flash

haha... today afternoon... a girl called me... she's from kdu... she told me bout there's an intake on april... and asked me what course i would like to take or i'm interested in... she sounds really nervous... within that 1 minute call, i heard 4 mistakes... but she did a really great job =) cause i'm totally a weirdo on phone... haha... i can't really talk well on phone... with anyone... close friends, female friends, teacher, or anyone... eventhough if they're the one who keeps on come out new topics and who wants to continue the conversation... i just can't talk well... XD duno why... i prefer sharing in words... =(

can i stop looking at the past? memories... i noticed i have sweet memories more than sad/bad memories... but those sweet memories are like tools to comfort myself whenever i'm down... i really wish the sweets will remain and those bads will go off... =(

i always thought of my this classmate when i'm down also... her name is kah kei... everytime think bout how funny she is, how cheerful she is, i'll smile by my own... heh... i also duno why... haha... look at her can smile easily too... duno lar ~

birthday coming in 61 days... =P