when i wake up today, i somehow felt my life has changed... it's not as bright as it used to be... everyone asked me to move on... but i guess, i've put in too much parking fee, i just have to stop for a lil while longer... it's hard to change everything in a sudden... and i'm seriously totally lazy to change everything... if i would've give up... idk what will it be... haha, maybe i shouldn't put in so much at the beginning... 终于明白了希望越大， 失望越大的道理。
yar, i felt the emptiness, the loneliness... i even stay up til 5am yesterday... for thinking what happened in my room for the past 9 months... it changed a lot... and there's just too much joy to gain from it... home is still the safest place... if i try to compare... my heart was broken 5 times outside the house, but only once at home... it's just so hard to accept the fact right?
friend A : why you have to make it 1?? open up your options and be fair to other girls.... we're still young...
friend B : you have to give up lar... no point staying the same
friend C : i'm sorry, i duno what to say... you must be very sad
friend D : dun lar so emo, there are still plenty outside...
friend E : gosh, finally... you're free now... i'm glad she did that...
do i really have to give up?? i'm really confused... it's like i got hint'ed or something... (but to give up or not, it's still depends on me) 但是，这并不表示我一定会放弃。 she's right... life's always unfair... but still... what happen in the future we won't know, we just gonna work for it... really wish i could pick up my mood soon... it shall not stay for long !!
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