly and give a lil fate lo... dun rush me to forget bout her bah... it's painful... it's a painful experience !!
after talking on the phone yesterday, i noticed i've been so fake all the time... everytime hang out, i'm not who i really am... i cared a lot bout how ppl look at me, think bout me, or rather comment bout me... that's why i've been a really good person when i'm outside... i actually not that good only de... i admit i swear/curse a lot at home, but outside, you can hardly hear me saying those rude words or vulgar... that's why i feel like... i'm really hiding my trueself just to make more friends... which i think it wasn't a bad thing... but i'm just gonna lost myself more after day by day passes... but i think it's better to stay the way i was doing all this while... my trueself just too ugly... worse than a demon... and actually, i used my friends as a tool to seal the demon in my heart... i think it's not a wrong way to do so right?
and you know... it's really really damm hard to find someone who has so "much" of similiarities with you of the opposite gender... it's just so fake until like it was fated... yesterday i actually thought of this, fate and fake only 1 alphabet different... fate looks fake all the time... most of the time you just can't believe what you're seeing... but that's your fate to see it, know it or feel it, no matter how fake it was... and fate actually has its date.... which also 1 alphabet different only... the fate was planned in various dates... that's why sometimes it looks like a chain reaction?? things just happen 1 after another... nevermind lar, i shall not analyse too much... later i'm gonna be like some insane ppl who was locked in some kind of room with all the chains...
i'm glad that you ppl were by my side whenever i need you ppl...
but for some ppl, i really dun like when you say things like it's so easy to make it... it's not as easy as you sees it... i know it's not hard either, as long as i have the will, i can do it... but seriously... i'm really serious on her... i din even notice i actually did that much for her... but i always think it's not enough...
ppl, i'll just take my time slowly and give a lil fate lo... dun rush me to forget bout her bah... it's painful... it's a painful experience !!
Monday, April 20, 2009
it's 5am again
haiz... do i deserve this?? do i really have to become like this?? please save me lar !! it's the 2nd day i can't sleep til 5am... and it's the 2nd day after i saw that message... is it really hard to forget someone?? maybe i just accepted too many advices... work hard you'll see the changes, hope can be created by yourself lar, and... aiya !! just too many opinions was given to me lar... i'm so lost... everyone say, forget her lar... move on lar... if that's so easy.... i would've be someone cold blooded?? i duno lar, it's just so hard to control this feeling thinge of mine...
the past 2 days... i thought back what i've been through.... can it be a dream?? could it be just a dream to me?? but sad to say, even if it's a dream... i remembered it so clearly... every scene, every sentence said and every emotions i had... and every moment that i treasured... i also duno why i always regret something after i've lost it... i seriously duno how to appreciate those chances and those days i had... it's just so hard to imagine why am i so weak... what was i thinking when i have those chances.... what was i doing when i have those days... gosh... to think back... i'm seriously 100% retarded as the quiz stated...
i couldn't even accept a fact that's already happened... what else could i say bout myself??
i ain't myself anymore...
the past 2 days... i thought back what i've been through.... can it be a dream?? could it be just a dream to me?? but sad to say, even if it's a dream... i remembered it so clearly... every scene, every sentence said and every emotions i had... and every moment that i treasured... i also duno why i always regret something after i've lost it... i seriously duno how to appreciate those chances and those days i had... it's just so hard to imagine why am i so weak... what was i thinking when i have those chances.... what was i doing when i have those days... gosh... to think back... i'm seriously 100% retarded as the quiz stated...
i couldn't even accept a fact that's already happened... what else could i say bout myself??
i ain't myself anymore...
Sunday, April 19, 2009
today and yesterday ??
when i wake up today, i somehow felt my life has changed... it's not as bright as it used to be... everyone asked me to move on... but i guess, i've put in too much parking fee, i just have to stop for a lil while longer... it's hard to change everything in a sudden... and i'm seriously totally lazy to change everything... if i would've give up... idk what will it be... haha, maybe i shouldn't put in so much at the beginning... 终于明白了希望越大， 失望越大的道理。
yar, i felt the emptiness, the loneliness... i even stay up til 5am yesterday... for thinking what happened in my room for the past 9 months... it changed a lot... and there's just too much joy to gain from it... home is still the safest place... if i try to compare... my heart was broken 5 times outside the house, but only once at home... it's just so hard to accept the fact right?
friend A : why you have to make it 1?? open up your options and be fair to other girls.... we're still young...
friend B : you have to give up lar... no point staying the same
friend C : i'm sorry, i duno what to say... you must be very sad
friend D : dun lar so emo, there are still plenty outside...
friend E : gosh, finally... you're free now... i'm glad she did that...
do i really have to give up?? i'm really confused... it's like i got hint'ed or something... (but to give up or not, it's still depends on me) 但是，这并不表示我一定会放弃。 she's right... life's always unfair... but still... what happen in the future we won't know, we just gonna work for it... really wish i could pick up my mood soon... it shall not stay for long !!
yar, i felt the emptiness, the loneliness... i even stay up til 5am yesterday... for thinking what happened in my room for the past 9 months... it changed a lot... and there's just too much joy to gain from it... home is still the safest place... if i try to compare... my heart was broken 5 times outside the house, but only once at home... it's just so hard to accept the fact right?
friend A : why you have to make it 1?? open up your options and be fair to other girls.... we're still young...
friend B : you have to give up lar... no point staying the same
friend C : i'm sorry, i duno what to say... you must be very sad
friend D : dun lar so emo, there are still plenty outside...
friend E : gosh, finally... you're free now... i'm glad she did that...
do i really have to give up?? i'm really confused... it's like i got hint'ed or something... (but to give up or not, it's still depends on me) 但是，这并不表示我一定会放弃。 she's right... life's always unfair... but still... what happen in the future we won't know, we just gonna work for it... really wish i could pick up my mood soon... it shall not stay for long !!
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Thursday, April 16, 2009
love course?
yup yup, there was a girl and a guy.... wonder why college din provide love course...
there's this man said :
- love isn't something you can learn from class...
- love is something you need to feel it with your heart
- love is like an experience... it cannot be seen... but you can learn from it...
- love isn't all bout kisses, hugs, and making love
- love is something you really felt it with your heart and it's undescribable and unexplainable
- why you love her? why you love him? you never know
- why love is suffering? actually it's not... it depends on how you view it and how you feel it
- but love can be beautiful at times, and ugly at times... it can make you feels good, but bad at some times
- you must know your feelings right... make sure you're not blinded although love is blind
- you can see no path in front of you when you're in love, that's why you need to create one by your own
- we won't know what will happen in the future, what we can do is work for it
- sometimes, you have to expect the unexpected happenings
everything happen for a reason, every person you meet, they'll give you a lesson, every different person has their own personalities, to show you the different lessons that you might learn... everyone that appears in your life for a reason, some are meant to betray, some are meant to be with you, some are meant to be there for you, some are meant to leave you, there are plenty of possibilities... but what you have to do is... feel it with your heart... who is your friends, and who will not be your friends.... feel it...
it's not an emo post, it's just some lessons i got from watching few shows... of course... some sentences are added from my thoughts or my smses... =P
there's this man said :
- love isn't something you can learn from class...
- love is something you need to feel it with your heart
- love is like an experience... it cannot be seen... but you can learn from it...
- love isn't all bout kisses, hugs, and making love
- love is something you really felt it with your heart and it's undescribable and unexplainable
- why you love her? why you love him? you never know
- why love is suffering? actually it's not... it depends on how you view it and how you feel it
- but love can be beautiful at times, and ugly at times... it can make you feels good, but bad at some times
- you must know your feelings right... make sure you're not blinded although love is blind
- you can see no path in front of you when you're in love, that's why you need to create one by your own
- we won't know what will happen in the future, what we can do is work for it
- sometimes, you have to expect the unexpected happenings
everything happen for a reason, every person you meet, they'll give you a lesson, every different person has their own personalities, to show you the different lessons that you might learn... everyone that appears in your life for a reason, some are meant to betray, some are meant to be with you, some are meant to be there for you, some are meant to leave you, there are plenty of possibilities... but what you have to do is... feel it with your heart... who is your friends, and who will not be your friends.... feel it...
it's not an emo post, it's just some lessons i got from watching few shows... of course... some sentences are added from my thoughts or my smses... =P
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
deep thinker??
You think deeply about things going on in the present, past, and sometimes even future. You often drift off during work or class and start thinking about other things. You always hide what your thoughts from your friends and it often takes a poke or a snap of the fingers to bring you back to reality. Your eyes often portray a different personality than you are. Your eyes are a different part of your soul.
Your mind is like The Deep Ocean. You are always active, but arent easy to get to know. Once people do, they see a clever but relaxed person. Many people look up to you, you're a hard worker, dont waste time and are loyal to those close to you.
When your friends have problems, they can turn to you. When one of the girls' shirt gets torn, you can stitch it back together. When one of the guys asks you for a solution to their problems, you have the answer. Your own life may not always be smooth sailing, but you definitely know how to ride the waves.
Your mind is like The Deep Ocean. You are always active, but arent easy to get to know. Once people do, they see a clever but relaxed person. Many people look up to you, you're a hard worker, dont waste time and are loyal to those close to you.
When your friends have problems, they can turn to you. When one of the girls' shirt gets torn, you can stitch it back together. When one of the guys asks you for a solution to their problems, you have the answer. Your own life may not always be smooth sailing, but you definitely know how to ride the waves.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
lolz... am i addicted??
let me tell you... I'M NOT DAMM FREAKING ADDICTED TO THE DAMM DOTA !!!
i'm just being nice and play with my friends... =) i dun even touch the stupid icon of GARENA when i'm home alone...
first attempt to quit - 19 days...
second attempt - 5 days...
but... it's all because of i wanted to teman my friend... =) seriously...
the top 3 things in my life....
1st - family
2nd- her
3rd - friends
=) and myself gonna be last of everything =) dammit =P
i'm just being nice and play with my friends... =) i dun even touch the stupid icon of GARENA when i'm home alone...
first attempt to quit - 19 days...
second attempt - 5 days...
but... it's all because of i wanted to teman my friend... =) seriously...
the top 3 things in my life....
1st - family
2nd- her
3rd - friends
=) and myself gonna be last of everything =) dammit =P
Monday, April 13, 2009
dream #2 and #3
lolz, had a shocking dream again last night...
actually i had 2 dreams last night.... both also very shocking....
first dream, was the shorter one... it started me and my buddies, having a yam cha session at taman megah ?? weird though.... it's a corner kopitiam.... suddenly... there's this robber came out from nowhere... and grabbed my presents... i got 2 presents that time... he asked me to choose one, as he will take the other one... i chose the necklace... then he took my glass bottle.... but i can't afford to lose both... so i fight with him to get back my glass bottle... suddenly... a gun shot was released... my glass bottle burst and all the papers inside flew out... the robber ran away, and it started to rain heavily... all the messaged papers were flowing into the drain... then she suddenly came out from nowhere to read all the messages... haha, in my dream... i only get to read 1 of those messages... which is : take care of yourself when i'm off to NS... lolz.... this dream ended with a hug in the rain... my dreams are getting weirder XD
as for the second dream, i got invited to a party at a condominium.... the condo got 50 floors, but my friend's party at 9th floor... i actually arrived the car park with kar how and andrea... then we meet up jason at the car park too... half way... we met lee ping, sook teng and moy lien... then i talked to them for a while and jason, kar how and andrea left me behind by going up to the party first... then i went to take the lift... i feel extremely weird cause the lift can go up to 8th floor only... nvm lor, without hesitation... i just got out from 8th floor lo... then i saw the stairs that i could use to go upstairs... who knows... once i go up is 10th floor d... then i go down to reconfirm... and it's 8th floor !! the 9th floor is missing !! then i keep going up and down... it's still 10th and 8th... suddenly... rachel appeared... she somehow lead me to the 9th floor and reach the party house d... =.=" saw jason, kar how and andrea was chatting with choo, lim, may jin they all d... then she laughed and say : told you it's hard to find... lolz, then when i was about to ask how jason they all come to 9th floor... an explosion occured in my house... as in real life... not dream... gosh... luckily din wake up earlier...
actually i had 2 dreams last night.... both also very shocking....
first dream, was the shorter one... it started me and my buddies, having a yam cha session at taman megah ?? weird though.... it's a corner kopitiam.... suddenly... there's this robber came out from nowhere... and grabbed my presents... i got 2 presents that time... he asked me to choose one, as he will take the other one... i chose the necklace... then he took my glass bottle.... but i can't afford to lose both... so i fight with him to get back my glass bottle... suddenly... a gun shot was released... my glass bottle burst and all the papers inside flew out... the robber ran away, and it started to rain heavily... all the messaged papers were flowing into the drain... then she suddenly came out from nowhere to read all the messages... haha, in my dream... i only get to read 1 of those messages... which is : take care of yourself when i'm off to NS... lolz.... this dream ended with a hug in the rain... my dreams are getting weirder XD
as for the second dream, i got invited to a party at a condominium.... the condo got 50 floors, but my friend's party at 9th floor... i actually arrived the car park with kar how and andrea... then we meet up jason at the car park too... half way... we met lee ping, sook teng and moy lien... then i talked to them for a while and jason, kar how and andrea left me behind by going up to the party first... then i went to take the lift... i feel extremely weird cause the lift can go up to 8th floor only... nvm lor, without hesitation... i just got out from 8th floor lo... then i saw the stairs that i could use to go upstairs... who knows... once i go up is 10th floor d... then i go down to reconfirm... and it's 8th floor !! the 9th floor is missing !! then i keep going up and down... it's still 10th and 8th... suddenly... rachel appeared... she somehow lead me to the 9th floor and reach the party house d... =.=" saw jason, kar how and andrea was chatting with choo, lim, may jin they all d... then she laughed and say : told you it's hard to find... lolz, then when i was about to ask how jason they all come to 9th floor... an explosion occured in my house... as in real life... not dream... gosh... luckily din wake up earlier...
Sunday, April 12, 2009
lolz... a common thing i noticed
was it really coincident?? or maybe that's just what i'm good with
UPSR - 4A
PMR - 3A
SPM - 3A
all those As, i know it's few... but just wanna say that... for all 3 tests... got A for english, math and science =) must use for future !! 3 subjects =P
UPSR - 4A
PMR - 3A
SPM - 3A
all those As, i know it's few... but just wanna say that... for all 3 tests... got A for english, math and science =) must use for future !! 3 subjects =P
Friday, April 10, 2009
what a tired day ~
woke up quite late... around 1130am today... friend called and asked me to teman him to sri kembangan... hehe...
went to the wong kok of equine park again... =) lucky today she din off.... can see her again =)
looking at her is something tiring though... haha... when you look at her, within 2 seconds, she'll look back... eye to eye contact... and that's the time i always move my eye sight away... haha... i did like that 10 times in less than a minute?? looking at her is like something irresistable... haha... but seriously... which guy wouldn't look at pretty girls?? and plus, i'm single somemore... nah~ i really wish i could talk to her de... but... just dun wan lar... hehe... although she's pretty... there's someone prettier in my heart =P
the eye to eye contact she gave... whoa ~ heavenly feeling wei... not to say i perasan... but she's keep giving that kind of eye sight =P but... i dun really know her and i prefer someone who can really know me well =) from what i look at her, she's kinda, erm.... i think she that kind of cool type... i duno her name, but if you wanna meet her, go sri kembangan, equine park's wong kok char chan teng lar =) and i'm kinda worried to be in a relationship... i always worried that i can't be a good bf, good husband or good father... lolz... shouldn't think so far... but almost thought of every possibilities d... haiz...
( forgot when i posted it for the first time ) addition : there's a minute, she looked into my eyes, and sing 情歌王-古巨基 with me... haha... i was looking into her eyes and sang along with her... after that she smiled and turn away.. XD
eye contacts are tiring !! haha.... my eyes are really tired... it's like been into a war... haha... first time having more than 20 eye contacts in a day.... haha... oops...
went to the wong kok of equine park again... =) lucky today she din off.... can see her again =)
looking at her is something tiring though... haha... when you look at her, within 2 seconds, she'll look back... eye to eye contact... and that's the time i always move my eye sight away... haha... i did like that 10 times in less than a minute?? looking at her is like something irresistable... haha... but seriously... which guy wouldn't look at pretty girls?? and plus, i'm single somemore... nah~ i really wish i could talk to her de... but... just dun wan lar... hehe... although she's pretty... there's someone prettier in my heart =P
the eye to eye contact she gave... whoa ~ heavenly feeling wei... not to say i perasan... but she's keep giving that kind of eye sight =P but... i dun really know her and i prefer someone who can really know me well =) from what i look at her, she's kinda, erm.... i think she that kind of cool type... i duno her name, but if you wanna meet her, go sri kembangan, equine park's wong kok char chan teng lar =) and i'm kinda worried to be in a relationship... i always worried that i can't be a good bf, good husband or good father... lolz... shouldn't think so far... but almost thought of every possibilities d... haiz...
( forgot when i posted it for the first time ) addition : there's a minute, she looked into my eyes, and sing 情歌王-古巨基 with me... haha... i was looking into her eyes and sang along with her... after that she smiled and turn away.. XD
eye contacts are tiring !! haha.... my eyes are really tired... it's like been into a war... haha... first time having more than 20 eye contacts in a day.... haha... oops...
i wonder
i wonder how the quiz creator so good.... are they all taking human studies?? haha
this quiz result is exactly what i thought in mind
You like your kisses to be soft delicate expressions of emotion. Your partner should be someone respectful and sensitive, who moves at your pace. You value connectedness over sexuality, intimacy over creativity, and you see kissing as a small but special part of a relationship. To you, kissing doesn’t need to be a precursor to anything else, nor does it need to be an overtly sexual act. It can exist simply and wonderfully by itself.
this quiz result is exactly what i thought in mind
You like your kisses to be soft delicate expressions of emotion. Your partner should be someone respectful and sensitive, who moves at your pace. You value connectedness over sexuality, intimacy over creativity, and you see kissing as a small but special part of a relationship. To you, kissing doesn’t need to be a precursor to anything else, nor does it need to be an overtly sexual act. It can exist simply and wonderfully by itself.
Thursday, April 9, 2009
i'll be a workoholic in the future !! haha
You'd dedicate your life to help your friends/family/close ones, despite the obstacles you go trough. You work intensively to bring joy and happiness around you - your family or clients. Your friends love you and trust you. You have established a good name among them and earn a fair amount of respect.
you love or you hate?
too many hints...
haiz.....
love deeper, hatred stronger... but the more you hate, the lesser you love
the more you love, the more you hate... that's why i'm not hated by anyone... cause no one loved me before =P when you hate someone you've loved, that shows you're still loving him/her
when you let go. it means let go....
sometimes why you dun hate that person?? because you never cared =)
i wish the hatred will never exist
haiz.....
love deeper, hatred stronger... but the more you hate, the lesser you love
the more you love, the more you hate... that's why i'm not hated by anyone... cause no one loved me before =P when you hate someone you've loved, that shows you're still loving him/her
when you let go. it means let go....
sometimes why you dun hate that person?? because you never cared =)
i wish the hatred will never exist
dream
i never had a dream come true, but last night's dream.... was one that i really wish it could be true... i never had such a happy dream before... it's the sweetest of the sweetest dreams... although there's some scary part of it... but we faced it together... i duno why but this dream seems so true to me... i can feel it when i held her hand... and we even had a fun argue... she was saying my hand is small, but her hand smaller and stuff... i din expect to have such a dream... it's almost wonderful and i wish i could never wake up... but at the almost end of dream.... i noticed all that wasn't true... and i chose to wake up from my sleep cause i've already slept for 12 hours...
starting of the dream, i was having a dinner with meranti and jati friends... and surprisingly, there's no merbau ppl there... haha... after dinner, she went washroom... then everyone started to talk lor... suddenly i got angry and i fight with jinn yeung.... haha... duno why is he involved also... nvm lo, fight fight fight... then she ask me to stop fighting as she dun wan me to get hurt cause jinn yeung has a coloured belt =P then while walking back to her house... we started to hold hands, and i can feel the warmth that's between both of us... it was late night already.... so she sneak in her house through the back door and ask me to go in from the front door.... so i run and run and run... while i was running towards the front door... the road is getting darker and darker until i almost can't see anything.. and i bang'ed "something" when i was running... and at last... i went into her house...
at first i was just suppose to teman her home... but i din call my parents and i terslept on her dining table... when i woke up, she was eating the big bun "dai bao"... with chopstick... then i ask her why din wake me up... she answered that i'm harmless.... lolz... while eating half way, we heard some kind of opera singing, and we thought that was neighbour's ring tone... who knows there's "G" around... our chopstick started to stand up and dance around... i was hugging her and keep praying that the "G" will go off... but "G" 's singing keep getting louder and louder... suddenly, " ding dong ~ " the door bell rings and the "G" gone d... we went to open the door and it was Kai Yee outside... haha... so we had our talk for hours... then we went to take bath... me and her separately la... not that "pro" to dream bout taking bath together lar !! zzz
after that we went to send kai yee home and we're having a walk at the garden... once again, our hands are combined... she say my hand so small, almost smaller than hers... but i say still got like half cm longer than hers and stuff... had a fun argue there... after that we keep smiling only.... after having the walk... it's time for pasar malam already... but i woke myself up before going to pasar malam... sure can have lots of fun there....
but the fact's still the fact... so i chose to face the reality than being lied in a dream... of course i do hope the dream is some kind of hint... but... it's just illusions after all.... the only thing i dun like bout this dream is the "G" part and she has 2 piercings on her tongue... XD duno why would that be inside my dream also... LOL... but others was just perfect and nice... she's the one that i always wanted... caring and understanding.... =) but this is the first time i dream of something so real... every contact in the dream seems so real and like i can feel it... and every emotions so true...
reminding myself..... dream is still a dream.... what happens in the reality? depends on my effort lo... =)
starting of the dream, i was having a dinner with meranti and jati friends... and surprisingly, there's no merbau ppl there... haha... after dinner, she went washroom... then everyone started to talk lor... suddenly i got angry and i fight with jinn yeung.... haha... duno why is he involved also... nvm lo, fight fight fight... then she ask me to stop fighting as she dun wan me to get hurt cause jinn yeung has a coloured belt =P then while walking back to her house... we started to hold hands, and i can feel the warmth that's between both of us... it was late night already.... so she sneak in her house through the back door and ask me to go in from the front door.... so i run and run and run... while i was running towards the front door... the road is getting darker and darker until i almost can't see anything.. and i bang'ed "something" when i was running... and at last... i went into her house...
at first i was just suppose to teman her home... but i din call my parents and i terslept on her dining table... when i woke up, she was eating the big bun "dai bao"... with chopstick... then i ask her why din wake me up... she answered that i'm harmless.... lolz... while eating half way, we heard some kind of opera singing, and we thought that was neighbour's ring tone... who knows there's "G" around... our chopstick started to stand up and dance around... i was hugging her and keep praying that the "G" will go off... but "G" 's singing keep getting louder and louder... suddenly, " ding dong ~ " the door bell rings and the "G" gone d... we went to open the door and it was Kai Yee outside... haha... so we had our talk for hours... then we went to take bath... me and her separately la... not that "pro" to dream bout taking bath together lar !! zzz
after that we went to send kai yee home and we're having a walk at the garden... once again, our hands are combined... she say my hand so small, almost smaller than hers... but i say still got like half cm longer than hers and stuff... had a fun argue there... after that we keep smiling only.... after having the walk... it's time for pasar malam already... but i woke myself up before going to pasar malam... sure can have lots of fun there....
but the fact's still the fact... so i chose to face the reality than being lied in a dream... of course i do hope the dream is some kind of hint... but... it's just illusions after all.... the only thing i dun like bout this dream is the "G" part and she has 2 piercings on her tongue... XD duno why would that be inside my dream also... LOL... but others was just perfect and nice... she's the one that i always wanted... caring and understanding.... =) but this is the first time i dream of something so real... every contact in the dream seems so real and like i can feel it... and every emotions so true...
reminding myself..... dream is still a dream.... what happens in the reality? depends on my effort lo... =)
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
7th April
this is the test result i got from a test : what girls do you attract?and i'm totally agree with the phrase... emo girls are beautiful in their own little way... they're sometimes very artistic and they see the world in a different way than the rest of us
i dun call her an emo girl... but that's what everyone else thought she was one?
things are viewed differently by individuals... everyone has their own beauty
and everyone has their own way of doing stuff, just because their way dun suits us, we think that's weird... everyone is weird in their own way too =)
i also duno what am i crapping... today suddenly thought of love is something like gambling
i also duno what am i crapping... today suddenly thought of love is something like gambling
the bet you decided to put, you duno will you get anything in return, you just bet it with your feelings... and gambling is controllable, it's not addictive if you think it's not
love is mysterious like gambling... sometimes you think you understand it, but you're not
haha, i guess i'm out of my mind, i actually match love with gamble?? and compared them?
haha... but love is definitely not a gamble stuff... i will never do that =P
had domino's for dinner... almost 4 months din eat it already... time passes really fast... remember when we used to eat domino's with the classmates... and unconsciously... spm already finished for 4 months? and result day already almost a month?? time really flies
had domino's for dinner... almost 4 months din eat it already... time passes really fast... remember when we used to eat domino's with the classmates... and unconsciously... spm already finished for 4 months? and result day already almost a month?? time really flies
Thursday, April 2, 2009
here it goes
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flash
haha... today afternoon... a girl called me... she's from kdu... she told me bout there's an intake on april... and asked me what course i would like to take or i'm interested in... she sounds really nervous... within that 1 minute call, i heard 4 mistakes... but she did a really great job =) cause i'm totally a weirdo on phone... haha... i can't really talk well on phone... with anyone... close friends, female friends, teacher, or anyone... eventhough if they're the one who keeps on come out new topics and who wants to continue the conversation... i just can't talk well... XD duno why... i prefer sharing in words... =(
can i stop looking at the past? memories... i noticed i have sweet memories more than sad/bad memories... but those sweet memories are like tools to comfort myself whenever i'm down... i really wish the sweets will remain and those bads will go off... =(
i always thought of my this classmate when i'm down also... her name is kah kei... everytime think bout how funny she is, how cheerful she is, i'll smile by my own... heh... i also duno why... haha... look at her can smile easily too... duno lar ~
birthday coming in 61 days... =P
can i stop looking at the past? memories... i noticed i have sweet memories more than sad/bad memories... but those sweet memories are like tools to comfort myself whenever i'm down... i really wish the sweets will remain and those bads will go off... =(
i always thought of my this classmate when i'm down also... her name is kah kei... everytime think bout how funny she is, how cheerful she is, i'll smile by my own... heh... i also duno why... haha... look at her can smile easily too... duno lar ~
birthday coming in 61 days... =P
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
April Fool
it's not as fun as the form 3's and form 4's april fool for me... i really miss those times... that she will always sms me... and always cheer me up whenever i'm down... but... i know everything's over and it'll be history already... i din get to celebrate birthday with her this year.... no transport lar !! sorry lah ~ but i wished you also ler... hehe... she has a really sweet smile... but belongs to other ppl d lor... =( let it go lor... not missing her anymore as i met someone new... haha =P
today ~ morning took a heavy breakfast.... 2 half boiled eggs + nasi lemak + milo !! full like mad... bowling 6 games?? gila... thumb's nail crack again... haha... but this time got internal bleeding and blue black on the thumb... more serious compare to last time... =( i know my throwing style is wrong... but i just wanna be different... if everyone's following what everyone else did... then what's the point of being individuals?? i dun mind ppl say bout my dressing style... as long as i feel free, comfortable, relax.... then i'm ok with it lor... why mind so much?? they're just the same as the others, aka common.... =P watched 12 rounds and confession of a shopaholic...
12 Rounds was OK cause the stupid screen keep shaking... made me end up in a dizzy condition and feels like vomitting after coming out from cinema hall... that show... i rate it 5/10... haha
confession of a shopaholic was awesome !! haha... i dun say it's a girl's show... cause it's really nice !! haha.... 9.5/10 !!! this show.... you can never get bored... it's interesting in almost every part.... but 90% of the audience are FEMALES !!! and i'm the only one without girl friend there.... for the MALES.... haha... so special hor.... when i walk into cinema, show haven starts... those females look at me with 1 kind of look.... like their faces are written : is he inside the right hall?? is he alone?? gosh.... this is a shopaholic show.... is he gay?? why is he sitting alone?? bla bla bla... girls... just watch your damm show lar.... talk so much for what?? i love watching movie alone you blow ah?? damm wei... keep talk talk talk almost all the time... interupt ppl enjoy movie nia... &^%$#@! girl.... only know how to spend money....
tip of the day : you know how love works?? actually it works like clapping hand... need 2 ppl to put in effort together to create the fantastic love adventure... just like you need 2 hands to clap... if only 1 person is putting effort into the love relationship... it won't works... just like you're clapping with 1 hand... NO SOUND = NO CONCLUSION that's why "tepuk sebelah tangan" exist... cause you can never clap with a hand... you can only slap and not clap...
today ~ morning took a heavy breakfast.... 2 half boiled eggs + nasi lemak + milo !! full like mad... bowling 6 games?? gila... thumb's nail crack again... haha... but this time got internal bleeding and blue black on the thumb... more serious compare to last time... =( i know my throwing style is wrong... but i just wanna be different... if everyone's following what everyone else did... then what's the point of being individuals?? i dun mind ppl say bout my dressing style... as long as i feel free, comfortable, relax.... then i'm ok with it lor... why mind so much?? they're just the same as the others, aka common.... =P watched 12 rounds and confession of a shopaholic...
12 Rounds was OK cause the stupid screen keep shaking... made me end up in a dizzy condition and feels like vomitting after coming out from cinema hall... that show... i rate it 5/10... haha
confession of a shopaholic was awesome !! haha... i dun say it's a girl's show... cause it's really nice !! haha.... 9.5/10 !!! this show.... you can never get bored... it's interesting in almost every part.... but 90% of the audience are FEMALES !!! and i'm the only one without girl friend there.... for the MALES.... haha... so special hor.... when i walk into cinema, show haven starts... those females look at me with 1 kind of look.... like their faces are written : is he inside the right hall?? is he alone?? gosh.... this is a shopaholic show.... is he gay?? why is he sitting alone?? bla bla bla... girls... just watch your damm show lar.... talk so much for what?? i love watching movie alone you blow ah?? damm wei... keep talk talk talk almost all the time... interupt ppl enjoy movie nia... &^%$#@! girl.... only know how to spend money....
tip of the day : you know how love works?? actually it works like clapping hand... need 2 ppl to put in effort together to create the fantastic love adventure... just like you need 2 hands to clap... if only 1 person is putting effort into the love relationship... it won't works... just like you're clapping with 1 hand... NO SOUND = NO CONCLUSION that's why "tepuk sebelah tangan" exist... cause you can never clap with a hand... you can only slap and not clap...
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