lolz, today, do you think i'm lucky or unlucky leh??
i had my 4 hours driving lesson today.... today drove all the way to ulu langat... in heavy rain and heavy jam... it took me around 90 minutes to reach there... and the view during rain... OMG.. so dangerous for a newbie like me... GOSH !!! but i'm glad... everything was fine... but after the lesson, when i was driving back to dj from ulu langat... GOSH !!! nearly got into an accident... that BLIND GEN 2 !! his damm mirror bang'ed my mirror !! and i'm 0.01 second away from collision mann.... i'm glad that i was safe... that GEN 2 !!! i tell you... walao... it was like facing life and death matter mann.... my speed was 10km/h !!! was facing a serious jam and this stupid GEN 2 cutting here and there, left and right.... GOSH !!! please bless me on my exam day... no more cursing lar !! argh !!
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
a request to update?? haha
hmm, i dun really have anything to update recently... haha... been sleeping really "early" and wake up really "early"... basically... i wake up at 4pm everyday !! haha...
i'll just share a lil of knowledge i gained in the pass few days lar =)
some health tips :
- make sure you have at least 4 hours gap between meals
- do not eat 4 hours before your sleep
- do not drink water 1 hour before your sleep
- do not swallow anti-biotic with soya bean (chemical reaction)
- be happy is the main key to keep your skin healthy(emotional will makes your skin dry up)
- when we sleep, our face will dry up by its own, use some moisturising cream before you sleep... i'm using Hazeline Snow... HAHA
- do not listen songs while you sleep, some songs do help in your sleeping, but when you're listening the songs, your mind still stay conscious when you sleep... so, normally you'll end up sleeping without having any dreams or wake up from sleep and still feel tired
i dun think i'm convincing enough... as myself sleep at 3am~6am til 3pm~5pm.... HAHA... i'm having a super unhealthy life.... can someone train me back to human?? XD
i'll just share a lil of knowledge i gained in the pass few days lar =)
some health tips :
- make sure you have at least 4 hours gap between meals
- do not eat 4 hours before your sleep
- do not drink water 1 hour before your sleep
- do not swallow anti-biotic with soya bean (chemical reaction)
- be happy is the main key to keep your skin healthy(emotional will makes your skin dry up)
- when we sleep, our face will dry up by its own, use some moisturising cream before you sleep... i'm using Hazeline Snow... HAHA
- do not listen songs while you sleep, some songs do help in your sleeping, but when you're listening the songs, your mind still stay conscious when you sleep... so, normally you'll end up sleeping without having any dreams or wake up from sleep and still feel tired
i dun think i'm convincing enough... as myself sleep at 3am~6am til 3pm~5pm.... HAHA... i'm having a super unhealthy life.... can someone train me back to human?? XD
Sunday, April 26, 2009
it's weird again
is everything fated?? or it's just some coincident??
i can't believe what i saw... something bout wolf??
was it a same thought?? or it's just some coincident??
nvm...
today morning, went dim sum...
i din walk pass her house for months...
i couldn't remember when was my last time passing by
24th and 26th, i passed by ~ i felt something weird
but i couldn't figure it out what was it
while having dim sum... i was keep looking around...
it's like... i was having a kind of desire...
a desire to meet you at somewhere nearby...
it's been 87 days since i last saw you...
but, i just duno what i felt lar... while in the area
288th days today
i can't believe what i saw... something bout wolf??
was it a same thought?? or it's just some coincident??
nvm...
today morning, went dim sum...
i din walk pass her house for months...
i couldn't remember when was my last time passing by
24th and 26th, i passed by ~ i felt something weird
but i couldn't figure it out what was it
while having dim sum... i was keep looking around...
it's like... i was having a kind of desire...
a desire to meet you at somewhere nearby...
it's been 87 days since i last saw you...
but, i just duno what i felt lar... while in the area
288th days today
Friday, April 24, 2009
it's so weird today !!
3rd time going midvalley with jason and his gf
2nd time going midvalley with san seng or yue...
today, dunno why am i feeling weird all the time >.< it's like... seeing yue like so down... i feel kinda weird when i failed to cheer her up... maybe i seldom see ppl like that gua, but i really feel weird lo... then inside the cinema... i feel quite uncomfortable for her cause the couple on her right was like... doing something can't be imagined?? haha... i heard weird voices and saw weird moves... haha, and i felt really really bad when i wasn't able to switch place with her... i'm not a really initiative type of person, so i din really like... go ahead and ask her to switch... but i keep feeling weird... it's like i want her to switch but i can't make her to switch?? aiya, i tried but i dun think i've put in all my effort la.. haha
after movie, went pool club... hmm, the price was OKAY ~ rm 15 per hour... and i actually played 2 half'ed game... cause i shot the black ball in... T_T my estimation still not as good as i wanted it to be... i've improved a lot in pooling... but, i still have much more spaces of improvement to be made... pool is 1 of the indoor activity i like... hehe... and i glad i made her laugh for a while... i din really asked her out, but she was asked to come out, and seeing her in that way, i really feel bad lo, like no ppl teman her like that...
that's why i always wish all my friends, like when we all coupled... we all can come out for double/triple/quadruple/quintuple/sextuple dates... then we guys go do guys stuff, and girls go for shopping or what... i really feel bad when like i'm playing games and they're just waiting like that... and today, finally we brought san seng to equine park's wong kok cha chan teng... and the waitress dye'd her hair... she has a better looking when her hair was black... =)
nvm la, just feel weird, very weird feeling today... dunno what was it ler?? haha
first time taking KTM to kepong sentral... yay !!
and then hor, when inside the bus, ss and jason gave their seats to 1 woman and her daughter... and when inside the KTM, a young man gave his seat to a woman... i just feel so weird when i saw them doing so, i thought i would do so too, but i din't... at that moment, i felt i was myself, gosh.... what a bad boy i am.... evil and cold blooded !! must really practise to be good lor... being bad was the OLD ME... dammit... ahhh !! turn me good !!
nvm la, just feel weird, very weird feeling today... dunno what was it ler?? haha (#2)
2nd time going midvalley with san seng or yue...
today, dunno why am i feeling weird all the time >.< it's like... seeing yue like so down... i feel kinda weird when i failed to cheer her up... maybe i seldom see ppl like that gua, but i really feel weird lo... then inside the cinema... i feel quite uncomfortable for her cause the couple on her right was like... doing something can't be imagined?? haha... i heard weird voices and saw weird moves... haha, and i felt really really bad when i wasn't able to switch place with her... i'm not a really initiative type of person, so i din really like... go ahead and ask her to switch... but i keep feeling weird... it's like i want her to switch but i can't make her to switch?? aiya, i tried but i dun think i've put in all my effort la.. haha
after movie, went pool club... hmm, the price was OKAY ~ rm 15 per hour... and i actually played 2 half'ed game... cause i shot the black ball in... T_T my estimation still not as good as i wanted it to be... i've improved a lot in pooling... but, i still have much more spaces of improvement to be made... pool is 1 of the indoor activity i like... hehe... and i glad i made her laugh for a while... i din really asked her out, but she was asked to come out, and seeing her in that way, i really feel bad lo, like no ppl teman her like that...
that's why i always wish all my friends, like when we all coupled... we all can come out for double/triple/quadruple/quintuple/sextuple dates... then we guys go do guys stuff, and girls go for shopping or what... i really feel bad when like i'm playing games and they're just waiting like that... and today, finally we brought san seng to equine park's wong kok cha chan teng... and the waitress dye'd her hair... she has a better looking when her hair was black... =)
nvm la, just feel weird, very weird feeling today... dunno what was it ler?? haha
first time taking KTM to kepong sentral... yay !!
and then hor, when inside the bus, ss and jason gave their seats to 1 woman and her daughter... and when inside the KTM, a young man gave his seat to a woman... i just feel so weird when i saw them doing so, i thought i would do so too, but i din't... at that moment, i felt i was myself, gosh.... what a bad boy i am.... evil and cold blooded !! must really practise to be good lor... being bad was the OLD ME... dammit... ahhh !! turn me good !!
nvm la, just feel weird, very weird feeling today... dunno what was it ler?? haha (#2)
Thursday, April 23, 2009
haha
i guess i'm just too blind folded for the past few days... even my favourite anime latest episode is out i also forgot to watch.... i'm just too weak huh?? haha... but i noticed it today wo?? not bad hor?? haha... i should say i'm lucky liao lor.... some ppl din even know the feeling of truly loving a person... some ppl din even know the feeling of failure... so, i'm kinda happy lor.. XD
gosh, i suddenly feel i'm so smart, *you ppl sure think, perasannya budak lelaki ni* haha, but yet, i'm super proud of myself today... gosh... hahaha !!! muahahahhaz !!! (note: i'm not crazy) but just really excited i can actually thought of that idea !! dun feel like saying it... it's a brilliant idea !! gosh ~
gosh, i suddenly feel i'm so smart, *you ppl sure think, perasannya budak lelaki ni* haha, but yet, i'm super proud of myself today... gosh... hahaha !!! muahahahhaz !!! (note: i'm not crazy) but just really excited i can actually thought of that idea !! dun feel like saying it... it's a brilliant idea !! gosh ~
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
oh, i thought of the way already
hehe, i finally thought of the KEY way~
haha, love is just like wind ~ when it wants to come, you can't block it.... when it wants to leave, you can't stop it... our life is full of obstacles and difficulties... if we never face any sadness or failure, we won't know what is the true happiness... that's what we can do is.... be tough and bare with it.... i can't really remember the whole sentence/paragraph of what the actress said in the movie, but that's enough for me to cheer up =)
i shall not think that much of it already and i should be happy that i faced the failure... ppl always say in chinese mar, failure is the mother of success.. haha... if we never face any failure... we won't grow/improve to be better than now...
so ya, smile ~
thanks to the tv... i found the way.... and thanks to the person who teman me til almost 4am yesterday =) you've open up my mind... thanks for sharing your opinions, glad to meet you, so i guess it was fated to meet you bah =) haha
haha, love is just like wind ~ when it wants to come, you can't block it.... when it wants to leave, you can't stop it... our life is full of obstacles and difficulties... if we never face any sadness or failure, we won't know what is the true happiness... that's what we can do is.... be tough and bare with it.... i can't really remember the whole sentence/paragraph of what the actress said in the movie, but that's enough for me to cheer up =)
i shall not think that much of it already and i should be happy that i faced the failure... ppl always say in chinese mar, failure is the mother of success.. haha... if we never face any failure... we won't grow/improve to be better than now...
so ya, smile ~
thanks to the tv... i found the way.... and thanks to the person who teman me til almost 4am yesterday =) you've open up my mind... thanks for sharing your opinions, glad to meet you, so i guess it was fated to meet you bah =) haha
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
it's easy to say, but it's really hard to do
3rd night/morning i can't sleep after reading the message... i somehow still can't get use to the daily routine i was doing for the past 9 months... but today... at least i have someone to talk to, we actually talked on the phone for 2 hours and 52 minutes... i just feel better after talking... before, i was like keeping everything in my heart, and what i can do was only chat in msn and share it in words... but yesterday, i actually said it out with my mouth... it takes lots of courage to do something you dun even know can you do it or not... like my title, it's easy to say, but it's really hard to do... dun ever comment bout someone too much when you, yourself can't even face it on your own... yar, i know, what i should do after that day, but it's just so hard to do like what you all asked me to do... it isn't as easy as you expect... you'll just know someday when you faced the similiar situation...
after talking on the phone yesterday, i noticed i've been so fake all the time... everytime hang out, i'm not who i really am... i cared a lot bout how ppl look at me, think bout me, or rather comment bout me... that's why i've been a really good person when i'm outside... i actually not that good only de... i admit i swear/curse a lot at home, but outside, you can hardly hear me saying those rude words or vulgar... that's why i feel like... i'm really hiding my trueself just to make more friends... which i think it wasn't a bad thing... but i'm just gonna lost myself more after day by day passes... but i think it's better to stay the way i was doing all this while... my trueself just too ugly... worse than a demon... and actually, i used my friends as a tool to seal the demon in my heart... i think it's not a wrong way to do so right?
and you know... it's really really damm hard to find someone who has so "much" of similiarities with you of the opposite gender... it's just so fake until like it was fated... yesterday i actually thought of this, fate and fake only 1 alphabet different... fate looks fake all the time... most of the time you just can't believe what you're seeing... but that's your fate to see it, know it or feel it, no matter how fake it was... and fate actually has its date.... which also 1 alphabet different only... the fate was planned in various dates... that's why sometimes it looks like a chain reaction?? things just happen 1 after another... nevermind lar, i shall not analyse too much... later i'm gonna be like some insane ppl who was locked in some kind of room with all the chains...
i'm glad that you ppl were by my side whenever i need you ppl...
but for some ppl, i really dun like when you say things like it's so easy to make it... it's not as easy as you sees it... i know it's not hard either, as long as i have the will, i can do it... but seriously... i'm really serious on her... i din even notice i actually did that much for her... but i always think it's not enough...
ppl, i'll just take my time slowly and give a lil fate lo... dun rush me to forget bout her bah... it's painful... it's a painful experience !!
after talking on the phone yesterday, i noticed i've been so fake all the time... everytime hang out, i'm not who i really am... i cared a lot bout how ppl look at me, think bout me, or rather comment bout me... that's why i've been a really good person when i'm outside... i actually not that good only de... i admit i swear/curse a lot at home, but outside, you can hardly hear me saying those rude words or vulgar... that's why i feel like... i'm really hiding my trueself just to make more friends... which i think it wasn't a bad thing... but i'm just gonna lost myself more after day by day passes... but i think it's better to stay the way i was doing all this while... my trueself just too ugly... worse than a demon... and actually, i used my friends as a tool to seal the demon in my heart... i think it's not a wrong way to do so right?
and you know... it's really really damm hard to find someone who has so "much" of similiarities with you of the opposite gender... it's just so fake until like it was fated... yesterday i actually thought of this, fate and fake only 1 alphabet different... fate looks fake all the time... most of the time you just can't believe what you're seeing... but that's your fate to see it, know it or feel it, no matter how fake it was... and fate actually has its date.... which also 1 alphabet different only... the fate was planned in various dates... that's why sometimes it looks like a chain reaction?? things just happen 1 after another... nevermind lar, i shall not analyse too much... later i'm gonna be like some insane ppl who was locked in some kind of room with all the chains...
i'm glad that you ppl were by my side whenever i need you ppl...
but for some ppl, i really dun like when you say things like it's so easy to make it... it's not as easy as you sees it... i know it's not hard either, as long as i have the will, i can do it... but seriously... i'm really serious on her... i din even notice i actually did that much for her... but i always think it's not enough...
ppl, i'll just take my time slowly and give a lil fate lo... dun rush me to forget bout her bah... it's painful... it's a painful experience !!
Monday, April 20, 2009
it's 5am again
haiz... do i deserve this?? do i really have to become like this?? please save me lar !! it's the 2nd day i can't sleep til 5am... and it's the 2nd day after i saw that message... is it really hard to forget someone?? maybe i just accepted too many advices... work hard you'll see the changes, hope can be created by yourself lar, and... aiya !! just too many opinions was given to me lar... i'm so lost... everyone say, forget her lar... move on lar... if that's so easy.... i would've be someone cold blooded?? i duno lar, it's just so hard to control this feeling thinge of mine...
the past 2 days... i thought back what i've been through.... can it be a dream?? could it be just a dream to me?? but sad to say, even if it's a dream... i remembered it so clearly... every scene, every sentence said and every emotions i had... and every moment that i treasured... i also duno why i always regret something after i've lost it... i seriously duno how to appreciate those chances and those days i had... it's just so hard to imagine why am i so weak... what was i thinking when i have those chances.... what was i doing when i have those days... gosh... to think back... i'm seriously 100% retarded as the quiz stated...
i couldn't even accept a fact that's already happened... what else could i say bout myself??
i ain't myself anymore...
the past 2 days... i thought back what i've been through.... can it be a dream?? could it be just a dream to me?? but sad to say, even if it's a dream... i remembered it so clearly... every scene, every sentence said and every emotions i had... and every moment that i treasured... i also duno why i always regret something after i've lost it... i seriously duno how to appreciate those chances and those days i had... it's just so hard to imagine why am i so weak... what was i thinking when i have those chances.... what was i doing when i have those days... gosh... to think back... i'm seriously 100% retarded as the quiz stated...
i couldn't even accept a fact that's already happened... what else could i say bout myself??
i ain't myself anymore...
Sunday, April 19, 2009
today and yesterday ??
when i wake up today, i somehow felt my life has changed... it's not as bright as it used to be... everyone asked me to move on... but i guess, i've put in too much parking fee, i just have to stop for a lil while longer... it's hard to change everything in a sudden... and i'm seriously totally lazy to change everything... if i would've give up... idk what will it be... haha, maybe i shouldn't put in so much at the beginning... 终于明白了希望越大， 失望越大的道理。
yar, i felt the emptiness, the loneliness... i even stay up til 5am yesterday... for thinking what happened in my room for the past 9 months... it changed a lot... and there's just too much joy to gain from it... home is still the safest place... if i try to compare... my heart was broken 5 times outside the house, but only once at home... it's just so hard to accept the fact right?
friend A : why you have to make it 1?? open up your options and be fair to other girls.... we're still young...
friend B : you have to give up lar... no point staying the same
friend C : i'm sorry, i duno what to say... you must be very sad
friend D : dun lar so emo, there are still plenty outside...
friend E : gosh, finally... you're free now... i'm glad she did that...
do i really have to give up?? i'm really confused... it's like i got hint'ed or something... (but to give up or not, it's still depends on me) 但是，这并不表示我一定会放弃。 she's right... life's always unfair... but still... what happen in the future we won't know, we just gonna work for it... really wish i could pick up my mood soon... it shall not stay for long !!
yar, i felt the emptiness, the loneliness... i even stay up til 5am yesterday... for thinking what happened in my room for the past 9 months... it changed a lot... and there's just too much joy to gain from it... home is still the safest place... if i try to compare... my heart was broken 5 times outside the house, but only once at home... it's just so hard to accept the fact right?
friend A : why you have to make it 1?? open up your options and be fair to other girls.... we're still young...
friend B : you have to give up lar... no point staying the same
friend C : i'm sorry, i duno what to say... you must be very sad
friend D : dun lar so emo, there are still plenty outside...
friend E : gosh, finally... you're free now... i'm glad she did that...
do i really have to give up?? i'm really confused... it's like i got hint'ed or something... (but to give up or not, it's still depends on me) 但是，这并不表示我一定会放弃。 she's right... life's always unfair... but still... what happen in the future we won't know, we just gonna work for it... really wish i could pick up my mood soon... it shall not stay for long !!
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