dream

i never had a dream come true, but last night's dream.... was one that i really wish it could be true... i never had such a happy dream before... it's the sweetest of the sweetest dreams... although there's some scary part of it... but we faced it together... i duno why but this dream seems so true to me... i can feel it when i held her hand... and we even had a fun argue... she was saying my hand is small, but her hand smaller and stuff... i din expect to have such a dream... it's almost wonderful and i wish i could never wake up... but at the almost end of dream.... i noticed all that wasn't true... and i chose to wake up from my sleep cause i've already slept for 12 hours...

starting of the dream, i was having a dinner with meranti and jati friends... and surprisingly, there's no merbau ppl there... haha... after dinner, she went washroom... then everyone started to talk lor... suddenly i got angry and i fight with jinn yeung.... haha... duno why is he involved also... nvm lo, fight fight fight... then she ask me to stop fighting as she dun wan me to get hurt cause jinn yeung has a coloured belt =P then while walking back to her house... we started to hold hands, and i can feel the warmth that's between both of us... it was late night already.... so she sneak in her house through the back door and ask me to go in from the front door.... so i run and run and run... while i was running towards the front door... the road is getting darker and darker until i almost can't see anything.. and i bang'ed "something" when i was running... and at last... i went into her house...

at first i was just suppose to teman her home... but i din call my parents and i terslept on her dining table... when i woke up, she was eating the big bun "dai bao"... with chopstick... then i ask her why din wake me up... she answered that i'm harmless.... lolz... while eating half way, we heard some kind of opera singing, and we thought that was neighbour's ring tone... who knows there's "G" around... our chopstick started to stand up and dance around... i was hugging her and keep praying that the "G" will go off... but "G" 's singing keep getting louder and louder... suddenly, " ding dong ~ " the door bell rings and the "G" gone d... we went to open the door and it was Kai Yee outside... haha... so we had our talk for hours... then we went to take bath... me and her separately la... not that "pro" to dream bout taking bath together lar !! zzz

after that we went to send kai yee home and we're having a walk at the garden... once again, our hands are combined... she say my hand so small, almost smaller than hers... but i say still got like half cm longer than hers and stuff... had a fun argue there... after that we keep smiling only.... after having the walk... it's time for pasar malam already... but i woke myself up before going to pasar malam... sure can have lots of fun there....

but the fact's still the fact... so i chose to face the reality than being lied in a dream... of course i do hope the dream is some kind of hint... but... it's just illusions after all.... the only thing i dun like bout this dream is the "G" part and she has 2 piercings on her tongue... XD duno why would that be inside my dream also... LOL... but others was just perfect and nice... she's the one that i always wanted... caring and understanding.... =) but this is the first time i dream of something so real... every contact in the dream seems so real and like i can feel it... and every emotions so true...

reminding myself..... dream is still a dream.... what happens in the reality? depends on my effort lo... =)