during early year of 2008, there was this guy, a person who always tease one of his indian friend bout a girl... not long later, this guy notice he started to fall in love with that girl... his love started at a tv station, when they go for this group visit... this guy keep looking at that girl unconsciously... on the following weekend, he saw her once again at the stadium... and he got the chance to hang out with her gang... this guy started to notice everything she's doing hoping that he could understands her more... they went gasoline for lunch... and that's the place where the guy learnt what is a sky juice... damm funny, when he ask his friend, the friend thought he was joking, mana tahu end up he memang duno what is sky juice... after that, there was a pool side party, celebrating someone's birthday, her mom's nasi lemak was awesome, unstoppable once you started to eat !! during this party, this guy was emoing cause that girl was emoing too, cause of her high heels... the guy even remembered what she said on the phone... haha.... then there's this moon cake festival event thinge on a field... that's the best day on earth.... haha... this guy talked to the girl for like almost an hour without any interuption, until one girl come and ask us to finish her ribena jelly !! screw her !! nvm, and that's the day he failed to protect that girl from falling... she hurts til she's shivering, that guy felt before, just like how he fell from his bike going down hills.... everyone was scolding her for crying, but they never knew it was that hurt.... maybe sometimes she make things bigger, but she just wanted to get attention....
as a friend, have you asked yourself, am i a good friend?? i ask that everytime when i see other ppl down... everytime she was left aside....
ok, things getting harder and harder, that guy even tried to give up once... but he failed to do so cause he knew that he's already too deep inside... giving up her is like removing his oxygen tank 10km under water.... but again and again he got hurt.... he still haven give up.... until christmas eve, that's the night he really relief.... he felt so glad because she was there... safe and not injured... that night, he's like a cleaner keep cleaning and cleaning and cleaning the sprays around her, hoping she won't fall again like what happened during moon cake festival... he's blaming himself all the time because that time he was only 20cm from that girl..... after cleaning sprays, balik rumah kawan !! time falls away..... so fast it arrived the last day of 2008... he was so chicken, so loser, so lousy, so shit up, he's so useless that he was only standing beside her for half an hour and talked to her for like 3 sentences?? shit mann, this kind of guy can go die d... scared like some hell... also duno what so nice to afraid of... she's just she... what else can she be.... haiz... here comes 2009 and that ended our 2008
diary note : this guy will never give up til the last breath he respired!! it's too late to give up... maybe his friends was right.... he should be a monk after all....
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