was it really coincident?? or maybe that's just what i'm good with
UPSR - 4A
PMR - 3A
SPM - 3A
all those As, i know it's few... but just wanna say that... for all 3 tests... got A for english, math and science =) must use for future !! 3 subjects =P
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
what a tired day ~
woke up quite late... around 1130am today... friend called and asked me to teman him to sri kembangan... hehe...
went to the wong kok of equine park again... =) lucky today she din off.... can see her again =)
looking at her is something tiring though... haha... when you look at her, within 2 seconds, she'll look back... eye to eye contact... and that's the time i always move my eye sight away... haha... i did like that 10 times in less than a minute?? looking at her is like something irresistable... haha... but seriously... which guy wouldn't look at pretty girls?? and plus, i'm single somemore... nah~ i really wish i could talk to her de... but... just dun wan lar... hehe... although she's pretty... there's someone prettier in my heart =P
the eye to eye contact she gave... whoa ~ heavenly feeling wei... not to say i perasan... but she's keep giving that kind of eye sight =P but... i dun really know her and i prefer someone who can really know me well =) from what i look at her, she's kinda, erm.... i think she that kind of cool type... i duno her name, but if you wanna meet her, go sri kembangan, equine park's wong kok char chan teng lar =) and i'm kinda worried to be in a relationship... i always worried that i can't be a good bf, good husband or good father... lolz... shouldn't think so far... but almost thought of every possibilities d... haiz...
( forgot when i posted it for the first time ) addition : there's a minute, she looked into my eyes, and sing 情歌王-古巨基 with me... haha... i was looking into her eyes and sang along with her... after that she smiled and turn away.. XD
eye contacts are tiring !! haha.... my eyes are really tired... it's like been into a war... haha... first time having more than 20 eye contacts in a day.... haha... oops...
went to the wong kok of equine park again... =) lucky today she din off.... can see her again =)
looking at her is something tiring though... haha... when you look at her, within 2 seconds, she'll look back... eye to eye contact... and that's the time i always move my eye sight away... haha... i did like that 10 times in less than a minute?? looking at her is like something irresistable... haha... but seriously... which guy wouldn't look at pretty girls?? and plus, i'm single somemore... nah~ i really wish i could talk to her de... but... just dun wan lar... hehe... although she's pretty... there's someone prettier in my heart =P
the eye to eye contact she gave... whoa ~ heavenly feeling wei... not to say i perasan... but she's keep giving that kind of eye sight =P but... i dun really know her and i prefer someone who can really know me well =) from what i look at her, she's kinda, erm.... i think she that kind of cool type... i duno her name, but if you wanna meet her, go sri kembangan, equine park's wong kok char chan teng lar =) and i'm kinda worried to be in a relationship... i always worried that i can't be a good bf, good husband or good father... lolz... shouldn't think so far... but almost thought of every possibilities d... haiz...
( forgot when i posted it for the first time ) addition : there's a minute, she looked into my eyes, and sing 情歌王-古巨基 with me... haha... i was looking into her eyes and sang along with her... after that she smiled and turn away.. XD
eye contacts are tiring !! haha.... my eyes are really tired... it's like been into a war... haha... first time having more than 20 eye contacts in a day.... haha... oops...
i wonder
i wonder how the quiz creator so good.... are they all taking human studies?? haha
this quiz result is exactly what i thought in mind
You like your kisses to be soft delicate expressions of emotion. Your partner should be someone respectful and sensitive, who moves at your pace. You value connectedness over sexuality, intimacy over creativity, and you see kissing as a small but special part of a relationship. To you, kissing doesn’t need to be a precursor to anything else, nor does it need to be an overtly sexual act. It can exist simply and wonderfully by itself.
this quiz result is exactly what i thought in mind
You like your kisses to be soft delicate expressions of emotion. Your partner should be someone respectful and sensitive, who moves at your pace. You value connectedness over sexuality, intimacy over creativity, and you see kissing as a small but special part of a relationship. To you, kissing doesn’t need to be a precursor to anything else, nor does it need to be an overtly sexual act. It can exist simply and wonderfully by itself.
Thursday, April 9, 2009
i'll be a workoholic in the future !! haha
You'd dedicate your life to help your friends/family/close ones, despite the obstacles you go trough. You work intensively to bring joy and happiness around you - your family or clients. Your friends love you and trust you. You have established a good name among them and earn a fair amount of respect.
you love or you hate?
too many hints...
haiz.....
love deeper, hatred stronger... but the more you hate, the lesser you love
the more you love, the more you hate... that's why i'm not hated by anyone... cause no one loved me before =P when you hate someone you've loved, that shows you're still loving him/her
when you let go. it means let go....
sometimes why you dun hate that person?? because you never cared =)
i wish the hatred will never exist
haiz.....
love deeper, hatred stronger... but the more you hate, the lesser you love
the more you love, the more you hate... that's why i'm not hated by anyone... cause no one loved me before =P when you hate someone you've loved, that shows you're still loving him/her
when you let go. it means let go....
sometimes why you dun hate that person?? because you never cared =)
i wish the hatred will never exist
dream
i never had a dream come true, but last night's dream.... was one that i really wish it could be true... i never had such a happy dream before... it's the sweetest of the sweetest dreams... although there's some scary part of it... but we faced it together... i duno why but this dream seems so true to me... i can feel it when i held her hand... and we even had a fun argue... she was saying my hand is small, but her hand smaller and stuff... i din expect to have such a dream... it's almost wonderful and i wish i could never wake up... but at the almost end of dream.... i noticed all that wasn't true... and i chose to wake up from my sleep cause i've already slept for 12 hours...
starting of the dream, i was having a dinner with meranti and jati friends... and surprisingly, there's no merbau ppl there... haha... after dinner, she went washroom... then everyone started to talk lor... suddenly i got angry and i fight with jinn yeung.... haha... duno why is he involved also... nvm lo, fight fight fight... then she ask me to stop fighting as she dun wan me to get hurt cause jinn yeung has a coloured belt =P then while walking back to her house... we started to hold hands, and i can feel the warmth that's between both of us... it was late night already.... so she sneak in her house through the back door and ask me to go in from the front door.... so i run and run and run... while i was running towards the front door... the road is getting darker and darker until i almost can't see anything.. and i bang'ed "something" when i was running... and at last... i went into her house...
at first i was just suppose to teman her home... but i din call my parents and i terslept on her dining table... when i woke up, she was eating the big bun "dai bao"... with chopstick... then i ask her why din wake me up... she answered that i'm harmless.... lolz... while eating half way, we heard some kind of opera singing, and we thought that was neighbour's ring tone... who knows there's "G" around... our chopstick started to stand up and dance around... i was hugging her and keep praying that the "G" will go off... but "G" 's singing keep getting louder and louder... suddenly, " ding dong ~ " the door bell rings and the "G" gone d... we went to open the door and it was Kai Yee outside... haha... so we had our talk for hours... then we went to take bath... me and her separately la... not that "pro" to dream bout taking bath together lar !! zzz
after that we went to send kai yee home and we're having a walk at the garden... once again, our hands are combined... she say my hand so small, almost smaller than hers... but i say still got like half cm longer than hers and stuff... had a fun argue there... after that we keep smiling only.... after having the walk... it's time for pasar malam already... but i woke myself up before going to pasar malam... sure can have lots of fun there....
but the fact's still the fact... so i chose to face the reality than being lied in a dream... of course i do hope the dream is some kind of hint... but... it's just illusions after all.... the only thing i dun like bout this dream is the "G" part and she has 2 piercings on her tongue... XD duno why would that be inside my dream also... LOL... but others was just perfect and nice... she's the one that i always wanted... caring and understanding.... =) but this is the first time i dream of something so real... every contact in the dream seems so real and like i can feel it... and every emotions so true...
reminding myself..... dream is still a dream.... what happens in the reality? depends on my effort lo... =)
starting of the dream, i was having a dinner with meranti and jati friends... and surprisingly, there's no merbau ppl there... haha... after dinner, she went washroom... then everyone started to talk lor... suddenly i got angry and i fight with jinn yeung.... haha... duno why is he involved also... nvm lo, fight fight fight... then she ask me to stop fighting as she dun wan me to get hurt cause jinn yeung has a coloured belt =P then while walking back to her house... we started to hold hands, and i can feel the warmth that's between both of us... it was late night already.... so she sneak in her house through the back door and ask me to go in from the front door.... so i run and run and run... while i was running towards the front door... the road is getting darker and darker until i almost can't see anything.. and i bang'ed "something" when i was running... and at last... i went into her house...
at first i was just suppose to teman her home... but i din call my parents and i terslept on her dining table... when i woke up, she was eating the big bun "dai bao"... with chopstick... then i ask her why din wake me up... she answered that i'm harmless.... lolz... while eating half way, we heard some kind of opera singing, and we thought that was neighbour's ring tone... who knows there's "G" around... our chopstick started to stand up and dance around... i was hugging her and keep praying that the "G" will go off... but "G" 's singing keep getting louder and louder... suddenly, " ding dong ~ " the door bell rings and the "G" gone d... we went to open the door and it was Kai Yee outside... haha... so we had our talk for hours... then we went to take bath... me and her separately la... not that "pro" to dream bout taking bath together lar !! zzz
after that we went to send kai yee home and we're having a walk at the garden... once again, our hands are combined... she say my hand so small, almost smaller than hers... but i say still got like half cm longer than hers and stuff... had a fun argue there... after that we keep smiling only.... after having the walk... it's time for pasar malam already... but i woke myself up before going to pasar malam... sure can have lots of fun there....
but the fact's still the fact... so i chose to face the reality than being lied in a dream... of course i do hope the dream is some kind of hint... but... it's just illusions after all.... the only thing i dun like bout this dream is the "G" part and she has 2 piercings on her tongue... XD duno why would that be inside my dream also... LOL... but others was just perfect and nice... she's the one that i always wanted... caring and understanding.... =) but this is the first time i dream of something so real... every contact in the dream seems so real and like i can feel it... and every emotions so true...
reminding myself..... dream is still a dream.... what happens in the reality? depends on my effort lo... =)
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
7th April
this is the test result i got from a test : what girls do you attract?and i'm totally agree with the phrase... emo girls are beautiful in their own little way... they're sometimes very artistic and they see the world in a different way than the rest of us
i dun call her an emo girl... but that's what everyone else thought she was one?
things are viewed differently by individuals... everyone has their own beauty
and everyone has their own way of doing stuff, just because their way dun suits us, we think that's weird... everyone is weird in their own way too =)
i also duno what am i crapping... today suddenly thought of love is something like gambling
i also duno what am i crapping... today suddenly thought of love is something like gambling
the bet you decided to put, you duno will you get anything in return, you just bet it with your feelings... and gambling is controllable, it's not addictive if you think it's not
love is mysterious like gambling... sometimes you think you understand it, but you're not
haha, i guess i'm out of my mind, i actually match love with gamble?? and compared them?
haha... but love is definitely not a gamble stuff... i will never do that =P
had domino's for dinner... almost 4 months din eat it already... time passes really fast... remember when we used to eat domino's with the classmates... and unconsciously... spm already finished for 4 months? and result day already almost a month?? time really flies
had domino's for dinner... almost 4 months din eat it already... time passes really fast... remember when we used to eat domino's with the classmates... and unconsciously... spm already finished for 4 months? and result day already almost a month?? time really flies
Thursday, April 2, 2009
here it goes
 | boonkhit took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! ""Takes on too much and is easily overwhelmed, but ..."
|
flash
haha... today afternoon... a girl called me... she's from kdu... she told me bout there's an intake on april... and asked me what course i would like to take or i'm interested in... she sounds really nervous... within that 1 minute call, i heard 4 mistakes... but she did a really great job =) cause i'm totally a weirdo on phone... haha... i can't really talk well on phone... with anyone... close friends, female friends, teacher, or anyone... eventhough if they're the one who keeps on come out new topics and who wants to continue the conversation... i just can't talk well... XD duno why... i prefer sharing in words... =(
can i stop looking at the past? memories... i noticed i have sweet memories more than sad/bad memories... but those sweet memories are like tools to comfort myself whenever i'm down... i really wish the sweets will remain and those bads will go off... =(
i always thought of my this classmate when i'm down also... her name is kah kei... everytime think bout how funny she is, how cheerful she is, i'll smile by my own... heh... i also duno why... haha... look at her can smile easily too... duno lar ~
birthday coming in 61 days... =P
can i stop looking at the past? memories... i noticed i have sweet memories more than sad/bad memories... but those sweet memories are like tools to comfort myself whenever i'm down... i really wish the sweets will remain and those bads will go off... =(
i always thought of my this classmate when i'm down also... her name is kah kei... everytime think bout how funny she is, how cheerful she is, i'll smile by my own... heh... i also duno why... haha... look at her can smile easily too... duno lar ~
birthday coming in 61 days... =P
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
April Fool
it's not as fun as the form 3's and form 4's april fool for me... i really miss those times... that she will always sms me... and always cheer me up whenever i'm down... but... i know everything's over and it'll be history already... i din get to celebrate birthday with her this year.... no transport lar !! sorry lah ~ but i wished you also ler... hehe... she has a really sweet smile... but belongs to other ppl d lor... =( let it go lor... not missing her anymore as i met someone new... haha =P
today ~ morning took a heavy breakfast.... 2 half boiled eggs + nasi lemak + milo !! full like mad... bowling 6 games?? gila... thumb's nail crack again... haha... but this time got internal bleeding and blue black on the thumb... more serious compare to last time... =( i know my throwing style is wrong... but i just wanna be different... if everyone's following what everyone else did... then what's the point of being individuals?? i dun mind ppl say bout my dressing style... as long as i feel free, comfortable, relax.... then i'm ok with it lor... why mind so much?? they're just the same as the others, aka common.... =P watched 12 rounds and confession of a shopaholic...
12 Rounds was OK cause the stupid screen keep shaking... made me end up in a dizzy condition and feels like vomitting after coming out from cinema hall... that show... i rate it 5/10... haha
confession of a shopaholic was awesome !! haha... i dun say it's a girl's show... cause it's really nice !! haha.... 9.5/10 !!! this show.... you can never get bored... it's interesting in almost every part.... but 90% of the audience are FEMALES !!! and i'm the only one without girl friend there.... for the MALES.... haha... so special hor.... when i walk into cinema, show haven starts... those females look at me with 1 kind of look.... like their faces are written : is he inside the right hall?? is he alone?? gosh.... this is a shopaholic show.... is he gay?? why is he sitting alone?? bla bla bla... girls... just watch your damm show lar.... talk so much for what?? i love watching movie alone you blow ah?? damm wei... keep talk talk talk almost all the time... interupt ppl enjoy movie nia... &^%$#@! girl.... only know how to spend money....
tip of the day : you know how love works?? actually it works like clapping hand... need 2 ppl to put in effort together to create the fantastic love adventure... just like you need 2 hands to clap... if only 1 person is putting effort into the love relationship... it won't works... just like you're clapping with 1 hand... NO SOUND = NO CONCLUSION that's why "tepuk sebelah tangan" exist... cause you can never clap with a hand... you can only slap and not clap...
today ~ morning took a heavy breakfast.... 2 half boiled eggs + nasi lemak + milo !! full like mad... bowling 6 games?? gila... thumb's nail crack again... haha... but this time got internal bleeding and blue black on the thumb... more serious compare to last time... =( i know my throwing style is wrong... but i just wanna be different... if everyone's following what everyone else did... then what's the point of being individuals?? i dun mind ppl say bout my dressing style... as long as i feel free, comfortable, relax.... then i'm ok with it lor... why mind so much?? they're just the same as the others, aka common.... =P watched 12 rounds and confession of a shopaholic...
12 Rounds was OK cause the stupid screen keep shaking... made me end up in a dizzy condition and feels like vomitting after coming out from cinema hall... that show... i rate it 5/10... haha
confession of a shopaholic was awesome !! haha... i dun say it's a girl's show... cause it's really nice !! haha.... 9.5/10 !!! this show.... you can never get bored... it's interesting in almost every part.... but 90% of the audience are FEMALES !!! and i'm the only one without girl friend there.... for the MALES.... haha... so special hor.... when i walk into cinema, show haven starts... those females look at me with 1 kind of look.... like their faces are written : is he inside the right hall?? is he alone?? gosh.... this is a shopaholic show.... is he gay?? why is he sitting alone?? bla bla bla... girls... just watch your damm show lar.... talk so much for what?? i love watching movie alone you blow ah?? damm wei... keep talk talk talk almost all the time... interupt ppl enjoy movie nia... &^%$#@! girl.... only know how to spend money....
tip of the day : you know how love works?? actually it works like clapping hand... need 2 ppl to put in effort together to create the fantastic love adventure... just like you need 2 hands to clap... if only 1 person is putting effort into the love relationship... it won't works... just like you're clapping with 1 hand... NO SOUND = NO CONCLUSION that's why "tepuk sebelah tangan" exist... cause you can never clap with a hand... you can only slap and not clap...
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
