feeling weird

today, got to teman a friend to undang seminar, of course i'm involved too la, cause i also have to take my license too ma... but he called me last night and i decide it within a minute, then today followed to the seminar and sat there for like 6 hours lifelessly... the best thing bout seminar is ashy dent (accident) only.... the guy keep pronounce as ashy dent and it do sounds like presiden... haha....

after seminar, since everyone so concern bout her, so i give it a try... i went to her house... but once i like step into her house's front area... 1 girl/lady appeared at 2nd floor and looking at me... and i look back at her... that moment, i felt something very weird... it's like 1 kind of feeling that tells me that person really dun wan to do so... i hope that's her but the feel i got at that moment was like her mom was the one who looking at me... but anyhow, i just feel like i'm gonna lose something or someone while i standing looking at that person.... and my tears just drop out like i already lost something... i walked away and i turned back, she's still looking... i really wish that was her at that moment, i will try my hardest and never give up no matter what happened... i've decided....

i was kinda down after that, so i went 1u alone.... wasted 5 bucks on arcade... end up won all the matches... it's like so few ppl today and no match at all.... really wanted to express so badly... after that i went to buy chicken kebab and eat lo, while i was q'ing for the kebab, lee ping pass by... at the back of me.... but she din notice me.. i guess i wasn't that special after all... haha... after i bought my kebab, wanted to go back arcade to check, is there any pro playing there... mana tahu i got shocked in front of TGV.... i met cheau wei and cheau rou there... the twins sister shopping on sunday !! haha... then when i reach arcade, i saw the twins brother !! en kane and en dru playing daytona... both of them so pro.... drifting at the speed of 320km/h and every drifts so perfect.... really wish can learn from them.. haha.. meeting 2 twins in da same day =)