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so long never blog already... >.< really dunno what to blog also.... recently... too much things happened... really dunno which part to start blogging or wanna express bout them... 1 thing for sure is... i really have to decide what to take and where to go as soon as possible... if not i'll be dragging myself for another half year and i'll be wasting more and more time as long as i din start my course... haiz...

well, roughly discussed bout the college thing yesterday.. maybe i shouldn't worry so much, just start the course and go with the flow... if not ... i can't start my course forever d... keep thinking too much is not the way to solve this problem... haiz... really wish everything will be fine and i won't make the wrong decision... haiz... just too much negatives going around huh? haiz.. aura...

maybe i should see the positive side too huh? there are people who keep helping me and comforting me whenever i need them... =) sometimes i thought being female have lots of advantages... haha... but now at least i know being a male also not bad .... haha !! thanks girls =) for helping me.. haha...

too many maybe in my life, too many haiz... too many if !! i should be more confident and do what i should do!! to myself and everyone outside, gam ba teh neh ! =)